it's holding me,
morphing me
and forcing me to strife
to be endlessly
cold within
and dreaming i am alive.


Who knows the mind
of the cheating kind
Who's blocked the shadows
from sight
Who's gonna pay the price
To make the wrong
seem right?


I consider you
as cancer
that I got rid of


The message misleading.
He is lying,
He is cheating



let someone
drive him insane
let someone
stirr his fucked up brain


Silence means security silence means approval


Your place in my mercy seat
Disappears in a heartbeat
That's the only thing
You can count on


Can you see the tables turn
All the pain now will return
You can never wipe this smile
Off my face


I'll stay wrecked and jealous
for this simple reason

I'll stay hopeless
for this one time


"You're so bitter," your complaint
I can't give you anything.
I don't know who you're livin for
I don't who you are anymore.


I couldn't taste it
I'm tired and naked.
I don't know what I'm hungry for
I don't know what I want anymore


I move across, candy floss
I move like a tank
I move across the room
with a heart full of gloom,
stronger than you think.


Oh my peer,
your veneer is wearing thin and cracking.
the surface informs that underneath,
underneath is lacking.


It's that sinking feeling.
you know what it's bringing on.
you might as well say it,
I see it, I feel it.


something's up your sleeve
i haven't figured it out jet.
you're trying to retrieve
what you have given me

it's not in me,
never was
i'm in coma
never to come out


I'm a steel wall
I don't want to see anything at all.
I'm a steel wall
I don't need to feel anything at all.


I've been mapping it out
Maybe you should find a girl who cares about herself

It's silence at the bottom of a bottle

Maybe I'd be the lucky one that doesn't get burned
What the fuck was I thinking


I have an excuse for every weird thought or action, cause i have asperger syndrome. So pardon me ^-^