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ASHEN CHASE
Age: 28
Sex: Male
Status: Single
Orientation: Pansexual
Location: Connecticut
Greetings and Hello, My name is Ashen...I am very old soul in a young body....I come from a small town. I am a moderately educated man who has taken a rogue like attitude with life. I have traveled a lot and reaped my experiences from it....If you know me you know my strengths are my creativity, caring, passionate, researching of the occult and theology in general, art work, intuition, and good with my hands upon endeavors. My weaknesses are Love, electronics, and my ego!
My loves are MY SON, the occult, dark music, coffee, dark romanticism, Vampires, writing, and Aleister Crowley ( The mad man and intellectual man). Don't hate him because you fear him or because you are to ignorant to understand him...but he was a leading founder of Occult philosophy...
I myself display my creative side through the arts of drawings portraits, and music. I am a studier of the mystical arts of ceremonial magic and theology. I love the occult and and science behind it. I write poetry and ever seeking new talent. Ever watching those who forever long to be who they are. And trying to guild those souls that need me to be that friend , lover, or person to run to for aid. I guess you can call me a guardian angel of Gothic views and ideals. Always promoting what I feel the world should be. Supporting other beautiful people...and yes we are all beautiful....and this view I'll take to my grave!!!
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My Q & A's
BASIC
Name: Ashen M.M. Chase
Birth Place: Vermont
Current Location: Connecticut
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Brown
Height: 5'10"
Piercings:2 (ear and tongue more to come)
Tatoos: 7
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Nope
Overused Phrase: None (But I hold my vibrating tongue ring against my teeth and get people going! )
FAVORITES
Food: Anything with cheese
Candy: M&M's
Number: 7
Color: Blue
Animal: Snakes
Drink: Milk
Alcohol Drink: Bud Light
Bagel: Sourcream and Onion
Letter: X
Body Part on Opposite sex: Small of her back
THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: COKE
McDonalds or Burger King: Mac-D
Strawberry or Watermelon: Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: Ice Tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Coffee
Kiss or Hug: Kiss
Dog or Cat: Cat
Rap or Punk: Punk
Summer or Winter: Summer
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: and the same sex
Been Dumped Lately: Yup
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: Blue
Favorite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long: Long
Height: 5'-5'6"
Style: Gothic / Punk
Looks or Personality: Doesn’t matter
Hot or Cute: Cute
Drugs and Alcohol: Not in excess
Muscular or Really Skinny: WTF???
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: 1
What country do you want to Visit: Italy
How do you want to Die: 200mph into a wall with good music to go out with
Been to the Mall Lately: yup
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Get along with your Parents: Yes
Health Freak: Nope
Do you think your Attractive: Yes
Believe in Yourself: Yes
Want to go to College: Yes
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Drink: Yes
Shower Daily: Fuck yea
Been in Love: Yes
Do you Sing: Yes
Want to get Married: Maybe
Do you want Children:Have 2 (Boy & Girl)
Have your future kids names planned out: Aiden and Riegn
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: Scary
Love or Money: Love
YOUR...
Bedtime: Sunrise
Most Missed Memory: The womb
Best phyiscal feature:My eyes
First Thought Waking Up: Not again!!!!
Goal for this year: Start My own business
Best Friends: Greg "Goatboy"
Weakness: Love
Fears: Commitment
Heritage: Italian
Longest relationship: 3 years
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yes
Ever Smoked: yes
Pot: yes
Ever been Drunk: yup
Ever been beaten up: yup
Ever beaten someone up: Hell yea
Ever Shoplifted: yea
Ever Skinny Dipped: yup (any takers)
| My Two Children
Michael and Laci
I love my kids to death, there the main thing in my life and no matter what I will always put them first in my life! I see my kids every day and even though me and there mother dont always see eye to eye we do whats best for the kids and the best we can to make ends meet. I spend alot of time with them but not as much as I like due to where they live and being around the company there mother keeps. I hope beyond hope that they surpass me in this life in every way possible. I love them both very very much! | Your Q 2 A's
ABOUT YOU
Name:
Age:
Height:
Hair color:
Eye color:
Favorite color:
Favorite food:
Tattoos?:
Piercings?:
Drink?:
Smoke?:
Any Other drugs?:
Did you leave me any picture comments?:
GENERAL QUESTIONS ON INTEREST
Name 3 of your favorite Movies?
Name 3 of your Favoite Bands?
Do you like to party?
Do you like to cuddle?:
How much?:
Like your picture taken?:
Do you drive?:
Go to school?:
Have you ever been cheated on?:
Would you cheat on me?:
Have you ever cheated on someone?:
What do you think is my best fearure?:
What do you think is your best feature?:
What lies deep in your heart that you crave?:
Why did you fill this out?:
One fact about you personaly?
SEX QUESTIONS
Are you a virgin?:
Do you have sex?:
Any fantasies?
Favorite One?:
Is sex all your looking for?:
Any fetishes?:
Do you have any STD's?:
Any no no's in bed with you?:
Favorite place on a guy?
Ever take erotic photo's?
Ever meet some one online for sex?
Forplay yes or no?
Always wanted to have sex where?
Ever have GOOD phone sex?
One fact about you sexually?
WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON:
Ferrets?:
Little dogs?:
Messy rooms?:
playing in the rain?:
Showers completly clothed?:
Just hanging out doing nothing?:
Talking on the phone for hours?:
Talking about completly usless and random things for hours?:
One subject you adament about or have strong feelings to?
IF WE WERE TO DATE
If we live to far away would you wanna internet date?:
What would we do if we date over the net?:
Do you like to party?:
What if i wanted to stay home and watch a movie with you?:
What if i wanted to kiss you in the rain?:
Are you spontaneous?:
Willing to try new things?:
Would you ever come visit?:
How will i know when you love me?
Would you hold my hand as we walk through the mall?:
Would you push me up against a wall and kiss me?:
What about random kisses?:
Would you sleep over at my house and hold me all night?:
Will you only call me sexy if you mean it?:
Would you ever lie to me?:
Rating of 1 - 10 how interested are u in dating me?:
What should I expect from you if we dated not mentioned above?
Whats one thing you want to add to this sextion?
ADDED INFO
Place 1 pic of you here
Place 1 funny Pic of anything here (doesnt have to be you)
Place 1 Art piece you like here (doesnt have to be you)
Place 1 Sexual pic you like here (doesnt have to be you)
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To The Forsaken
Out of the darkness we crawl and into the light. We are the children of eternal night. We come seeking friends, family. lovers, art, and beauty. We whom are gothic, forever and creatures of the arts, mysticism, and the creative nature of the world. We display our creative nature through our clothes, tattoo's, piercings, poetry, and artworks.
We are for ever bound to each other in this eternal struggle with society and its views. We shape and mold the world, and for that I am proud to call you kin.
You are all apart of me as I am to you. So let us dance and fuck with sin in this ever idealistic world. We the freaks, the outcast, and forsaken have come together. And to you I say....
COME OUT, COME OUT
WHERE EVER YOU ARE!!!
| To My Haters
If you got the heart come see me cowards. If not STFU!!!! I am sick of all you fakes and punks!!! There is no man in this world that puts fear in my heart! Come See Me!!!
| My Theology
I have studied occultism and theology for about 13 years now and have really have found myself and my beliefs through it. I have studied under some of the greatest teachers that have came along in my life just when I needed them most and not before! Each one in each way explained their expertise and I learned alot from each to combine what I now know. I have had teachers that have been Wiccan, Odinist, Buddhist, Christian, Satanist, and even a member of the Temple of the Golden Dawn! I had more source books than I can remember and when I found a scientist for a friend who helped me incorporate mathematics into my studies doors open and my eyes grew large at how much was truly opening for me. I couldn't believe the awakening I had.
I grew hungry for knowledge and every piece I looked at a corresponded it all fit and it all became bigger than you or I. It was like a pebble in the bottom of a stream rolling along and each bump or bang I got along the way made a piece of what I am today! I am me and thats all I ever need to be. I do not classify myself as one thing or another. I dont restrict myself to one group. I can say that I am pagan! Because I DO NOT believe Jesus Christ was the son of a ONE true god! and I do practice in what pagans and Christians have deemed Ceremonial Magic.
So these are just but a few of my views and ideals listed below. Do with them as you please or just read and forget. I care not! But do not dare to presume I am humble or lazy in my practices and don't presume I take kindly to ignorant people who pass judgment on a whim and without proper thought or knowledge. I do not abide the Wiccan laws but uphold the ones to my own Fraternity! So I hope you gain something from this and if you have any questions feel free to ask...
Benefits of Occultism
1. Your ideas about how the events in your life occur and how they affect you and those around you, will shift. Your conventional ideas about linear time will be altered, allowing you more freedom.
2. Your understanding of who is in charge of your life will transform and you will no longer feel that you are a victim of circumstance.
3. Your view of yourself as a separate human being will be called into question and you will begin to contemplate how you are related and connect to all of life. Your perspective will broaden.
4. Your understanding about the nature of reality and how your goals manifest will undergo radical transformation. You will discover how to set appropriate goals for yourself in order to reach them effectively.
5. Your understanding and experience of real power will be enhanced. And how to use it to aid yourself and others.
6. Your awareness of personal relationships will change and your method of communication will improve as well. You will gain a new insight into what compassion means because you will understand yourself and others.
7. You will feel inspired to challenge obstacles and will know how to avoid the obstacles you are unable to overcome.
8. You will understand how to access knowledge and information that you did not think you possessed.
9. You will learn how to tap into an infinite supply of energy available to every human being who knows the process.
You will learn how to feel less stressed and more relaxed in the face of obstacles.
What Occultist Know
~ Occultist know about energy and how it works in both the environment and in the human body. They recognize the power in all of nature and sence their own connection with it. They know about the spirit body and how to communicate with it for health and stamina.
~ They have learned to relax their physical bodies and reduce their level of stress so that they are more receptive and effective. They are able to quiet the mental chatter so that they can better hear, see, or feel the internal messages.
~ They learn to work with natural images and symbols from within and know how to interpret these to overcome obstacles and problems. True artists, they often bring their symbolism forth into ritual songs, dance, lyrics, movements, and rhythms.
~ Occultist learn how to understand people and how to work with them in a healing fashion. They have excellent insight into peoples character structures. Occultist know how to laugh and learn to attach enough from the human drama of life to find the human condition amusing.
~ They learn to communicate both externally and internally at the same time. They truly have a foot in both worlds at once and lose track of neither. they alter their views about linear time and suspend beliefs in the limitations of the human mind.
~ Occultist learn how to be successful and certainly know how to take action when called for. Occultist are not armchair philosophers. They practice skills for handling dilemmas. They have become quite comfortable with paradox.
~ They know how to shift levels of consciousness at will. they are as comfortable with ecstatic states as with ordinary waking consciousness. This gives them a flexible nature, able handle any change easily.
~Occultist are fighters. They are disiplined and persistent in their attempts to gain power and knowledge and apply that to common goals. they know how to protect themselves in formidable circumstances.
Love is the law;
love under will.
Thou has no right,
but to do as you will!
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More to come soon...
| My Sign
CANCER
Cancer is symbolized by the Crab
Birthdates: June 22 - July 22
Element of the Cancer zodiac sign:
Water
Astrological quality of the Cancer zodiac sign:
Cardinal (e.g. activity)
Planets and the Cancer zodiac sign
* Ruling Planet: Moon
* Career Planet: Mars
* Love Planet: Saturn
* Money Planet: Sun
* Planet of Fun, Creativity and Speculations: Pluto
* Planet of Health and Work: Jupiter
* Planet of Home and Family Life: Venus
* Planet of Spirituality: Mecury
Colours of the Cancer zodiac sign: blue, silver
Gems of the Cancer zodiac sign: moonstone, pearl
Metals of the Cancer zodiac sign: silver
Best day of the week for Cancer zodiac sign: Monday
Strongest virtues of the Cancer zodiac sign;
emotional sensitivity, the urge to nurture, tenacity
Deepest need of the Cancer zodiac sign:
a harmonious family life
Weaknesses of the Cancer zodiac sign:
over-sensitivity, negative moods
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My Hobbies
[ Drawing Portraits ]
[ Playing Guitar ]
[ Singing ]
[ Spending Time With People I Love ]
[ Spending Time With My Son ]
[ Video Games ]
[ Studing the Occult ]
[ Chatting Online ]
[ Djing ]
[ Going to Haven (Goth Club)]
[ Meeting New People ]
[ Writing Poetry ]
[ Fishing / Camping ]
[ Hanging Out With Friends ]
[ Quality Time w/someone I Love ]
My Loaths
[ People Who Lie ]
[ Unloyal Friends ]
[ Unclean People ]
[ Stupid People ]
[ Manipulation for Personal Gain ]
[ Religious Zealots ]
[ Salesman ]
[ Animal Cruelty ]
[ People Who Hit Women/Kids ]
[ Know It Alls ]
[ Drugs ]
[ Bad Drivers ]
[ Thieves ]
My Music
Within Temptaion
Pictures of Winter
KMFDM
Shine Down
Fear Factory
Black Label Society
Bella Morte
Shadows Fall
Papa Roach
VNV nation
Slip Knot
Disturbed
SoulFly
Lacona Coil
Covenant
Atreyu
ICP
Cruxshadows
Nine Inch Nails
Tool
Otep
Three Days Grace
Evans blue
Lamb of God
Seven Dust
My Chemical Romance
Combichrist
Project Pitchfork
Chevelle
And Much Much More....
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