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Malus_Persona
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Sex: male
Age: 18
Location: Rugby, , United Kingdom
Orientation: Straight
Rating: 9.86
Rating points: 2139
Member since: September 17, 2007
Last logged in: May 13, 2008, 08:58pm
Status: Single and looking
Occupation: Bank Robber
Account Status: Premium Member
Rated by: 217 people
Latest Journal Entry: Lool   May 09, 2008, 03:59pm

Profile:


                 

      Before you go any further I suggest you read at least say 80% of my profile before messaging/commenting me. Trust me I will be able to tell if you've read less, and in that case don't expect me to message you back. Considering I have took the time to write as much as I have, it would be inconsiderate and rude of you to comment me otherwise.

      Where should I begin? To start off my name is Liam, I'm 18. Enough? No?
Well to be clear I hate my name. I hate any title you or anyone can give me. I would much prefer to be nameless. It takes a very long time for someone to truly get to know me, but go ahead.....give it a go.
      Woo, I'm premium....big deal. I'm not gonna be one of those dicks who says "I can see what you're rating me...etc". However, I will still use it to my advantage, so you should know that if you happen to peek at my page I will be checking out yours.
      Apparently I am a very caring lovable person, however, unfortunately for all of you, these are the words of those I care for. I am a loyal friend to few, I've been betrayed by too many to throw the word "friend" around easily. To truly be a friend of mine takes time and honor. I am quite an unsympathetic person. The only time I need sympathize with anyone is with someone I whole-heartedly care about, and if it is absolutely necessary.
Just take one look at my display picture. Oh how friendly and inviting I appear. This simply goes to show how very deceiving appearances can be. I, fortunately, do not go about this site judging by appearances, however, there is one simple rule: If you do not interest me, you shall be ignored.
      I have lived the past few months of my life by one law: "No Sympathy For Fools". If you're depressed, I suggest you don't come to me for understanding or a shoulder to cry on, for you are weak. Weak in mind and weak in character, and I feel nothing for you. I used to be a very depressed person, and then I found my place within this world; for that I thank one being and one being only. I have a very distinct lack of trust. I trust neither you, nor I, nor anyone. You may be thinking that such a strong lack of trust is weak of me, but you would be very wrong. It has kept me without flaw for some time now. I need only rely on myself, and if I fail I know whom to blame. I am a very disciplined being, emotionally and mentally. To be honest this is the strongest I have felt in my life, and I intend on continuing on this very path I walk.
      To many I am also quite bossy in character. I see things as they should be, and if they seem to slip onto a different path I will change that without remorse.
A lot of you here may find me annoying, due to my lack of silence. If my mouth isn't in other use, I shall be talking. It is not that I enjoy ranting, but that I feel it is necessary to impart knowledge as much as possible. I dislike very much to talk to those who are unintelligent; I will only impart my wisdom to those who I feel are worthy.
I am simply I. At times I can be arrogant, but I see it as a strong confidence. It is unwise to compliment me in anyway, because I shall use it strongly to my advantage. As long as things are going as good as they seem now, I would not change any part of my being or personality for anyone. To be honest it also takes a lot to gain my respect, however, if you can prove you are intelligent and show as little sympathy as myself, you may have my respect quite easily. Otherwise it shall take some doing for me to truly respect you. My lack of respect for all of you here has led flawlessly to hatred. I do have a lot of hatred built up inside, but is has no desire to be unleashed. Give me the smallest reason to hate you however, and you will be conquered.
What has led me to a life of no sympathy and hatred you may ask? Discipline and realization. I have merely protected myself to coming to any harm. If I don't care about you, how can your actions affect me? Much of my lifestyle has been affected and inspired by the words and actions of the late, great Master Therion. "Wisdom says: be strong". It seems I am also quite an intolerable person. This I believe, only counts towards ones intelligence. If something seems wrong in any which way to me, it is illogical, and that which is illogical must be prevented.

      I don't hate labels, I work with them all day sticking them on big packages, and happen to love shouting them at chavs and scene kids any chance I get. Do I care about being labeled? I honestly don’t because that which you can conjure will undoubtedly be false in one way or another.

      I live in a rather ill-amusing town in England full of chavs (if you don't know what a chav is by now, don't ask, just fuck off). I once attended college, but now that memory has faded. To be in an environment where the boundaries of education are limited within reach of my understanding leads to great boredom. I do have a job, unfortunately, as a warehouse operative. Realistically it's the only work I could get around here without having to take my piercings out. No, I shall not take my piercings out for anyone. They are no longer additions; they have become a part of who I am. I do work weekdays now so I am normally only online for few hours; I need my sleep. Yes, my career options seem unwise, yet as long as I have enough currency to get by, I have little care for this fact. I find my recent working environments to be far more educational in the long term than any college, not due to the differences in the work involved but due to the people involved.

      In the past I have found being with someone intimately has made me a much happier person. Though I care very little, having someone to care for creates a different part of me. Even though I am always pessimistic I tend to be more negative and destructive when I feel I have less to live for and no one to please.
      I am currently single after drifting apart from my previous partner quite easily. What the majority of people say happens to be true on my part. Relationships are a tricky business. I am simply looking for a girl, (yes I’m straight…wow!), who I can trust. I am, according to most silly internet surveys, a highly paranoid being, meaning having someone I can finally trust would firstly make me a very grateful person. I rarely fail to show my gratitude and appreciation to those who truly deserve it.
As of late it seems that I am no one’s “type”. I am far too complicated a person for someone to truly want to be with me. It also seems I am, for lack of a better word, far too “evil” for most people’s preference. I happen to laugh at animal cruelty and wouldn’t mind trying out cannibalism for a week or two. I constantly seek flaws in others, not to make myself seem superior, but just out of sheer humor. Most here would call me twisted, which, on this site, just goes to show how typically evil one can be. I am not trying to ward anyone off with all this negative behaviour, I am simply telling what you should expect if you were to get to know me. However if after all this, you still think you are a surprisingly suitable match for me, I would welcome any flirtatious manner. xD
However I honestly don't give a crap if you think I'm hot or cute, or as the latest comment says "gore-geous", so you may keep your annoying compliments to yourself.

      To change to another completely different note I have been diagnosed with insomnia (if diagnoses' mean anything these days), which gives me a lot of time to think, maybe the reason I usually end up sounding like a smart ass. All I know of my problem is it seems to really kick in when I'm depressed or stressed. If I am either of those I don't expect to sleep at all. However, the lack of sleep I gain has had its distinct advantages due to my attitude change in the early hours of the morning. When the sun sets I seem to be more talkative, and much more willing to learn and teach. I do enjoy reading, does that make me a geek? Doubtful, it most likely makes me much more of an intelligent person than you. I feel that those who stray from learning are fools. We were given the ability to adapt and to learn for a reason, I suggest you use it, or stay the hell away from me.

      Concerning my faith, I am mostly Sumer, if any of you know what that means I'd be happy to talk with you on the subject. I do not take upon all beliefs from one specific religion, that would be hypocritical and immoral, instead I have chosen to take what I relate to from many religions and cultures...namely Thelema, Spiritual Satanism, Sumer, Assyria and Babylonia. Just displaying my sigil gets very dirty looks from everybody around my way. This sort of thing interests me very much and lately I have been reading a lot of Aleister Crowley’s teachings and Zecharia Sitchin's work. The theology involved has kept me interested for years. Yes for any Christians out there, I have read your bible, and it is very interesting but fiction is really not my thing.
If you really want to know about my beliefs, as many have in the past, don't be afraid to ask, because frankly I can talk about religion for hours on end. I feel that if I had truly applied myself to the compulsory education system of this country I could've achieved many things in the field of theology. There's no going back now, and to hold onto regrets is weak.

      I do, like most, enjoy music...and if I can't experience it personally by being part of a band the next best thing is to go to as many clubs and concerts as possible. I like my music loud, and preferably live. I quite enjoy the idea of pounding death metal beats blasting my eardrums into submission. I do enjoy a wide range of music from black metal to industrial and can pretty much dance/mosh to anything in between. Music is very important to me, and I could never be with someone who doesn’t enjoy the same genres as myself.
As most of you who have been to gigs or nightclubs, with loud music comes lots of alcohol. I love my alcohol, and I could never be with someone who doesn’t enjoy it as much as myself. No, it’s not like I need a good drink to have fun. I can have fun anytime as long as it’s with friends. Alcohol merely helps me to see everyone as a friend, as long as it is of course in a friendly environment. Get to know me and you wouldn’t call me an incredibly social person, yet put a pint in my hand and I’ll happily chat for hours with a stranger.

      From all of this you may realize it would be very difficult to find someone with a lot in common with me, though I have found, depending on the other person, that commonalities matter very little to me. I’d much rather have fun than go searching for “the one”. Sure, I am a fan of commitment in relationships surprisingly, but right now I’m more concerned with having someone to party with xD.

      I do have a fair few body modifications, specifically piercings, I have 11 piercings at the moment. My septum, tongue, 3 labrets, 5 ears and right nipple, and definitely plans for more. I hope to make my body more a work of art. Even with all of what you may or may not have read, I shockingly haven’t developed any fetishes. However, there a few knacks here and there that oddly turn me on, yet they are among the common turn ons you would find on VF…e.g. biting, scratching, etc. P.S. I refuse to talk to anyone who listens to the likes of Fallout Boy, AFI, Panic At The Disco, or any other shitty little emo band excuse.

      Now that all this is said and I’ve made myself seem like the hateful, disrespectful person I am, comment me or get off my page and move on. Personally, I couldn’t give a toss if you love me or hate me, I’m pretty positive I’ll be able to get over it.

Finally for the random people who want to invade my privacy and read my journal here you go:
My Journal
Oh and apparently in the past my gallery section to my profile has been unable to view to some, so here have a link:
My Gallery

And my hunger was never fed,
My desires never fulfilled,
But my wish to become,
At one with the universe,
Has always entangled me,
And forsaken I shall not be,
Though my flesh is torn apart,
Though my heart seems dead and cold,
My will transgress,
The spirit lives on!







web counter
Hey look a web counter, started on the 21st December 2007. This is purely to see how many of you faggots check out my page and leave without commenting me. These are the kind of faggots who base everything on appearance; they sicken me. I'm premium now so I should take this down, but I kind of see it as rather an accomplishment having all you drones take a looky at my page.

Since I've been quite bored with VF lately you might as well all go ahead and add my msn (found at the bottom of the page). Note that I will expect to see your profile too, since I always prefer to see and know who I'm talking to.


--People I can tolerate,
--Listening to music, mostly Death metal,
--...and anyone who likes Behemoth,
--Playing/learning guitar,
--Demonology,
--Learning about rare religions and cultures,
--Sumerian and Babylonian history (basically anything around the 3rd/4th millennium BC),
--The calming atmosphere of silent parks and graveyards,
--The sheer poetry of all of Behemoth's lyrics, they're very inspirational,
--MSN,
--A good old horror movie, you may be able to guess my favorite,
--The burning scent of candles,
--Piercings, and everything about them,
--Tattoos and all other body modifications,
--Basically anything involving needles, []=[(""l""l""l"")]>---- yummers,
--Fire– I’d have to say I’m a slight pyromaniac.
--I almost left out- Tesco Trifle, along with other mates I've blown too much money on them.
--Of course I could not forget the few but good friends I have gained on VF.
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--People, mainly haters (i.e. chavs, wiggers, gangsters),
--Emos, their music, their clothes, their hair, their one simple lip piercing, the way they all say that they're unique and yet all look and act the same,
--Moody people, basically anyone who moans at me,
--Old people,
--People who judge me by my appearance, (though most of them would judge correctly),
--Dishonest people, I fucking despise liars!
--People who use the numbers 666 yet have no idea what those numbers mean,
--Yes I enjoy rambling on...can you tell?,
--When people copy and paste the same old shit into your comment box, if you're not going to write something original and interesting, just FUCK OFF,
--The people who smile at me in public and expect me to smile back, fuck them,
--Computer games- a huge waste of time,
--Television- another waste of time,






Music is…a big part of my life. At the moment I'd say I'm mainly into blackened death metal, drone metal, and even a bit of industrial from time to time. Otherwise I'll just listen to anything I happen to hear which I like or find interesting, or anything that relaxes me, sometimes even classical. Well yeah… below are just a few bands I could think of off the top of my head, in no particular order (cough, cough). Enjoy …


Favorite Songs At The Moment:
Behemoth- 23 (The Youth Manifesto),
Anorexia Nervosa- Stabat Mater Dolorosa,
The Angelic Process- The Promise Of Snakes

1349,
Aborted,
ANOREXIA NERVOSA,
Arkhon Infaustus,
Bathory,
BEHEMOTH,
Blut Aus Nord,
Dark Funeral,
Darkthrone,
Deadpulse,
Deathspell Omega,
Dodheimsgard,
Emperor,
God Module,
Glorior Belli,
Gorgoroth,
Gotherfall,
Ihsahn,
Immortal,
Lyfthrasyr,
Marduk,
Mastery,
Mayhem,
NILE,
Occustus,
Psyclon Nine,
Satyricon,
System Syn,
The Angelic Process,
Tyrant,
VNV Nation,
Wykked Wytch,



Just a few pictures of the being you’ve been reading about…this assuming you didn’t skip straight to this section.

For those who don’t know about my cult and what I do with the majority of my time on VF, now is your chance to see. I only recommend you join if you are an intellectual or interested in the spiritual side of Satanism. This does not mean I am a Satanist, it is merely the theme of my cult.
Destruction-Of-Humanity
By the cult name you may be able to tell it is mainly about the hatred our members have for the human race. We are a growing cult in the early days and at the moment are looking for more serious members.
We are also currently looking for sister cults. So if you feel you are looking at my profile and that your cult is worthy of being among our ranks then hit me up, and it's very likely, unless your cult is awful, that we shall begin a wonderful partnership.












Make me a sign, you'll get one in return...if I respect you...and when I have time =]

So now that you've come through this long journey of reading my profile, if you have that is, if you do plan on commenting me at least make it something original. I hate finding I've got comments, getting all excited like I'm sure you all do, and then finding it says "cute" or "Hot, 10". These are the kinda things I don't want to read okay.
For those who decide to ignore all this, become lazy and take the cheaters route by commenting my pictures, I do not recommend this. You shouldn’t expect me to reply if you do not comment or inbox me first.

For those of you who have decided to read my entire profile and actually manage to be wholly interested in it, I greatly appreciate your time and effort. If you now manage to comment me with something interesting, I guarantee a reply; this shall now leave you to dwell on how interesting your comment really was. I do prefer to have at least one question to answer however.
I have also decided that yes I do want you all to rate me since I'm sick of seeing the same old emos on the Top Guys list. Rate me; I'll rate you back okay. If you plan on down-rating me, you better have a damn good reason prepared.

Yes I have put my MSN address at the bottom of the page but I do not expect to see some random person adding me. If you are going to add my MSN please consult me first, or prepare to be greeted with my infamous hostility.


If you have managed to get this far, without losing interest, please do take a second to click this banner. It will do a great deal of help. Thanks bitches.


I’ll conquer this world and the next…..



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