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PoetOfSorrow
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~~Your pain will be legendary!~~ ~~Your agony exquisite!~~
Does anyone read the profiles on this site or do you all suffer from illiteracy?
I don't consider myself Goth, Punk, ect.... I just consider myself different then most people that are around me. However, I do dress in the Gothic style, follow a "pagan" religion and write poetry. I was cursed with the short gene so I am only 5' 4" tall and 116lbs. My hair is very long and red and no I don't dye it!!! My eye color is grey/blue. I am also a Gothic/Fetish Model, so if it takes awhile for me to get back to you it is probably because I am out of town for a shoot! I am straight but do not judge others by their sexual preferences! Always willing to be there if anyone needs to vent or just feels the need to talk about their problems. Sometimes the only thing that keeps us going in life is knowing someone cares. I feel it necessary to add this little tidbit of information due to the many profiles I have read on here stating how much certain races are hated by those who feel superior to all others!! So I want everyone to know that even though I was born in the USA and very fair skinned my ethnic heritage derives from Apache (Native American) on my fathers side and Italian/German on my mothers side! Also, I hold very true to my Native American heritage in all it's form. Just wanted to make this clear so those of you who are so much better then the rest of the world can cast your narrow minded judgment accordingly! I leave you with an old Apache saying "Iquolo Naka Shata" I don't know why I am even bothering to update my profile! It isn't like anyone ever reads it. All most people do is look at the pictures and leave a comment because they want to be rated!  A subject I must bring up is e-mails. I don't mind if you e-mail me and I normally do respond to the e-mails I receive but, if I get an e-mail from you filled with nothing but sexual innuendoes or asking me to be your online GF then don't expect a response! I get to many of those and writing me everyday asking "are you there?" or "why won't you write me back?" isn't going to help! In case this has caused you any confusion then please allow me to clarify... I don't have cyber sex, I am not looking for an online relationship and I won't converse with some who has shown that they don't possess an ounce of intelligence! Clear enough?  The last thing I want to let everyone know is about my message IDs. If you ask for my AIM, MSN or Yahoo IDs more then likely I will give them to you. I must warn you though that if you start talking about wanting to cyber or asking personal sexual questions you will be blocked! Through the Years My eyes have seen a world of hate, Of shattered dreams and darkened fate. Bound by lost and lonely years, Of rotting memories fraught with tears. Yet, through it all here I stand, A weeping soul with empty hand. WHAT "GOTH" OR "GOTHIC" TRULY MEANS Goth or Gothic is a style NOT a person!!! The style originated in 15th century Germany and was called "Middle Gothic" The Gothic movement was a response to the repression of Christianity and the movement had to develop as underground: a pagan revival of sorts. Many members of this Middle Gothic movement were, then as now, Artists, Poets, Musicians and Thinkers who questioned the paradigm that created their society. They tended to use Paganism as "a Sword of Illumination" to light the path through the world that is dark, asleep and blind. The Goth style of dress, the darkening of the eyes, as well as the Gothic symbols where meant to represent a sense of self empowerment and solidarity within the movement. The colors red and purple and the shade black were chosen to represent this movement as a way to mock the church and the royal courts (Kings & Queens) who saw fit to force religion on the people. The people who made up this Middle Gothic movement were not violent nor were they drawn to the ways of evil (as it is with the Goth way of today) but were only concerned with being afforded the right to express their creativity and ideals through their arts without the fear of oppression. ~~(You, My Rose)~~
You the illuminating rose that sprung to life, In the weed filled garden of anger and despair. Your fragrance draws me near, Yet I cannot reach you. This tangled mass of weeds prevents my attempts, Pulling, tugging at my very heart, With sharp branches and binding tendrils. But oh, to breath you in deep into my soul, This these weeds cannot control. They stop my desire to uproot you, To plant you in a beautiful meadow, Where their darkness will never again overshadow your beauty. A place where only sunlight and joy will find you. How I so long to cup your delicate bloom in my hands, To savor the softness of your petals upon my face. I struggle fiercely against this angry mass of weeds, Feeling the wounds they open in me. Through the pain and flowing blood I push on to reach you, With you just at my fingertips I can go no farther. For the weeds have won you unto themselves. A rose that does not see it's own beauty, Content to live forever in a dark garden wroth with decay.
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 ~*True Beauty*~                ~*Honesty*~ Anyone who can speak their mind without doing so to impress others or for personal gain! ~*Confidence*~ Those who are not afraid to be themselves despite what others may think about their religious beliefs, style, art, sexual preferences or opinions. ~*True Beauty*~ I am not talking about appearances, but rather the person within. * See a few examples of true beauty listed in the box above* ~*Originality*~ This applies to all those who create their own arts be it through music, photography, clothing, writing or painting. I have the utmost respect for all who have a creative mind and do not pilfer others works! ~*Intelligence/Common Sense*~ Everyone and anyone who can form an intelligent sentence without a neurological meltdown. Also, those who possess common sense...Remember someone can be book smart but have absolutely no common sense. ~*True Friends*~ Those who are kind enough to tell you like it is, help you through all your problems and still love and be there for you despite all of your flaws!
Things that go bump in the night, People who are not afraid to be themselves and refuse to conform with what society deems as the norm. I love poetry especially the works of Byron and write poetry myself
One of my all time favorite movies is Heathers and I have read everything Anne Rice has written so far. I also really like Laurell K. Hamilton as I find her books combined just the right amount of humor, sex and violence.
Dislikes: ~*Liars*~ I cannot stand liars of any kind!!! If you are here to talk shit about others or to make yourself out to be something or someone you are not...Then by all means go AWAY! I will NOT play this he said she said game...I out grew that in elementary school! If you have something to say about someone then please have the guts to say it to their face and not to everyone else. No one likes a backstabber or a coward! Â ~*Stalkers*~ I signed up for this site to meet others of a like mind and artistic interests! Not to be followed around the net! Â ~*Thieves*~ Anyone who sees fit to steal others pictures, art work or words as their own! I mean come on haven't you any shame? ~*Hypocrites*~ Stand for what you believe in or shut up! ~*Ignorance*~ I think this one speaks for it's self. If you require an explanation then this one applies to you!
Favorite Music: Â DRI ~ Corrosion Of Conformity ~ Orgy ~ Nightwish ~ The Cure ~ Moonspell ~ Pantera ~ Tchaikovsky ~ Disturbed ~ Prokofiev ~ Static X ~ Khachaturian ~ Evanescence ~ Metallica (old) ~ Manson ~ Beethoven ~ Ozzy ~ Vivaldi ~ Slayer ~ Depeche Mode ~ Queensryche ~ STP ~ Korn ~ RHCP ~ Concrete Blonde ~ Rossini ~ Alice in Chains ~ Mozart ~ NIN ~ Gershwin ~ Enigma ~ Bach ~ Skinny Puppy ~ White Zombie ~ Testament ~ Fates Warning ~ Black Sabbath ~ KMFDM ~ Black Flag ~ Dream Theater ~ Danzig ~ Sepultura ~ Jane's Addiction ~ Iron Maiden ~ London After Midnight ~ Kitaro ~ After Forever ~ Kidneythieves ~ NVN Nation ~ Bella Morte ~ Lacuna coil ~ Tristania ~ Stabbing Westward ~ Default ~ Nosferatu ~ Jack Off Jill ~ Ministry ~ Covenant ~ Switchblade Symphony ~ Dry Cell ~ Razed In Black ~ Velvet Acid Christ ~ Fear Factory ~ Inkubus Sukkubus ~ Bile ~ Godsmack ~ Poison The Well ~ Theatre of Tragedy ~ Godhead ~ Violent Femmes ~ Candlemass ~ I'll finish this list later but you get the point of my musical interests.
Most importantly check out this band! Â This is one group of talented musicians who will leave you desiring more
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