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Status: It's hard to tell who's fake and who's not anymore....It's sad really...
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Age: 22
Location: Oxnard, California, United States

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Name: Ray
Status: Single
Sex: -Checks pants- Yup, I'm an alien :)
Age: Old enough to drink you under the table
Location: In ghetto-ass Oxnard, CA
Member since: Before You Were Born, Kid!
Account: Locked And Loaded! (Just not Premium anymore...) :( Gift anyone? ;)
Orientation: Pansexual (Guys/Girls/Trans/Anyone....But mostly Dahvie Vanity ;p )


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Hey you! No, you right there! Yes you! You should Rate/Comment/Inbox Me! If you give me a ten I'll give you one back ^_^ I'm no longer premium though >.< so I can't see rates, so comment me and tell me if you rate me :) And I'll always respond to messages/comments!
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Piercings:
Snakebites
Tongue
7/8" plugs in both ears
0g in left ear
Nipples ;)
Tattoos:
Maltese Cross
Chest
Blue/Black Nautical Star
Left wrist
Red/Black Nautical Star
Right wrist
"Carpe Diem"
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My name's Raymond McElwain (mac-Uhl-wAne). You may call me Ray. First off if you're a minor don't even bother talking to me unless I know you already. Minors are nothing but trouble. I'm half Celtic with some British, German, and French in there. I'm 21 (birthday is October 19th). I live in Ventura, CA as of now. I have HIV (Human Immunodeficiency Virus) and not afraid to say it anymore. I was BORN WITH IT (yes, I've lived with it for 21 years now) and actually, I am quite healthy (Undetectable viral load). So get over it, or SHUT the FUCK UP! I am well-educated and use very good grammar (well, when I want to). I hate people who typ3 l1k d1s. The number line is not part of the alphabet you idiots. I don't mind slang or vulgarities, I use them myself, yadadamean? lol Ok, honestly I'm not expecting anyone to read this whole profile.....I must admit it's a doozy. But I think it makes for a nice read too, so maybe at least try reading some of it? :p I probably put about 5 hours into just this. :) My tattoos are my art...I get in depth with them and I'm proud of each and every one that I have/will get because of what they mean to me<3 Ok thanks ^_^

I have two lip piercings (snakebites), a tongue piercing, nipples both pierced, and used to have my eyebrow pierced. I also have stretched ears and an extra piercing in my left ear....both plugs are at 3/4" they're a pair of double-flare Borostone plugs (which you can see in one of my pictures I posted). I am a professional piercing artist and have done all my piercings myself....except for my tongue. I was going to do that myself, but it kept slipping since I didn't have a clamp at the time and it just became a really bad idea lol I didn't want to fuck the piercing process up, pierce a nerve (one of the many in your tongue), and have my tongue unusable the rest of my life >.< So I had another professional do it instead.

I have 4 tattoos as of now. I definitely want more though down my back, arms, and probably my chest/stomach too. I want some stories and memories on me ^_^ Ok, so I have a plain, black Maltese Cross on my chest, one blue/black nautical star on my left wrist, one red/black nautical star on my right wrist, and the quote "Carpe Diem Quam Minimum Credula Postero" on my back which translates to "Sieze the day and place little trust in tomorrow" from Latin...basically meaning change is inevitable. That quote means a lot to me. My whole life has been nothing but change and I'd kind of like to have all that slow down, but then again I've experienced and learned so much from my life, more than most people have in their entire lives. Just the variety of people that I've seen, met, and hung out with. Places I've been....it's odd though...never been outside the US, but I've been to like 3/4 of the states. My experiences in dealing with shady people, people of all races, drugs, friends and family members that are/were on drugs, and inevitably, deaths. But I hate talking about shit like that; I've also had really good times too. My first rave I went to with my best friend when I was a freshman in college....I have never been in a happier, more peaceful, and non-judgmental situation in my life. Anyways...(I tend to sidetrack a bit >.> I swear I have ADD sometimes lol) My nautical stars actually stand for finding my place in the world....Sailors used a compass rose (on which was marked with the 5-point nautical star) to navigate, with the star Polaris, their way through the ocean and find their way back home. My Maltese Cross actually, believe it or not, stands for 8 qualities of courage (Loyalty, Piety, Generosity, Bravery, Glory/Honor, Contempt of death, Helpfulness towards the poor and the sick, and Respect for the church)....8 because the original star actually had 8 points. Now...the Iron Cross (a Maltese Cross of cast iron and a silver border) is widely misconstrued with the Maltese Cross nowadays. It is pretty much the same symbol (unless you are looking at a pre-20th century Maltese Cross)....but I am not a neo-Nazi, (though I do like the German culture and language lol) for which this symbol is most well-known for. They actually mean two totally separate things, and actually the Maltese Cross came way before the Iron Cross. The Maltese Cross has been found in two different places in the 11th century: One on the Angby Stone (a memorial stone found in Sweden), with the Maltese cross in the center, surrounded by two intertwining snakes, and carved with runes. And the second one being introduced during the Crusades from the island of Malta (from which it took it's name obviously). More specifically, the Sovereign Military Hospitaller Order of St. John of Jerusalem of Rhodes and of Malta, better known as the Sovereign Order of Malta (well....only better known if you were actually interested in History class lol), an organization somewhat akin to the "Red Cross" we have today, but with medieval roots in not only taking care of the sick, but showing knighthood as well. The Order of St. John was founded in Jerusalem in 1099 by the armies of the First Crusade, beginning as a monastic community which was dedicated to St. John the Baptist, offering hospice and medical care to pilgrims in the Holy Land. It was Fra Raymond du Puy, the second head of the order, who introduced the white cross on a red field which EVEN TODAY is their emblem. However....it was Frederick William III, King of Prussia, who instituted the first use of the Iron Cross in 1813. For over one hundred years, during times of war, the Iron Cross was revived for use by various leaders but of course none more famously than Adolf Hitler in 1939 (the day that German forces invaded Poland...just in case you didn't know ;p ). Hitler made it so that the cross was given for exceptional bravery or leadership in the face of the enemy (much like our modern day "Medal of Honor" given by the President) and expanded the number of grades to eight – second class Iron Cross, first class Iron Cross, etc, ...up to the Grand Cross, which was actually awarded only once to Hermann Goring in 1940 by Hitler himself. If you've actually read this far you should put "Maltese Cross" somewhere in your message, I'd love it ^_^ Oh and one more fact....did you know the modern Firefighter's badge is in fact the Maltese Cross bearing them with protection....just like the first wearers of the Cross would lay down their life for one of their comrades, firefighters are just as willing to save one of their own men. So take that all you neo-Nazi fucks! :p

At this point I would like to apologize for the long-ass explanation of my tattoos....I don't know why I always feel like I have to explain my tattoos....but I find it quite stupid when someone gets a tattoo for no reason other than "it looks cool" I really don't want to seem like that kind of person lol These are gonna be on your body for life....I'd much rather get a tattoo that actually means something to me or stands for something that I want to stand for too you know? :)

I love, love, LOVE music!!! I honestly can't get enough, I'm like a sponge when it comes down to it.....I play music; I interpret it; I make it; I listen to it; Most of all....I love to surround myself with it. My favorite genres are Rock, Hard Rock, Classic Rock, Metal, Hardcore, and Screamo.

I also absolutely love raves!! It's not just about the drugs either like most people who don't frequent them think (though the drugs can definitely enhance the experience and make everything that much better xD). It's more about the experiences with some really awesome and decent people. I would honestly love to take anyone to one if they'd be willing to go. I took my friend when I lived near Fresno and he hasn't stopped going since lol It is seriously that awesome. I haven't gone to one in a long time, but I would definitely go again if I had the time and money to. Come with me maybe? ;D

I also used to skateboard (and I was decent with the tricks and shit lol). I wanted to get sponsored, but that never happened....I just kind of stopped skating as much day by day and then one day just quit altogether I guess....but I would like to skate again, I really enjoyed it...almost as much as I enjoy guitar ^_^ My friend has a board that I've recently picked up and practiced on for the first time in literally years lol But yes I do play guitar (7 years experience, but only about 2 years actually singing and playing at the same time), as well as the drums (4 year experience, and lots of time with some double bass pedals ^_^ That means don't be surprised if you see my feet going up and down real quick like I'm using the bass pedals >.< ...kind of a habit now lol). piano (1 year experience, but it's so similar to guitar in the note structure that I could probably pick it up real quick now :p), and bass guitar(several months experience, but I'd love to learn some new badass basslines ;D That means a real plus if you know how to play bass hehe).

I also used to box and wrestle (Mixed Martial Arts with a strong emphasis in Brazilian Jui-Jitsu) for about a year during my Senior year of high school (not at or for the school though...at a professional gym with a trainer...I've never done sports for a punk-ass, jocked up, whiney high school team...well I've never done ANY sports period except for MMA lol) but I quit after High School. I still watch UFC every now and then though and definitely still know my shit ;)

Ok as for girls/significant others....I love affection and public displays of it (PDA anyone? <3). I would love to find someone who is affectionate....they don't have to be super cuddly or kissing me every hour lol but a random text, hug, and especially kiss from behind is so sweet every once in a while<3 Just someone who'd make me smile :) Someone who cares about their own body and health is nice though too...I care about how I look to be honest, and I stay fit....even if I can veg on the couch every once in a while :p Also someone who doesn't mind trying new things (I would love to take a girl to a rave one day ;D). I am a smoker, a social drinker, AND 420 friendly :). I can speak some German, very little French, very little Japanese, and very little Russian, but I can understand most Spanish, but it'll take me a little longer to speak it back lol. I took 4 years of Spanish in High School and had Spanish speaking friends. I THRIVE in the nighttime. Actually I have insomnia, so most nights I just want to be out doing something...not necessarily with anyone....but I have been going out till like 6 with my cousin lately who lives in Oxnard. We're not really family, but we're tighter than any family I have :p My favorite thing to do is just drive at night and listen to music on a long highway. It's so relaxing. Also...as if it weren't obvious I love to have fun ^_^

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David "Skullz" Cox
This kid right here is my best friend ♥ His nickname is DJ, but I call him David anyways. He and I have been through Hell and back, we've done fucked up shit together and we've been best friends ever since. I'll never forget him and won't let him get hurt...You hurt him....I kill you, straight up....Got it?

Tay "Fairy" Jung
TayFairy...So many things I could say about this girl. Yeah, she's an ex of mine, but we're amazing friends and she always puts a smile on my face when we talk. She only wishes she could be a vampire like me haha She's a walking encyclopedia when it comes to hardcore/post-hardcore music. I swear to God if anyone ever hurts her, it'll be the last thing they do. I will walk my ass up to Tulare if I have to so I can put them 6 feet under the ground. Tay, you'll always be my best friend and I love you always ^_^

Kitty
This is Kitty. She's one of the sweetest and nicest girls I know and she's been nice to me throughout the whole time I've known her, even if I can be an asshole sometimes. She's always happy to talk to anyone and she's a really good artist. In fact she wants to be a tattoo artist. So add her and give her a ten. But if I hear anything bad come out of your mouth about her I will promptly get up, drive to wherever you live and murder your parents, chop them up, and make you eat them in a stew while I watch. K?
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Likes:

Skating, playing music, writing music, and listening to music.


I really like the scene girl styles. Yeah yeah, hate me for liking scene queens....but seriously, some of them chicks are hot as hell! ;)


Movies:
2 Days In Paris

28 Days Later

28 Weeks Later

30 Days Of Night

The 40 Year Old Virgin

50 First Dates

8 Mile

Ace Ventura: Pet Detective 1 & 2

American History X

Angels and Demons

Anger Management

Anchorman

Bedtime Stories

Billy Madison

Bruce Almighty

Click

The Da Vinci Code

The Day The Earth Stood Still

Death Race

Dumb And Dumber

Fight Club

Final Destination Series

Gran Torino

The Green Mile

The Grudge Series

The Hangover

The Happening

Happy Gilmore

The Hills Have Eyes Series

Indiana Jones

I Robot

Kill Bill Volumes

Little Nicky

Lord Of The Rings Series

Little Miss Sunshine

Mars Attacks!

The Mask

The Matrix Series

Mr. Deeds

Nacho Libre

Napoleon Dynamite

The Number 23

The Omen

The Others

Pineapple Express

Pirates Of The Caribbean Series

Poseidon

Jeepers Creepers 1 & 2

Resident Evil Series

Remember The Titans

The Ring Series

The Ruins

Saw

School of Rock

The Secret Window

Shallow Hal

Shawshank Redemption

The Shining

Shutter Island

Silence Of The Lambs

Tenacious D

Tomb Raider

Tropic Thunder

Underworld

Wanted

The Water Boy

Wedding Crashers

The Wedding Singer

Yes Man

You Don't Mess With The Zohan

Zoolander

Anything with Adam Sandler, Jim Carey, or Jack Black. I love comedies and horror movies.



Books: Not many...except vampire books...no, not Twilight. Stuff like Cirque du Freak.


TV: Adult Swim (Family Guy, American Dad, etc), Burn Notice, Chuck, Criminal Minds, CSI, Futurama, House, King Of The Hill, The Office, Prison Break, Saturday Night Live, Scrubs, Supernatural, True Calling, UFC, Weeds, The Fuse, FX, MTV, MTV2, VH1, VH1 Classic...etc.



Dislikes:
Jocks, Preps, anyone who thinks that they are in some way better than everyone just because of the way they dress or act. Judgmental people get on my nerves.

Music:
3OH!3

4 Non Blondes

10 Years

30 Seconds To Mars

Abandon All Ships

The Acacia Strain

A Change of Pace

Adept

Adorno

Aerosmith

Aglacia

Agraceful

Alesana

Alexisonfire

Alice In Chains

Alien Ant Farm

Alkaline Trio

The All-American Rejects

All Time Low

Anatomy Of A Ghost

Anberlin

And Then Came An Alien

Angels and Airwaves

Apocalyptica

As I Lay Dying

Asking Alexandria

Atreyu

Attack Attack!

Audioslave

August Burns Red

Avenged Sevenfold

Avril Lavigne

Bad Religion

Barenaked Ladies

Basshunter

The Beatles

Bedlight For Blue Eyes

Before Their Eyes

Between The Screams

Black Sabbath

Black Veil Brides

Bleeding Through

Blessthefall

Blink 182

Blood On The Dance Floor

Bon Jovi

Born Of Osiris

Boston

Bowling For Soup

Boxcar Racer

Boys Like Girls

The Bravery

A Breach On Heaven

Breaking Benjamin

Breathe Carolina

Brighter Than A Thousand Suns

Bring Me The Horizon

Brokencyde

Bryan Adams

Buckcherry

Bullet For My Valentine

A Bullet For Pretty Boy

The Bunny The Bear

Burden Of A Day

Bush

Cartel

Casino Madrid

Chelsea Grin

Chevelle

Chiodos

Choking Victim

Circle Takes The Square

Citizen Fish

City Escape

A City Serene

CKY

Close To Home

Closure In Moscow

Cobra Starship

Coheed and Cambria

Coldplay

Copeland

Counting Crows

Cradle Of Filth

The Cranberries

Creed

Creedence Clearwater Revival

Crossfade

Dance Gavin Dance

Daysleeper

A Day To Remember

Dead And Divine

Dead Poetic

Death Cab For Cutie

Def Leppard

Default

Deftones

The Devil Wears Prada

DevilDriver

Dido

Dir En Grey

The Dirty Heads

Disturbed

DJ S3RL

Dokken

The Doors

Dot Dot Curve

Dr. Acula

Dream On, Dreamer

Dream Theater

Dropbears

Drop Dead Gorgeous

The Eagles

Eighteen Visions

Elton John

Elysia

Emanuel

Emarosa

Embrace

Emery

End Of A Year

Enter Shikari

Eric Clapton

The Escape Frame

Escape The Fate

Eskimo Callboy

Evanescence

Everclear

Everlast

Everyone Dies In Utah

Every Time I Die

Eyes Set To Kill

Falling In Reverse

Fall Out Boy

Far From The Tree

Fear From The Hate

Fear, And Loathing In Las Vegas

Ferry Corsten

Finger Eleven

A Flock Of Seagulls

Flyleaf

Foo Fighters

Foreigner

Forever The Sickest Kids

Fort Minor

Four Letter Lie

Framing Hanley

From Atlantis

From Autumn To Ashes

From First To Last

Funeral Diner

Further Seems Forever

Genesis

Get Scared

Gin Blossoms

Goldfinger

Goo Goo Dolls

Good Charlotte

Gorillaz

Gray Matter

Greeley Estates

Green Day

Guns N Roses

Gym Class Heroes

Hands Like Glass

Harbor The Sun

Haste The Day

Hawthorne Heights

Helmet

He Is Legend

Her Bright Skies

Hinder

His Statue Falls

Hit the Lights

Holding Onto Hope

Hollywood Undead

A Hope For Home

Hopes Die Last

Hot Rod Circuit

I Am Abomination

I Am Ghost

Ice Nine Kills

I Explode Like

I Killed The Prom Queen

Incubus

In Fear And Faith

Intohimo

I See Stars

I Set My Friends On Fire

Ivoryline

I Would Set Myself On Fire For You

Iwrestledabearonce

Jack Johnson

Jewel

Jimi Hendrix

Jimmy Eat World

Job For A Cowboy

Joshua Fit For Battle

Journey

Judas Priest

Just Like Vinyl

Kansas

Kanye West

Kaskade

The Killers

Killswitch Engage

Kings Of Leon

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The Kodan Armada

Korn

Lacuna Coil

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Linkin Park

Lifehouse

Lil Wayne

Lit

Lita Ford

Live

LMFAO

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Lorene Drive

Lot Like Birds

LoveHateHero

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The Maine

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Men As Trees

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MIA

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Monsters Scare You!

Moss Icon

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My Chemical Romance

My Own Private Alaska

My Ticket Home

MyChildren MyBride

Nada Surf

Natasha Bedingfield

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Nickelback

Nirvana

NOFX

Noise Ratchet

Norma Jean

The Number 12 Looks Like You

Oasis

Obsidian Shell

Oceana

The Offspring

Of Machines

Of Mice And Men

One Morning Left

One Republic

Otep

Our Last Night

Owl City

Ozzy Osbourne

Pantera

Papa Roach

Parkway Drive

Paramore

Pearl Jam

A Perfect Circle

Person L

Phat J

Pianos Become The Teeth

Phil Collins

Picture Me Broken

Pierce The Veil

Pink Floyd

Place Your Bet$

Plain White Tees

The Plot In You

POD

Polar Bear Club

The Police

The Postal Service

Project 86

Puddle of Mudd

Pull A Star Trip

Queensryche

Radiohead

Rage Against the Machine

Rancid

Ratt

Rawkfist

The Ready Set

Red Hot Chili Peppers

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Reel Big Fish

REM

Rise Against

Rob Zombie

The Saddest Landscape

Saetia

Santana

Saosin

Sara Barielles

Savage Garden

Saving Abel

Say Anything

Scarlett O' Hara

Scary Kids Scaring Kids

Scorpions

Secondhand Serenade

The Secret Handshake

Seether

Senses Fail

Set Your Goals

Se7en

The Set Up

Shiny Toy Guns

Sierra Skyline

Silverstein

Simple Plan

Sixpence None The Richer

Sixx AM

Skillet

Skrillex

Sky Eats Airplane

A Skylit Drive

Sleeping With Sirens

Slipknot

The Smashing Pumpkins

Smile Empty Soul

Social Distortion

Social Suicide

Sonny (Moore)

So They Say

Soundgarden

Spark Is A Diamond

Staind

A Static Lullaby

Steez Click

Sting

Stone Sour

Streetlight Manifesto

Sublime

Suicide Silence

Sum 41

Switchfoot

System of a Down

Syx

Taking Back Sunday

Tech N9ne

Tenacious D

Third Eye Blind

Thousand Foot Krutch

Three Days Grace

Thrice

Thriving Ivory

TI

T. Mills

Tom Petty

Tonic

Tool

Train

Trapt

Trust Company

U2

Underoath

United Nations

The Uriah Omen

The Used

Us From Outside

Vampires Everywhere!

Van Halen

The Wallflowers

Warrant

Watchout! There's Ghosts

We Are The Ocean

We Came As Romans

Weird Al Yankovic

While She Sleeps

The White Stripes

The Who

The Word Alive

Wow, Owls!

Yellowcard

You And What Army?

You Me At Six

Zwan


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