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Paroxysm



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The rest of the world carries on the same. Without him. Makes no sense.
You said you'd die for him ~ But he lived for us
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Paroxysm
Me and boy in November '10 DEMON CAT HAS SPOTTED YOU. Wtf. Must have deleted this somehow. ZOMBIE EYES + the babbles. On guard! Dr. HAX. Wigzy. My hair's this colour now tho.
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Sex: female
Age: 26
Location: London, United Kingdom
Orientation: Straight
Status: In a relationship
Member since: August 23, 2008
Last logged in: Invisible
Account Status: Free Account
Latest Journal Entry: No Subject   October 10, 2011, 05:13am

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One may tolerate a world of demons for the sake of an angel.





Ca-kaw! Ca-kaw! Ca-kaw!

BO0o

My personality type is: [INFJ]



They fought so hard.


Why be afraid of ever growing old? Some never get the chance.

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♥ Piddy ♥



Bizarre creatures Candyfloss and slushpuppies ♥ eBay ♥ Games ♥ Garfield the cat. LOLcats My boy People-watching Personal space Some poetry: [One][Two][Three]<3 Rain ♥ Shopping ♥ Words like "Oxymoron" or "Skullduggery" Writing in general


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[Liar Game]

For the bizarre humour and lovable characters...


[Nodame Cantabile]

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[Slender man]


Toothless [from "How to Train Your Dragon"]





Portal. [GLaDOS]


[The Cyanide and Happiness comic]

Funny Garry's Mod videos
BALLS OF STEEL!

STEEL. STEEL. STEEL.




Shin Megami Tensei

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Angst whores Animal cruelty Bad role models (90% of the famous) Evil/nasty people Maths Mind games Mottos like "music is life" Negativity Needlessly poor grammar/spelling People with weak convictions. Piercing-obsessed brats with no personality beyond "lol septum" Sick losers who think a short skirt means "Asking for it". Die screaming, die slow. Sleeping Spiders! Two-faced bitch syndrome Weeaboos


Other pet peeves:
That good things happen to bastards and bastard things happen to good people.

Pathetic idiot kids who whine about suicide or self-harm should be strung up for lack of character and spinelessness. They're an insult to those who fight serious illnesses, and if there were a God then their places would be switched - instantly.

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MUSIC



Eclectic tastes.

I get odd phases of avoiding music altogether. I suppose some people would find the thought horrifying but there it is.




Can't think of anything worse than misery-celebrating music with pathetic lyrics about how "omg lyf sux cut cut cut whine whine whine"... [No it really doesn't suck. You're just mindless and spineless. What prick bought you a guitar?]

FYI - Elitists. My music doesn't suck just because it's not your music. Who the hell are YOU? And since when did music become a political statement? Seriously. Hush your noise. Go wait for some real life problems.

Hate to be the bearer of bad news but music is not "life" itself. It's one wonderful flavour, sure.

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Needs updating

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"The reason the grass is always greener on the other side, is that you're so busy looking at their grass, you forget to water your own." - Unknown

"Absence is to love what wind is to fire; it extinguishes the small, it enkindles the great" - Comte de Bussy-Rabutin.

"Never make someone a priority when they only make you an option." - Unknown.

"Human passions have mysterious ways, in children as well as grown-ups.
Those affected by them can't explain them, and those who haven't known them have no understanding of them at all.
Some people risk their lives to conquer a mountain peak. No one, not even they themselves, can really explain why. Others ruin themselves trying to win the heart of a certain person who wants nothing to do with them...
Some think their only hope of happiness lies in being somewhere else, and spend their whole lives traveling from place to place...
In short, there are as many different passions as there are people." - The Neverending Story


"The art of war teaches us to rely not on the likelihood of the enemy's not coming, but on our own readiness to receive him; not on the chance of his not attacking, but rather on the fact that we have made our position unassailable." - Sun Tzu, "The Art of War"

"Do not pursue an enemy who simulates flight; do not attack soldiers whose anger is keen." - Sun Tzu, "The Art of War"


"Be what you would seem to be -- or, if you'd like it put more simply -- Never imagine yourself not to be otherwise than what it might appear to others that what you were or might have been was not otherwise than what you had been would have appeared to them to be otherwise." - Alice in Wonderland.

"If you can fake sincerity, you can fake pretty much anything." - House ["House M.D."]

"Success is not measured by what you accomplish, but by the opposition you have encountered, and the courage with which you have maintained the struggle against overwhelming odds." - Orison Swett Marden

"Regret is an appalling waste of energy, you can't build on it it's only good for wallowing in." - Katherine Mansfield

"It is unwise to be too sure of one's own wisdom. It is healthy to be reminded that the strongest might weaken and the wisest might err." - Mahatma Gandhi

"Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power." - Abraham Lincoln

"You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty." - Mahatma Gandhi

"If your enemy is secure at all points, be prepared for him. If he is in superior strength, evade him. If your opponent is temperamental, seek to irritate him. Pretend to be weak, that he may grow arrogant. If he is taking his ease, give him no rest. If his forces are united, separate them. If sovereign and subject are in accord, put division between them. Attack him where he is unprepared, appear where you are not expected." - Sun Tzu - "The Art of War"

"Friendship is inexplicable, it should not be explained if one doesn't want to kill it." - Max Jacob

"Don't gain the world and lose your soul, wisdom is better than silver or gold..." - Bob Marley

"The biggest disease today is not leprosy or tuberculosis but rather the feeling of being unwanted, uncared for and deserted by everybody." - Mother Teresa

"It may be a cold, clammy thing to say, but those that treat friendship the same as any other selfishness seem to get the most out of it." - Edgar Watson Howe

"Honesty is as rare as a man without self-pity." - Stephen Vincent Benet

"In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends." - Martin Luther King Jr.

"Only enemies speak the truth. Friends and lovers lie endlessly." -Stephen King

"Keeping an open mind is a virtue - but as the space engineer James Oberg once said, not so open that your brains fall out" - Carl Sagan, "The Demon-Haunted World"

"Life is truly known only to those who suffer, lose, endure adversity and stumble from defeat to defeat." - Anais Nin

"You tell God the Father it was a kindness you done. I know you hurtin' and worryin', I can feel it on you, but you oughta quit on it now. Because I want it over and done. I do. I'm tired, boss. Tired of bein' on the road, lonely as a sparrow in the rain. Tired of not ever having me a buddy to be with, or tell me where we's coming from or going to, or why. Mostly I'm tired of people being ugly to each other. I'm tired of all the pain I feel and hear in the world everyday. There's too much of it. It's like pieces of glass in my head all the time. Can you understand?" - John Coffey [The Green Mile]

"You can measure a man by the opposition it takes to discourage him." - Robert C. Savage

"The truth is I've never fooled anyone. I've let people fool themselves. They didn't bother to find out who and what I was. Instead they would invent a character for me. I wouldn't argue with them. They were obviously loving somebody I wasn't. When they found this out, they would blame me for disillusioning them and fooling them." - Marilyn Monroe

"Nonconformity; right... I can't remember the last time saw a twenty something kid with a tattoo of an Asian letter on his wrist. You are one wicked free thinker! You want to be a rebel; stop being cool. Wear a pocket protector like he does, and get a hair cut. Like the Asian kids that don't leave the library for a twenty hours stretch. They're the ones that don't care what you think." - Dr. House MD

"The human being created civilization not because of willingness but of a need to be assimilated into higher orders of structure and meaning." - Morpheus, Deus Ex 1

"Know what? Only that the long night is over. The crown of government is tarnished, but that will fade in time. The riots, a fever dream; the plague, a horrible nightmare; and like everything else that's happened such things will only be dimly remembered upon waking to their normal lives. In the end, all sins are forgiven. Even yours." - Everett, Deus Ex 1

"What is the use of a book, without pictures or conversations?" - Alice in Wonderland

(Android) "... It was a morality core they installed after I flooded the Enrichment Center with a deadly neurotoxin, to make me stop flooding the Enrichment Center with a deadly neurotoxin." - GLaDOS ["Portal". (Valve game)] [+ pretty much anything else she says]

"Vile deeds like poison weeds bloom well in prison air; it is only what is good in man, that wastes and withers there." - Oscar Wilde.

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Badass Games (Current Addictions)

Borderlands


Left 4 Dead 2



"Kill all sons'a'bitches. That's my official instructions"

Resident Evil 5


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[He is Gone]
You can shed tears that he is gone,
Or you can smile because he lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see him
Or you can be full of the love that you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember him and only that he is gone,
Or you can cherish his memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what he would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.



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