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I wasn't too sure on whether I should make another profile, I've rather grown bored of them and the trouble they cause. This first part may not apply to you, but I just want to make this very clear. I can do friendship, that's no problem at all and I quite enjoy getting to know people and learning new things. However I do not want a relationship, and that certainly doesn't mean I want sex either. I've now had two failed relationships, which have caused a lot of pain, more pain than I can possibly bare to take. At the time of writing this I've just broken up with a girl that I considered pretty much engaged to with over a years worth of love, dreams and memories all over within what? under a week. I just can't do that anymore because it hurts far too much and when I love someone I let down my guard to the point where that person can crush me with one word and it's making me physically ill. Sure it will always start off with how such a lovely guy I am and how amazing and special I am, but give it a few months and that will turn to hate of the most worthless annoying stupid guy in the world. It amazes me how quickly things can change, therfore you should never take anything for granted. Just to close this off, even if I could love again, no one right now could simply fill the hole in my heart that was once filled by the girl I've just parted from, every second I'm awake I just can't stop thinking about her and the dreams we had. Now that is out of the way, let's tell you a bit about myself. My name is Richard, I'm around 5ft 11" tall, shoe size between UK 11-12, cock size :p not telling ;) ... I have very expensive tastes, but that doesn't necessarily mean I blow my bank account buying such items. I always prowl for the lowest price around or find the closest alternative, then many people end up thinking I'm stinking Rich. Please! stop the insults, I don't smell at all *smirks*, well apart from D&G EDT. To match the expensive tastes, I love elegant detail and style, imperial uniforms, gothic clothing and buildings are absolutley stunning, it's a shame there are now so many tacky so called modern designs poping up everywhere. I'm a part qualified I.T technician, I hope to be snapped up by some lucky company shortly, computers are starting to bore me to be honest, I'd like to do something else that's new and challenging, however I've put months of studying in to obtaining the qualifications needed so it will do for now just to build up some money and gain some experience. I also own my own company called "The Jarvis Empire Ltd" Company No. "6781156", the company is dormant at the moment, but will be trading within the next 2 years once I've built up enough capital alongside finalizing all the planning for it. I'm sure life will be exciting when that point comes. As you might have noticed I get bored rather easily, therefore always need to be doing something, I'm bored of London and the British Isles and want to travel the world. I love Paris, it's a beautiful and really friendly place and I would love to live there someday. The only problem with my need for adrenaline required chellenges is that I have what is classed as a rare chronic disease of the nervous system called... wait for it... "Non-24-hour Sleep-Wake Syndrome" this basically means my body clock is broken, which leaves me often sleep deprived and very exhausted. I'm very fond of Gothic culture and truly love Indian culture, it's incredibly colourful, wise and not to mention how gorgeous Indian food tastes, the shreal voice of the bollywood singers sends me on a real high. I like to practice Ayurveda, this is an ancient Indian medical system, as for I've spent many years researching medicine and herbs in my spare time where doctors failed to help me and have just made my problems worse. When it comes to religion, I have to say that personally I favour Hinduism over Christianity, not that I'm saying this culture is better than yours let's have a big slagging match over it, just as I will not say there isn't a God or there is a God and that is that, it would be rather arrogant of me to do such a thing. Although I'm fond of Buddhism and Hinduism, I will not say that I'm either a Buddhist, Hindu or Goth even, like it's fashionable or some special club or brand. Oh and I do have hereditary connections with India, which goes back to the times of the British Empire. I'd love to have a family, that's one of my other dreams. Like I say above though, I don't think I could trust anyone that close again, or at least not for a very long while, which would be a shame if I couldn't because I have so much love I want to give and it eats away at me, this area of my life is just rather messed up to be frank about it. I guess when the time is right, I could always adopt a little orphaned girl and boy from a part of the world that is not very well off and try and give them all love and chances in life. I'm a huge animal lover too, no that doesn't mean I just have a thing for huge animals :p ... I think they deserve more respect, we keep saying that we are the lone race, with the strong desire and quest to find alien life, yet what about the non-human life already on this planet, not to mention the wars between our own kind. If we did find alien lifeforms, we'd probably only eat them and try to claim domination, stupid humans. By the way I'm a vegetarian too. One final thing that really makes me feel sick is the way a lot of people go around having emotionless sex like it's the thing that must be done, there's so much more to life. I hate the way guys always see girls as something they have to shag like it makes him a true man or something even if the girl is in a relationship, and I truly hate people who cheat. |
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Dead_Little_Bitch [Reply] | Dec 31, 2008, 12:00pm
lol its ok ive done that many times, just always felt unhappy with it
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Indigo_Flow [online] [Reply] | Dec 30, 2008, 03:00pm
I have to say, I am so pleased you took the time to write an "about me."You put feeling into it too, which is always great. So many people are interested in things other than getting to know people. Sorry about your luck though. The love of my life broke up with me 3 days before our 2 year aniversary, so I know how you feel. I'm Jacqueline. |
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Dead_Little_Bitch [Reply] | Dec 30, 2008, 02:55pm
hi how r u hope u find it welcoming here
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Vampirekisses2 [Reply] | Dec 30, 2008, 02:51pm
hello ![]() heres a 10? wanna be friends? ~tell my heart to behave please it was being weird last i seenit, it was beating fast and skipping beats whenever u said i love you~ |
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felicialover [Reply] | Dec 30, 2008, 02:49pm
i agge sex shoulnt been seen as a must do things as many times as you can with diffent people . it should be seen as a way to show someone you truley love them . |
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Xx-Gerard [Reply] | Dec 30, 2008, 02:43pm
Hey.(= How're you? ==== Cause you never know when you're gonna go. |
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EmoMangaFreak [Reply] | Dec 30, 2008, 02:42pm
i'm sorry for your relationships...i like your profile. 10 for you. |

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