ABOUT       Gender: Male Location: King's Lynn, England Status: Happily engaged :3

Height: 5"7' (Short..) Weight: 66kg (Skinny ;__;) AIM: CATBUSMEOW MSN: Ask Age: 17 Member since: 16/12/05 Ethnicity: Chinese :3

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Welcome to Vampirefreaks, where the freaks meet the guys look like girls and the girls look like guys with generic 'emo hair' (lol, hypocrite) over their faces who boast how 'br00tal' they are on their profile, and who supposedly don't give a shit what people think about them, or indeed, anything else around them; where, for some reason, everyone is bisexual with bi-polar/manic depression and everyone has insomnia and feel the need to tell complete strangers.

I'm not really sorry if it offends, because, if you really are bisexual and/or lack serotonin in your fucking brain, you can surely see where I'm coming from, surely! Also

Lol, geddit?

"Whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent"
- Ludwig Wittgenstein
(I like a bit of philosophy )

 

Instead of writing paragraphs about myself - about what I do, what I like, blarghhtjfgherf, I'm going to write about something my mum told me not long ago :3

I like to think that it'll have some effect on your lives, rather than you reading about a stranger you'll comment twice and never speak to them again sooo...

But before I go on, I just want to say that the music on my profile makes me want sing and dance around like a lunatic ^___^

So yeah, let me try and set the scene (you might want to turn off the music for this). It's a Friday night, I just got back from work with a beer and a takeaway in hand. Sitting in the lounge eating and drinking, talking to my mum and not really paying any attention to the TV. Anyway, the conversation somehow led to a story about how my dad was millimetres away from creating a business, but then my mum got diagnosed  with cancer in Hong Kong where we were living at the time ( I was like what, 7/8 at the time?). He had to drop everything to look after me, my sister and obviously, my mum. Then my mum started talking about what she felt like in hospital, with all the doctors telling her that she had a 50% chance of living and stuff, then I started talking about what was going through my mind at that time. I mean I was quite young at the time, so when she came out of hospital, we never really talked about it, so it was cool (: It got a load off my chest - I said things that I never really told anyone.

Anyway (I've completely gone off topic here), we moved back to England. My dad couldn't (and still can't) speak English very well, so he kinda ended up in a low end job, a big contrast to the successful manager of his own company that he was going to be.

A few years later, he had to go back to Hong Kong because of family problems, and he was gona stay there for a few years to plan his business, again, from square one; but he couldn't bare to be without his family for that long, to which my mum said (and this is the whole point of what I'm writing about) that he could have a mistress or another wife in Hong Kong/China whatever. I was shocked out of my shit! Why the fuck would my mum say that?! Firstly, she replied saying that it's quite a common thing that happens in Hong Kong/China - a man needs a woman, supposedly; but then she replied with a very deep analogy of a kite.

She said it's like when you're flying a kite. You throw the kite up when it's fairly breezy, and it starts flying around in the air, quite freely, and carelessly. When you want it closer/lower, you pull the string; when you want it higher/away, you let some of the string slide out of your hand, right? Anyway, sometimes when you're flying a kite, you get random blasts of wind that last for like 20 seconds or so. You can't keep hold of the string 'cause otherwise the string will snap, and the kite will be lost. Sometimes, you just have to let some of the string go so there's less tension. You've still got the kite, it's just a bit further away from you, and in time, when the wind dies down a bit, you can start bringing the kite back in further towards you, ya know?

I'm not trying to sound pretentious or anything, I just thought it was pretty cool story :3

If you want to know me, then I suggest you start commenting me. It takes more than a  profile to show you who I am. It'll takes years! So give me a buzz - Rating a 10 would be nice too!
Also, I update this profile more than I update my underwear, so be sure to keep visiting (:
Hello! I'm Benji, Ben, whatever. I like Studio Ghibli a hell of a lot (obviously), and that's all you need to know for the time being ;)

Thank you, Amy :3


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Disclaimer: So I might not be as poetic as my girlfriend soulmate Amy when it comes to the "I love you"s, but I just want her, and everyone else to know that she means to world to me, and I wouldn't be able to function without her.

I'm happily committed to a girl who lives 4655 miles away. Within time, we will be together. Sayings like 'Patience is a virtue' and 'Absence make the heart grow fonder' repeat over and over in my mind. Come July 2009, I will meet her for a second time. I will fly over to the states and my body, my face, my hair, my lips will await her touch; again.
I've been singing non-stop since I met her

I always thought couples mentioning each other on their vf profile were lame, but now look at me! Ha ;D


She is the true meaning of beauty, intelligence, creativity and love.
Treat her nicely (:

I love you, Amy ♥♥



This is just the beginning.

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I'm an unconditional time watcher (-_- ")