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Pyroman48
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Profile: Ohai my name is Defenses, and I'm a failure. I couldn't hack it in an online relationship, so I'm taking out my frustration on a game. I think I'm one of the greatest Trolls, and sadly this is pretty much my only accomplishment in life. I'm raging because my girl dumped me for the pure fact that I'm overall a loser who wasn't worth her time, point proven by me raging in chat about it all day, trying to hide my clear little emotional boy inside who needs to feel accepted and wanted. QQ, please someone hug me, because I just can't cope with this pain anymore, I might just have to join this site and post pictures of me cutting myself to take away the pain and feel like I'm part of something again! Won't someone love me please??? Strange thing happened Thursday, April 15, 2004, someone who was heavily medicated for his depression and other problems, slit his wrists in the cafeteria, fainted outside, after bleeding all over the table, came to just in time to further beat the shit out of 4 out of the 8 cops ontop of him, until finally they subdued him, and tied his arm down while on the stretcher. It is strange, even for me, seeing this happen, and even stranger...how quickly everyone got over it, and life went on... FAVORITE QUOTE: "I like to take songs, that I have already liked, and make them into heavy songs...but...I would rather take something very feminine, and very soft and sweet, and completely...mutilate it" Peter Steele SONG OF THE MONTH: "Noose" by A Perfect Circle. (So people are aware, this is pretty much a dead profile. I only keep it active so I can use the chat now and then to catch up with friends. It'll probably be deleted eventually, so no need to message or anything. Take care) Oh well what to say?...My name is James, I was born in Texas, lived in San Antonio my whole life. I tend to make people laugh, and have a great time. I am a poet, and a philosopher, and I also attempt to be an artist...I draw eyes a lot, Im not sure why, I have a fetish with them I guess...or a mild obsession, plus they make me feel safe. I am a thinker, always have been, and I tend to zone out a lot and just blurt out strange questions..I love to question other people's ideas and purposes...along with my own. Likes:  Criminal Pyromania Dislikes: I absolutely despise the term, the social-group, and the music of "Emo"...It's a waste of my time to even explain why. I hate girls who just flirt with me and other guys, just to play games and use us, its pathetic, and its as bad when the guys do the same thing...What ever happened to the girls who knew their perfect guy and actually went for him? I hate sterotypes. I hate it when people "try" so hard to be a goth, and make it so fake it seems almost like they are obligated to dress or be gothic mentally, its such a waste of time, and you come out to either being a liar, or a poser(or a fake or wannabe)...how fun. I guess you could say I hate people in general for apparent reasons because they can be utterly cruel and heartless, finding joy only in the torment of others, it's quite depressing and sad really. I completely despise internet slang, and even worse when people use it outside of the internet. I hate hypocrites with a passion, especially when they tell ME what not to do, and do it themselves. I hate ignorant, ego-driven men who treat women like shit. I hate people who think they are always right. I dislike it when people assume what I'm thinking or feeling, it makes me feel like I don't have my own opinion or I am not in control of my own actions or thoughts. Oh and I hate, absolutely hate when people criticize me for being atheist and go on and on about their catholic or christian beliefs or other religions, god damnit that's annoying. Why can't people just agree to disagree, believe in what you wish, and allow me to believe or in my case...not believe...in whatever I wish, just leave it at that.Favorite Music: TYPE O NEGATIVE!!!, COAL CHAMBER, NIN, TOOL, ORGY, Stabbing Westward, A PERFECT CIRCLE, Motley Crue, Alice in Chains, Audioslave, and yes I have to admit, I listen to 80's music and a few others that I cant remember right now, but I am mainly a T.O.N freak.Homepage: http://pyroman48.deviantart.com/
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