I live, I love. I laugh, I cry. I hope, I dream. I try, I fear. I'm not perfect. Neither are you.
I'm a dork.
I do not take compliments well. I feel awkward about them since I'm insecure and have no self confidence whatsoever.
I'm happy and in love. <3 Together with my wookie since april 11, 2009.
I'm a gamer and I have been my whole life. It started when I was a kid, playing with my gameboy. Super Mario Land, Donkey Kong, Tetris and whooo~ even Pokemon. Later on I spent my days and nights in front of the playstation(s) mostly playing the Final Fantasy series, Devil May Cry, Kingdom hearts or some random silly adventure games. Shooters and racing games when I wasn't playing alone. One day, I sat my ass in front of a computer and I discovered MMORPG's. I've been playing a turnbased, tactical MMORPG called Dofus eversince. I'm such a geek...
I'm not religious. I believe in what I can see and feel. I believe in what can be proven with science.
I used to overthink everything till I found out that it wasn't making me happy. Now I try to be as impulsive as I can.
My favourite quote is 'Treat people the way you want to be treated.' and I live by it. I'm always nice, will treat you with respect and you'll never catch me lying to you. There's nothing I hate more than lies.
I LOVE showering people with presents and suprises for no reason at all. I enjoy seeing people happy and smiling. When I do though, don't feel the need to do the same. I'm terrible at accepting gifts. I always feel guilty and uncomfortable.
First impressions scare the shit out of me causing me to be very shy and quiet. But I will improve my social skills the more I get to know you.
I bite my nails. It's an annoying habbit I've been carrying with me my whole life so far. I don't care about it. I think short stubby fingernails look better than long sharp ones and they are alot more comfortable. You'll never hear me cry about breaking a nail.
Speaking of annoying habbits, I'm a smoker. I started smoking when I was 15 and I have no intention of quitting. Yet. It helps me relax.
I tend to overuse text expressions: o.O :x o.o <3 :* ^.^ o.-' :D o.x :3 Especially when I don't know what else to say anymore.
I have a really bad sleeping pattern. I'll only go to bed once I'm exhausted or I can't sleep. Sometimes I'm up during the day, sometimes I'm up at night. Lots of times I skip sleep for a night.
My webcam makes me uncomfortable. It's weird to see myself so I always feel like making silly faces. If I do decide to give you my msn and you see the webcam icon, please don't spam invite me to turn it on for you. If I want you to see me, I will send you an invitation to watch. Do not take advantage of that to ask me to strip for you, it really annoys me. I'll end up being pissed at you and you'll never see me on cam again.
When I'm intrested in something, I'm a rather quick learner. I have taught myself english when I was just a little kid by using the television.
I'm heavily against selfinjury and suicide. STOP crying for attention. If you're really depressed, there are other ways to make you feel better. Instead of grabbing a razor, a knife or a rope, instead of popping pills or jumping off a bridge... Think of the people around you, the people who love you. Your friends and family, maybe even your lover. Do things you enjoy doing, pick yourself up, find the cause of your depression and fight it!
I'm terrified of traffic. In my 20'ish years on this planet, I've seen too many people I've loved getting hurt or killed, witnessed too many random crashes. And that ladies and gents is the only reason why I don't have my lisence yet no matter how many excuses I make like not being able to afford it.
I can be a real flirt sometimes but that doesn't necessarily mean that I love you or that I want to sleep with you.
I hate vain, narcistic and shallow people. The day I join a beauty cult will be the day you can hold a gun to my head and not feel bad about pulling the trigger.
Unlike alot of people, I can take criticism. It helps me when you point out my flaws. I can learn from it. I'm always trying to improve myself.
'Hi sup' 'Nm, you?' 'Bored' Now that's done with, please don't... Do talk to me if you're intrested in a completly random chat or if you just need someone to listen to you. I really enjoy listening about other peoples lives, dreams and hopes. But please... Don't bother when you don't have anything intresting to say.