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RAWR! <33 HI I am peter and you have clicked on my profile O.O!! I am 5.5" and weigh 109lbs ^^. I am an Activly studing Japanese so I can move(Or visit) Japan once I have enough money.Why Japan? I have always seen Japan as a place where the old practaces and traditions were valued, and not forgotten while new building and lifestyle changes are happening. Japan's charm is very hard to discribe and hard to explain to others why I like it so much, I just do. I am Vegan, ( I dont Eat any Animal Products Meat, Milk...etc). I enjoy reading Plays , Poems , Short stories as well as writing them. I love Painting. Mostly abstract "things".I hope to become a world acclaimed artist some day. I am Not a very Outgoing person, I am rather shy at first. Although I do like to meet new people. I am a perfectionist in every meaning of the word. If i do anything it will be done 100% every detail accounted for. . I do like to chat so if I am online feel free to ask to chat with me. I will accept 90% of the time unless I am in the middle of something or I have something more importnt to do. I would say that 90% of my current friends(that I talk with daily) live in Europe however I live in the states. I am a kind person and I don't like to make people feel sad or feel hurt. Because of this I get accused of flirting ALOT from saying to many nice things. How ever I will tell the truth even if it makes someone feel bad. I have a bad habbit talking too much and swiching from topic to topic randomly. How ever I haven't ever had a dull moment because of this. I LOVE makeup!! It is so fun to make all sorts of fun and unique looks. I am a Shy person and I get nervous easily so if I stop typing I am probably either blushing, or I don't want to type something embarissing in the IM box.I also take thing Way to personailly so I get upset and very self dustrective sometimes becuse someone said something about me that mad me unhappy. This happens alot so don't feel to bad if you say someting and I get messed up over it. I like to cry, and I cry alot it really makes me feel better and it makes me feel more human and less dead on the inside. I am a total cry baby :P I over tink things especially simple problems so I cause alot of trouble for myself. I am very cautious because of it. I Love tight fitting clothes they make me feel skinny I dont swear that "much" when I am typing but when I am talking I ma usually swearing a blue streak which is a bad habbit I am trying to get over, so far no luck. I dont like the day I am a "night owl" I just sort of laze around all day then I am fired up come evening a bit of a problem because most of the things I do occure durring the day. I cry alot and I get upset over really dumb things so alot of people don't like to talk with me I am hated by lots just because of the way I dress and I think that is bullshit :P I am not very brave I am a coward in every sence of the word I hate to fight and I hate getting yelled at and getting insulted I love the internet and being online alot, however I have this akward thing called a life that ruins this most of the time. I am lonley Most of my "friends" (offline) hate me or take the piss out of me because of the way I dress or the way I act. Most of it is harmless but sometimes it really makes me sad But! I usually get them back sooner or later xD I get embarsed alot and very easily so I try to avoid situations like that IF you couldent tell by now I coulden't spell a word for my life. If would would like to add me as a friend go for it! I am a total freak when it somes to eating I read every label on food and I can be a total pain in the ass when it comes to eating so I dont get invited over or asked out to eat. I dont care if I live or die I really have lost faith in the world and most people how ever there are those few who I would be devistated if anything happened to them and I bet they feel the same way about me. Also what that said I am not one of these people who doesnt care so I will trash my body, I dont care if I love or die but I am not a fool when it comes to self abuse or "Fuck all lets have a good tome" set of mind I paint alot, Mostly water colour I would love to be able to sing or scream sing How ever I need alot of training and alot of time and ear plugs >.< I am Gay and not afarid to admit it so HA! I am not a romantic person I am not Popular So live with it but it looks like I am getting to be :O I dont Talk with many people so I tend to run my mouth lot when I find someone to talk to I am pretty Macabre I enjoy writing and reading about morbid things and trying to understand what death really is. and I like blood and guts xD I think lot and I try to look at situations from as many angles as I can I dont like to have one sided conversations or people who are hell bent they are right about something that can be looked at a different way. I like agressive violent music It helps me vent out some of my anger and rage in a less violent way "and I am wimpy andI would never win in a fight" I am forgiving I can forgive almost anything and I try to understand what people are going through as much as I can. My biggest fear is to be censored or living in a place that has so much hate I can't be my self. My Zodiac sign is Aries/the Monkey I dunno why I am putting this in it is just kind of a fun fact XD. I jump from topic to topic like a total spaz so bear with me on tome of this. I am exclusively on VampireFreaks so dont ask me for a face book myspace or any shit like that!!! I Am learning HTML and lots of it If you rate me 10 I will give you a 10 back ^^ .	What I Like <3 The First and Most important thing I Love/Adore is Rodney he is the nicest person on the planet I would trust him with anything He is my Mechanical Panda^^ One of my life goals is to fall asleep in his arms. Rodney is always on my mind and we share the same brain on 99% of everything it is So amazing he is perhaps the most person in my life ^^! I like meeting new people it is always a nice thing I like people who have personal respect and respect for others. I like makeup and hair products the more the better I like honest people I Love the intenet I think I would go crazy if I did not have it I adore my friends ^^ I enjoy writing and I spend alot of time wirting I love to go shopping I paint alot and I am trying to get better at it I like to take pictures, lots of pictures I like people who have personality and are not steryotypes and can auctally think and act on their own. I like to play computer games *Guildwars*. guildwars is my favorite computer game How ever I am not a not a videogame addict xD I like to Dress up So halloween is my favorite Holiday I like to do situps I like people who are original and are not steryotypes or the idea of someone be youself :D I adore writing and I love to write stories it is so much fun!! I like scary and grotesque Movies / books I like to read about serial killers and psycos etc They are great inspiration for stories and they really show side of human nature that is very rare and shocking I like to give hugs I LOVE green tea it is the best Tea ever My favorite Animals are Pandas. I LOVE pandas they are SO amazingly cute I love watching old scary movies it is one of my favorite things to do.loved the 90's I Am kind of like an old person in that sence I like to day dream about that time xD I love mirrors, I am always looking in the mirror, I am kind of vein, it is one of my flaws. my looks are very very important to me. I love to day dream, it is one of the things I find my self doing either my accident or just laying down and thinking for hours (or seconds) about all sorts of things. I love belly buttons xD I also love hugs ^^	My Signs <33
What I Dislike I DONT want to or like to Make people sad or hurt their feelings So I wont say anything mean to you sorry! I reallly dislike homophobes they are annoying and there are to many of them sadly, Leave Gays alone :P I hate to see people getting abused or hurt by their loved one or their family it is terrable that this even happens. If you love someone truley why call them a bitch or a hoe? it is discusting people even talk like that to eachother like that. I Hate fakes or pretenders they make me insane, They are taking away someting very unique from people who are truley passionate about how they look / act or feel but, no some people just like to pretend and ruin difference and make it sold out. I dont like Stoners/Drugs in general same goes for Drunks I am clean and I intend to stay that way. I dont like to eat food :P I really dont like Bible thumpers they are SO annoying and rude. It is nice that you aare willing to share your religion with people but there is also a point where it becomes rude and dustructive to peoples friends and life. Sharing religion but forcing your family or friends to worship or beleive in something they might be against is just wrong. I dont like TV it is mind rotting garbage I cant stand Ignorant People. By ignorant I mean people that think they are always right, People who Do not accept that they can be wrong. I DONT like how complex computers are it makes me INSANE! I hate Zombies they are to scary I dont like feeling scared I am a huge Coward and I get scred Eaily and alot because I am lame xD. I dont like people who Judge me with out even talking to me or just looking at me sad saying this or that if you are going to make an opinion about me please ask me to talk first. I hate being asked to text people I DONT WANT TO TEXT SO DONT ASK! I hate public bathrooms with a passion! I hate spiteful people holding a grudge or being spiteful is just heartless =[ I dont like it when I cant be online I am totally addicted to the internet I hate it when I cant talk with friends Especially Rodney it makes me so sad and lonley I hate inflated egos and people who act all pro and self important. I hate junk food keep it away from me xP I dont like children at all they make me very angry very quickly yeah yeah IAm cold hearted or what ever :P I hate being told what or who I am or how I should be, that reallly make me angry. I hate sunlight so I dont like being outside during the day I dont like getting Redicilous comments that ask of things that I have stated before so yeah if I dont responde you know why:P I also hate labeling things or people one thing or another.	Music <33 I like what I have plying on my page, loud annoying music^^! I LOVE Screamo, Industerial , Glam rock, Shock rock. I Can't stand country. Marilyn Mansons Mechanical Animals album has a special place in my heart, It is my favorite album by MM and I could listen to it every day and never get sick of it and Marilyn looks pretty in the dope show :D If you dont like my music choice then turn it off! The Bands I like are.... Marilyn Manson Aiden Nine Inch Nails HIM Bring me the Horizon The Devil Wears Prada Bedwetters Enter Shikari Escape the Fate Gorillaz My Chemical Romance Scary Kids Scaring Kids Bullet for my valentine Metro Station Spice girls Saosin Alesana Twisted Sister Silverstein Hawthorne Heights Devil wears Prada :P	^^ Special Things ^^ YAY Rodney, Rodney is perhaps the most important person in my life ^^. He is one of the few reasons I want to wake up in the morning. he has given me so much courage to try new things and not to me afarid of what haters will say or do just to be myself and enjoy life just a bit more. We sometimes stay up to 2 AM talking about life and strengthing our relationship. Rodney always makes me feel relaxed and provides common sence to my insanity. He is beautiful in every meaning of the word^^ We agree on 99.9% of everything we are like twins xD. He is just an inspiration to me and even when I am feeling like I want to die I just think of him and how happy he makes me and I cheer up instantly. every day I dont see him I feel like my day wasent complete, I would wait for him until the end of time. I wouldent trade him for the world!! as you can see me and Rodney are the sex XD THIS is Holly my second bestest friend in the world!! She is smart, has a wonderful personality, and is always online having hugging contests and talking about random shit with me ^^. we never have a dull moment which is totally awesome! Holly always makes me smile when she is online because she is usually the first one to tackle hugs me. She is so kind and thoughtful. I can always count on Holly to cheer me up after a bad day or when I am feeling down and out, She is like a ray of hope. I couldent ever in 1 million years wish for a better friend! AND you better rate her a 10+ or I will send a killer panda after you to eat you !! This is Jess my third bestest friend ever! She Perhaps the most loveable and sweetest person ever! She is a sweet heart in every meaning of the word!! Jess is always making me feel like I am important and that someone auctally cares for me ^^ Not only that She has one hell of an awesome hair cut :D We always have awesome chats and conversations always have a ton of fun She is like the life of the party and she always brightens my day :D Jess ROCKS rate her 10+!!!!! dont fuck with her or you will have to deal with me :P

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Sickskateboarder [Reply]	Jan 06, 2009, 06:30pm Holy Finklematter Batman! You Just Got Rated A Ten! Now Back To The Bat Cave! .:[Harmful If Swallowed]:.
Hestamella [Reply]	Jan 06, 2009, 03:24pm im doing cuite well thanks! i've been out in the snow today and had so much fun XD <3 how about you?<3
amandaecstasy [Reply]	Jan 05, 2009, 11:01pm Not much really hanging out at work. Im here for another hour and I've done everything I've needed too. Hahha Im pretty decent can't complain just really sick and don't really have a voice which makes it hard to cash at work ]: How have you been bby?
idunnowutitshuldb [Reply]	Jan 05, 2009, 10:59pm why gracias. i watched twilight while chattin, but, nm now. hw, the usual Oh. You are looking for someone to do? Memorize the periodic table of elements and leave me alone.
katiecakes [Reply]	Jan 05, 2009, 09:55pm haha same here. i spell "like" wrong alot.. (liek) o.O
katiecakes [Reply]	Jan 05, 2009, 09:50pm oh sounds like major funn commenting back everyone O: lol
XxXKee_lynXxX [Reply]	Jan 05, 2009, 09:34pm just on msn^^ you have one?:] Keelyn Karma ♥ Share the love and add meh=D www.myspace.com/little_more_deeply
katiecakes [Reply]	Jan 05, 2009, 09:33pm (: yes it's very relaxing haha, so whatsup?
katiecakes [Reply]	Jan 05, 2009, 09:05pm lol sounds funn, and nothing much just got done watching TV
XxXKee_lynXxX [Reply]	Jan 05, 2009, 08:58pm amainzg:] whats up Keelyn Karma ♥ Share the love and add meh=D www.myspace.com/little_more_deeply

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