About Me

"Peace is but a shadow of death,
Desperate to forget its painful past...
Though we hope for promising years
After shedding a thousand tears,
Yesterday's sorrow constantly nears.
And while the moon still shines blue,
By dawn, it will turn to scarlet hue."

autobiography

Hello, I'm Morgan Requiem.
I'm Archaic. Morbid. Different. Complex.
I Serve a Purpose far Greater than Myself.

I've conformed to the idea that there are No Friends In Life.
I've been alone from the start, met many wonderful people �
However, they're no longer with me. I've learned to live with that fact.

I believe in Christianity. Not Christians.
Christians are Immoral Hypocrites. I'm no exception.
I have faith in the Scriptures and Utilize them as Guidelines.
Christianity isn't so bad, it's a Lifestyle I enjoy.
Its Christians that drive people away from the Faith.
However, Don't lose Faith in God.
It's Humans who are Immoral.

I'm not afraid to voice my ideals, nor stand up for what I believe in.
If I were, would they be worth believing in, in the first place?

I Travel the World to gain Knowledge.
To Seek Escape from My own little World I've become trapped in.

I've Majored in Psychology for some time now, Seeking for Understanding.
I've yet to understand my Tragic Life.
However, I may be of Service to You.
Your welcome to come to me when you need Help. Advice.
Someone who'll Listen. Someone who'll Care. A Friend.

I've stopped believing in Love.
It's all just one big White Lie.
I've never received it, and its only proven to be a weakness to me.

I'm a Humble Person, and I conform with little.
It doesn't take much to make me Happy.
Kind Gestures, and the Simplest of Things make my Day.
Above all, your smile. Thats the Trump Card.

I'm always Thinking. In fact I think Too Much.
The Past. The Present. The Future.
I constantly ponder:
"How..?","What If..?", What Would Have Been..?", "Why..?"
I've yet to come to an Answer.

About Me

I'm a kind person, I'm Respectful, I do my best to not be rude.
I avoid conflicts, and any of those frivolous things
Please, steer your drama in another direction
Call me a coward if you must, but I'm not going to waste my time
arguing with you, I've got better things to do.

I'm an 18 year old boy from Lombardia, Italy, I also have homes in:
Central California, West Texas & Guadalajara.
I tend to travel a lot in those general areas for events

I'm pretty much Obsessed with:
FINAL FANTASY, Anime, Movies, Tea
Classical Music, Traveling, Photography
Modeling, Clothing/Graphic/Web Design
Different Languages & Cultures & Learning
To read more about things I like, Click the Heart on the left.

I have a tendency to reply late.
Yes, I may be online, but that does not mean I'm Active.
I'm constantly working on something when I'm online here.

Also, I reply in the order received
In other words, I reply from the last page and work my
way all the way to the first page, its a long process.

So If I don't reply:
I'm not ignoring you & don't take it personally
& Do Not Spam my Inbox/Comments.
I have Hundreds of comments to reply to
Not only on VF, but on my other sites as well.

Please, Be Patient.

I Always Return all ratings given to me.
Sometimes not immediately, but I always do.
So just Rate Me 10 ~ I'll kindly return the favour.

If you want Picture Comments, or anything of the sort..
Message me with a Link to the photo you want comments on.

Please, type intelligently.
Typing things like: "ISn't~ ThIs <3 AnN0YiNg 2 ReAd?"
ALL CAPS, M1X1NG 1N NUMB3R5 W1TH L3TT3R5, etc.
NO ONE Thinks it's cool. NO ONE Likes It.

I DO Have MSN & AIM.
They are: MorganRequiem@live.com [MSN/YM]
& MorganRequiem [AIM]
I'd also appreciate you telling me who
you are in the first IM you send me.

NO, I Will NOT:
� Call/Text you
� Cam with you
� IM you on here

If you've read up to this point;
Leave Me a Comment with the word: Coconuts

My Loves

I've stopped believing in the possibility that I can be sincerely loved by someone and get to be with them. There's a lot of people I've grown to love throughout the years, most of them are out of my life now though... I blame myself. Everyone I grow to love, leaves me at one point or another, I guess it's just best for me to stop trying to find someone for me... I'll never find happiness.

In the off chance one of you whom I've loved and cared for in the past get to read this, just know, I still love you, and probably always will, I have a hard time letting go of things and my memory haunts me with visions of you.. I wish things could have turned out differently for each of us, that I could have been a better friend, a better person suitable of being with you, I'm sorry I wasn't perfect...

I Like:

�Opera/Classical Music.
�A good piece of literature
�Movies that make me cry.
�A Good Friend.
�Unique, Different, Enlightened People.
�Anyone with Vision, Intelligence, Character.
�Elegant, Sophisticated Clothing.
�Horror Films.
�Elegant Palettes.
�Morality.
�Shy People.
�Asians.
�Anime/Manga/Cosplays.
�Most Importantly.. Coffee & Tea!

random facts

� I don't believe in "Love".
� I have lost hope in most of "Humanity".
� You'll never be able to Understand Me.
� I live in my own world chiefly run by Phantasmagoria.
� Judging me only proves you're Ignorant.
Get to know me first - You may be surprised
�I wish to one day experience "True Love".
� I can be very Brutally Honest.
� I Prefer Solitude.
� I'm exceedingly Kind to most People.
I can just as easily Hate you though.
�It's difficult to earn a place in my life, I lack the trust and have the knowledge to know you won't be in it for long anyhow.
� I now view this world through Different Eyes.
Eyes that know pain, eyes that know suffering
� I've suffered more hardships than alot of you.
It's made me into a person I admire.
A person who can see the "World" for what it Really Is.

favourite animes

*Click the title to Watch the Anime

Bobobo-bo-bo-bobo
Code: GEASS / Lelouch Of The Rebellion
Cromartie: High School
DN Angel
Dragonball / Z
Elfen Lied
Full Metal Alchemist / Brotherhood
Hellsing
Inuyasha / The Final Act
Naruto / Shippuden
Neon Genisis: Evangelion
One Piece
Princess Tutu
Rah Xephon
Samurai Jack
Samurai Shamploo

To get a better idea of all the Animes I watch
Check out my anime site

My Hates

There are a few things I hate.

Firstly, I'd like to address all of you who use the word "Love".
You, who have overused that word, and made it lose all value.
You, who used that word to take advantage of someone.
You, who tossed that word around and accompanied it with lies and promises.
You, who used it to get Sex, To get things of Value, To get favours done for you.
You've done nothing but hurt people and wreck lives with that word.
STOP Confusing LOVE With LUST.

Secondly, I'd like to address Abusers.

You, who have beat your wife or children.
You're oppression, and abuse, needs to Stop
You, who spew your profanities and harsh words.
Your words have scarred us far more than the bruises you've left.
You, who have raped another person.
Every minute in your Heaven, was another minute in their Hell.
You, who have ever hurt an Animal.
Do you not have any decency?

To further emphasize my words, I'll say them in a way you may understand.
Through Song.

You starve your children on neglect
Then feed their bellies with fear
Concussion bat to the brain
Witness to a battered mother

Your abuse will end right here
No longer will your family fear
A gunshot to head of trepidation
My promise if you ever lay a finger

Just look at the scars you make
Your terror makes your kids break
A broken home just as you were raised
With fist raised up to your children

Your abuse will end right here
No longer will your family fear
A gunshot to head of trepidation
My promise if you ever lay a finger

You wretched life wrecker
Abuser
Now suffer

Open fire
On the desire of the man
Open fire
With strife we'll strike down the hand
(Open fire, build the pyre)
If I can't make you see the damage you've made
(Open fire, build the pyre)
I'll make you wish you'd never been alive.

My Music

The Playlist Above showcases only Some of the many artists and songs I listen to.
My Favourite bands/singers/composers are:
Vitas.
Dir en Grey.
Cradle Of Filth.
Marilyn Manson.
Nobuo Uematsu.

The list goes on and on and on....

My Favourite Genres:
Classical, Opera
Industrial, Underground
Metal, Techno
A'cappella, Everything..
As long as its pleasant to my ears
I'll listen to it.

If you think you have a song I may enjoy,
Please go ahead and tell me about it!

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