Pagan_Wish at Vampirefreaks.com

About Me

I am a dark star rising on the raveous bleaky sky

I perish in my own desire

I burn within lusting hate

I'm lost in the labyrinth of my dreams

I have grown together with my agony

I faced the impossible.

I am lead by burial winds

I gave birth to inhumanity

I dwell in a mournful symphony

I feel home anywhere the light of day is drowned in heavy rain

I live only to see the last star descend

I realized mirrors can't speak

I don't think about my physical decline

I have to start to assemble my scattered soul puzzle

I'll be here until eternity ends!

I am the end of the beggining

I am addicted.So what?I'll ignore the signs!

I'm stronger than you think

I'm the one who laughs as you cry

I'm the one who laughs for last and laughs forever more

I'm ready to break free!

I don't feel the blood running in my veins

I am eternally damned...

I am infected with humanity

I began to feel sick inside

I don`t understand this world anymore

I know ther's no Heaven

I believe we all have our personal Hell

† I've always tried to suppress my emotions †

I'll drink the booze to depress myself...
....then I take the rope and express myself....

I am lost in an ocean of bitterness

I'll crack your world with bitter mental games

I just wanted tranquillity and emptiness

I can't see the face of silence anymore

I've tried to love but always fail

And I know I could never love you

.....I am forsaken.....

Stuff I Like

♥ Medicine

♥ Philosophy

♥ Drums

♥ Absinthe

♥ Medieval Towns

♥ Sighisoara

♥ The Moon

♥ Petrol/Gasoline Smell

♥ The Bran Castle

♥ Forests

♥ Fog

♥ Mountains

♥ Writing

♥ Cemeteries

♥ Theatre

♥ Animals

♥ Rain

♥ Ancient Stuff

♥ Books

Stuff I Hate

I cannot believe in a God who wants to be praised all the time!

† Sea-side †

† Liars †

† Hypocrisy [NOT the band!] †

† Stupidity †

† Emo Kids/Style/Gays †

† Children †

† Old drunk men †

† Bugs †

† Self-conceited people †

† People with no personality †

† Priests †

† Nuns †

† TV †

† Whores †

† Winter †

Musical Stuff

Music is what feelings sound like. I have my own particular sorrows, loves, delights and you have yours.I won't expose them here.

Music is your own experience, your thoughts, your wisdom. If you don't live it, it won't come out of your horn.

Music's the medicine of the mind.