I am who I am, bitches and that isn�t going to ever change. Just because I wear black doesn�t make me different and doesn�t make me anything that you say I am. So what, I was a drug addict. I realized how stupid I was for doing that shit and WILLINGLY went to rehab so that I could get off. I have been clean for awhile now and I have no thoughts of going back. I am who I want to be, and just because my bitch-ass parents think that I am fucked up in the head because I choose to be this way, they can kiss my black loving-�gothic-looking� ass. I am young, but I don�t act like a little immature bitch. I can actually take care of myself and I don�t need my parent�s help with that. I don�t need a man to take care of me. I�m not a whore, I�m not a slut or anything like that. I fucked up in my life and now I�m turning around and changing that. FUCK CONFORMITY I will never be apart of some bullshit stereotype and if anyone wants to comment on that, be my guest. But if you are going to comment me and just say something like, �Sexy!! 10++� or anything along those lines�.Do me a favor first�There is an �x� in a box at the top right side of your browser, please click that. Also, if you are going to comment me or rate me, please don�t unless you actually are going to continue talking to me. I like a lot of things. I like breathing� Death doesn�t seem that interesting to me� I have my friends and I like them because none of them are fake. I like music. I love my A.D.D. It keeps things interesting. I like boys and I like girls too...but not as much as I like boys. I prefer the dick. I�m not extremely sexual, but I'm not a virgin either. I love KARMA with a fucking passion. You get what you deserve bitches. I know who I am, I know what I like and I really don't fucking care what you think of me, or what you say about me. I rarely judge, unless I know the person. If I think you are a bitch, that's not gonna change. I hate those kind of people who say one thing to your face and another behind your back. I hate those girls that just use guys, then throw them away and give up on that relationship. Especially when I have to sit and watch the guy suffer as he watches her with other people. I hate the girls that use guys like little marionettes (puppets, for those who don't know.)and vice versa for the males too. People make mistakes, but SOME mistakes should be forgiven and I understand that. Although not all should be forgiven and the ones that make those mistakes should be FORGOTTEN. I don't expect everyone to like me or respect me...but if you ain't got a nice thing to come out of your mouth than keep it shut. I hate my Parents (Yes, I know the horrid teen angst. Get over it.) I hate fakes and people who don�t like homosexuals, I think they are called �homophobes� but I�m not sure. Uh, I don�t like religious people who are stuck up and think that one day �god� is going to smite us all�.I�d like to see him try first off�-waits for the lightning- Ha! I�m good. Anyway, I don�t like people think that just because I have a horridly short attention span that I am stupid or ignorant, because I am not. I do not like back-stabbers. I don�t like the people who will take their anger out on someone who don�t deserve it. I love my brother, Spenser. He is the only people in this fucked up world that actually give a shit about me. [Z?]K!ZZ K!ZZ [Z?] bitches

This is the truth...And yet, I do miss the love I had, but if he doesn't want me and wants to yell and scream at me and remind me of every mistake I made, then why should I have to put up with it if he is going to do this to me. I fucking love you but do this to me and act like you are my father. YOU AREN'T MY DAD! You are supposed to be the person who saved me from my family...What were the words you used..."My knight in shinying armor" Was that it? But now you pull this and act the bastards that hurt me, that destroyed me and pushed me into making those mistakes! All I need is all I have. I have my brother and it's all I need. -Fuck Love.-