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Metallic_Dragon
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Profile: I wanna be the one whom I could worship... Old thoughts... about me and music... I can sit for hours, listening to the same melody and I see nothing around me, I don't care what is happening, just listen. And I love it so much. I'm in love... with music... but I can't kiss it, I can't embrace it... can't even describe it... cause there are so few words... can only feel it. Give you all to the darkness and desire... Drown in it... The sound of sorrow... that will make you cry, under the bright august sun, in heaven... In heaven dying... Because it's pleasure... When pain and pleasure are the same, when music is your extasy pills, your love and sorrow, a part of you... you can feel it in your tears... the taste of eternity... your bitterness and joy. Nothing can make me cry. Only music sometimes... When pleasure gives you pain and pain gives pleasure... you are Sentenced ... to rising high, lead by the flight of your soul, and then falling as low as you can to the abyss of despair. with pain and pleasure. pleasure... and pain... This music kills me, but at the same time makes me wanna live forever... to listen to it. on and on... on and on... my desperate passion... music of my bleeding soul... the sound of sorrow... I'm drowning in... The dark beauty... My freedom... My pain... My release... The only thing I love... so much... My eternity... My everything. I'm an artist. I can't live a day without inventing something, at least painting an old shirt) I'm a designer. And I can't understand how some people can live doing nothing creative... that's just boring, I think. I'm a lusty bitch, reaching my dirty hands for ideals) Longing for fame... Burning inside. Smiling through the pain while killing my dreams with my own hands. People can talk about me behind my back, because they think I'm strange, but I don't care and I won't change. They know nothing about me. Let them talk about all the grey things I despise and make up stories about me, just because I don't belong to their grey world. I have my own world. Real art doesn't need time... days, weeks, months... years. It needs pain. To feel the pain is to live. There's no use screaming into the emptiness, cause no one will listen to your words of passion, so all that you can do is watch the crowd of idiots moving to the edge of abyss, watch with eyes full of bitter irony. and smile... Are u playing the role of the one u wanna be?...) LONG TIME HAS PASSED SINCE I CREATED THIS PROFILE, SINCE I WROTE ALL THESE WORDS. SOME THINGS HAVE CHANGED, BUT I WILL LEAVE THIS INTHODUCTION JUST BECAUSE EACH WORD WAS HONEST AND DRAWN FROM THE DARKEST CORNOURS OF MY SOUL. I STILL HAVE BIG PLANS AND INCREDIBLE DREAMS AND GONNA FIGHT. NOTHING CAN STOP ME. NOTHING CAN BREAK ME. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I have accounts only there as Metallic_Dragon, on myspace (http://www.myspace.com/dragonoflust) though i visit it rarely, on deviantart and on vk.com. I DON'T VISIT VAMPIREFREAKS OFTEN, SO, I CAN'T REPLY EVERYONE, BECAUSE OLD MESSAGES AND COMMENTS GET DELETED, SO, DON'T BE HURT. Likes: Having fun, drawing, design, typography, photography, writing lyrics, singing, long-haired men, spiked hair, motorcycles, guitars, lipstick, big lips, how smoke looks like, fire, chocolate, autumn, rain, red poppy flowers.Dislikes: Lies, painted smiles, churches, religion.Favorite Music: Metal.
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