I decided to get back into VF after a few years not logging in, alot has changed. I am still amused by the gothic lifestyle and image although that has changed a lot also. Pretty much I became an open individual and will form alliances with a handful of selected individuals, I am known to be funny and quite generous. Good people shouldn't be looked down upon for that looks can be deceiving, as some stand up for what is right. I did it various times I still do from time to time. I learned so much while I was studying martial arts and that is why I love the healthy lifestyle, its not about your physical health its also about you mind.
Likes
Vintage style, antique cars, music (that does the favor of sounding good and being good) and writing. Writing reveals my thoughts, half time time I write deep things in hopes that it inspires people not only that I write random things that probably wont make any sense it all depends what mood im in. I love martial arts and being fit, I may not have a perfect body but I was a fat kid once and I know how it was I decided to make a big change in my life and things became a bit easier, wasnt expecting a perfect life but a more comfortable one.
Dislikes
I dont know where to start to be honest.
Favorite Music
I am quite open, I like Jrock, Electric music, Classic Rock, Thrash/Hardcore/Death/Nu-metal. I like the old music more than anything it was more original just as Hip Hop and rap was good till it turned to shit.
Hey, sorry it took me so long to reply back. The music search is still going no where. Everytime I look for something new, they either don't have an album made yet, or it's something I've already heard a million times. :/ lol.
Definitely. Character development is vital to good writing, Star Wars is a good example of that. The relationships between the characters is what gives the story heart. If a story doesn't have heart, it doesn't have an audience.
May the 4th be with you.
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"Better than a thousand hollow words, is one word that brings peace." -siddhartha gautama
Yeah, I have a lot of acquaintances too but just sad that he was a good friend but oh well. It's a part of time. Haha! You know in all the years I've been here, I think you're the first person to ask. I joined when I was 13 (I'm 20 now)and thought I was all gothic. But I've made friends on here and not really left. I don't come on here much anymore, just to answer comments really. I do still like that style just I don't really wear it anymore.
Books have to be heavy, because they carry the whole world with them.
Pride can also be built back up so don't be too hard on yourself. That will be interesting going back after a few years. Yeah, that's it. Even though I've pretty much lost a friend now, I have the rest of my life to make new ones. I've lost friends before but some have stuck around for years and they're the real good friendships.
Books have to be heavy, because they carry the whole world with them.
Don't feel bad, things like that happen. Just pick yourself up and you'll get back to how you were. A new town is like a new start. I did leave him for a while but I spoke to him today and the reason he wasn't speaking to me is because he's started dealing drugs and knew that I wouldn't be happy about that. I'm not happy about it, of course not, but I've come to realise he's not the friend I used to have. He's changed so much over the past few months, I don't even feel like I know him anymore. He's like a stranger. But there's nothing I can do. He doesn't want to listen to me and I'm no longer important to him. I just hope he doesn't get hurt from doing that. I know you shouldn't give up on friends, but he's no longer the person that was my friend and I know I won't get that friend back so there's nothing I can do.
Books have to be heavy, because they carry the whole world with them.
I am proud of myself forgiving my friend. It was such a small thing that happened and if it was anyone else, I probably wouldn't have cared much. But he was such a good friend and it just broke my heart that he'd be like that. I've spoken to him since and it seems like he's kind of pushing me away. I explained to him why I forgave him so quickly and it was because I didn't want to lose him. We were so close and that's why what he did hurt me so much. But he was saying maybe we shouldn't be friends because it never works out and that it's too forced. That kind of shocked me. I didn't feel like that at all. We never used to get along but the past year we've both grown up so much that we've become so close and I wasn't forcing anything. But I'm just leaving it to him now. I thought maybe I spoke to him too early so I'll let him come to me. I don't want to lose him as a friend but if he doesn't want me as one, well that's a hard pill to swallow. Thank you for your encouraging comment though. How have you been? Is you back feeling better now?
Books have to be heavy, because they carry the whole world with them.