Chelsie.
Nineteen; 145 days.
(& counting)
Loves to party.
Needs a time machine.
Is taller than you.
Appreciates the small things.
When who I've been meets who I am... and they hear about who I want to be... well that's where things get complicated.
Maybe I'm a fucking psychopath. Maybe you should walk away now.
"You're that person people want to be, but they're not crazy enough to pull it off, so we have to settle for being with you."
So here are the facts:
I believe in free hugs and endless road trips.
I love too hard and give too much.
If you're not the kind of person who looks for a laugh out of life, than I might rub you the wrong way.
In truth, I'm meanest to the people I love, but only verbally and they know I love them, because I go out of my way to show it.
I'm a free-loading high school dropout.
This doesn't mean I'm stupid.
I have big dreams and no expectations.
I smoke a pack of camel wides everyday, and I don't plan changing that for anyone anytime soon.
I have a best friend, and I can tell you right now she's cooler than you.
I sing to hear my own smile.
I love tattoos, I can talk you about tattoos for forever.
I don't like messes.
I'm the god mother of five amazing children.
I'm told quite often that I'm cute, and silly. Let me reassure you that I try quite hard at that.
I love nick-knacks.
I've done a lot of awful things but I don't believe in regret. Tomorrows a new day and another chance to mess something up, so why worry about what went wrong yesterday? Just let it go, it's easy I promise.
I'm honest, 110% and I don't deal with drama and the people I surround myself with know this, and they don't bring it to me. I don't say things like, "I hate drama oh my gosh, I just hate it so much but it keeps finding me somehow" When something dramatic happens I laugh about it, I figure it out, I get over it, and I don't look back.
I've probably been through 10 times the amount of things a person should go through, not that I'm complaining.
Life's about stories, memories, and connections with other people. It's about greeting each day with a positive attitude no matter what might be going on... it's about living fearlessly and with hope.
I've got most of that stuff down, fearlessness is harder than it might sound.
I'm Chellie and I'm pretty rad, which is the bottom line. I love reality. Those moments where you have to fucking wake up and look around instead of playing follow the leader. Fuck the games the world gives us to play. Stand up for what you believe in, no one's going to do it for you. Meadview.
I wish I lived there, with all the people I love.
Movies!
Spun<333333333
Bonnie & ClydeFactory GirlMinni's First Time
Mean Creek
Donnie Darko
Alice In Wonderland
Trainspotting<3Elephant
Twelve & Holding
The Dangerous Lives Of Alter Boys
On The Doll
My Sassy Girl
Across The Universe
Go Ask Alice
Mysterious Skin<3
Van Helsing
Growing OP
Moving McAllister
GretaThe Go Getter
Kabluey
Graduation
Secondhand Lions
The Wackness
Thirteen
When people I know I'm smarter than talk down to me.
Running out of cigarettes.
Walls you're not allowed to write on.
Rednecks.
Coming down.
People who judge people based on their appearance.
Tramadol.
Mainly running out of them.
Pants.
Hangovers.
Being stuck.
People who are too easy to understand.
Sandals, not flip flops, sandals.
Cowboys.
Eraserhead.
Bad fortunes in my fortune cookies.
Straight edge anything.
Being dirty.
Wishing for things I can't have.
Socks with holes.
Needles that exceed a couple inches in length.
Losing my voice.
Cancer.
People who don't take chances.
Bad shit.
Nightmares.
Being scared for no valid reason.
Guilt.
Regular duck tape.
Being hot.
Perverts who think they're justified for being scummy people.
The world today.
Violence.
Hearing things.
Running out of gas way far away from a gas station.
When my pen runs out of ink.
Not being able to see the people I love everyday...
And not knowing if they know how much I love them.
There's a link up there at the top of my page
This section has been moved there
Because it was too big.
