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Latest Journal Entry: A month March 02, 2009, 10:52pm
Profile:  I'm not the nicest person on this place just because I will tell you what's on my mind. I have a complex mind that has a constant thoughts on life and every thought breakes into a more complex subject, so if you want a conversation make sure you can keep up with my brain. I'm a one guy kind of girl, once I have someone I'll do anything I can to be with them. I flirt a lot with everyone no matter their gender, but just because I flirt back doesn't mean I like you on the contruary, I'm just having fun with you. When I like someone I tell them, I don't beat around the bush. I believe I'm different from anyone you will ever meet. I'm as hardcore as they come, and as dull as they can be. Make me smile and I will adore, give me a hug and I wont leave you, tell me you love me and I will do my best to make you happy. I don't descriminate love, gender doesn't matter because love has the power to defeat death its self. I want to be a SuicideGirl when I grow up but even thou I have a sky high confidence, I still don't believe I'm pretty enough. I wanted to be a model but I lack the height and I'm too "out-there". I was the little girl that gave little dead animals a free autopsy and kept there little hearts and parts in little jars under my bed. I'm obsessed with skeletons and fashion which explains my obsession with the modeling world. I want to be a photographer and teach the world see how beautiful everythig that surrouns us is. I fall too easily the hard thing is keeping me "in love". I'm kind of harsh to my new friends if you whine too much and about useless things that don't matter, I will drop you the next day. I love piercins there magnificent and I've always said that if you have to ask "What should I get?" you're probably another kid that is fallowing trends, if you really wanted one you wouldn't have to ask. I smoke pot like a chimminey, and I really don't care what you have to say about it. I love making scenes every where I go, in a real life you wouldn't be able to stand me unless you hold my hand and sing and skip with me. I have no shame anymore, I do stupid shit, say inappropriate things and love it. I dont do what good girls should :) I get my sex drive from my dad! (don't think of that in a gross way everyone gets their sex drive from their parents..my mom is like a saint and my dad is a whore) I love to cuddle and snuggle, do you? I fucking hate Extenze commercials OH and EHarmony ones too. Did I mention I was single? Oh yeah, I am. AND I LOVE/HATE IT I don't (do) want a boyfriend, I don't (do) want to be held down by someone right now, I want to keep my options open. If the right one comes along I will let him in but right now, there isn't a guy that I can say that gives a fuck or two about me. Let me tell you something neat; chances are I don't like you!   R.I.P. Daniel Cespedes.  "I miss you, but I need to move on, even if it's killing me in everyway possible." Everyone knew you as Mr.Myspace, the Scene King. But no one knew you like I did. My Danniboii I'm going to miss you the rest of my life, you'll forever be in my mind and my heart will always be yours. Our favorite movie was our life, I'm going to miss the sleepless nights eating vegan sushy watching The Wonder Years re-runs. You always said you were a mess of insecurities. But, I always tried to change your mind because you are the most beautiful person I've ever encountered, you are beautiful inside and out. And you had the charisma to make people love you even thou they had met you less than 20 minutes ago. You never broke a promise I always felt protected by you, I knew you always had my back all I needed to do was pick up the phone and before I knew it you were in my door steps knocking like a maniac. I always attempted to capture your soul on a canvas, but you are way too gorgeous to imitate, nothing compared to the real thing. You were taken to the hospital a Saturday morning and I got the call Saturday afternoon. No more random stops at Gas Stations trying to rap to Lil Jon. No more late nights on the phone because I was too far away from you. But we knew we were together at heart. You were too good for this world, and you were too good for Malice and Katherine. We'll see eachother again and it will be in better terms I will hold you in my arms forever and tell you how much you mean to me until than, I'll keep on living like you would of wanted. NO ONE WILL NEVER TAKE YOUR PLACE. Likes: Dislikes: Favorite Music:
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