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Latest Journal Entry: its one of those crisis times   July 07, 2009, 12:52am
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I'm Kels I am in school and currently in the process of a Microbio Major and a Psych minor.
I love all things about the human body, how processes work and how they malfunction. I have always had a fascination with the human heart and the cardiovascular system.
I just started a new cult focused on medical help for students in medical related schooling, and for those who have medical related questions. If those apply to you please join! Also if you have any sort of medical knowledge and would like to help with advice I also welcome you! Join VF_Medical
Education is very important and I have set out on my life for a pursuit to educate myself in all things that I do. This is why I love the medical field because it is always growing in knowledge and the education is never ending. The several areas of academic studies that I enjoy are anatomy, physiology, biology, history, philosophy, anthropology, psychology, and sociology. My all around life goal is to become a well rounded and intelligent person. I am trying my best to live life without regrets because every second of an experience molds your outlook on life whether positive or negative, it makes the person you are today. I try to generally be nice to other people although I will admit I am extremely judgmental at times. Its crazy because I hate the general population as a whole but when you start to see a sliver into someone's life any they are troubled I start have a deep desire want to help in anyway possible. I know its totally contradictory but its who I am. To sum it up I have a general dislike for how most people seem to act but I will try my hardest to give them the best advice and help I can, especially if it is medically related. No one should have to suffer no matter who they are. Thus I am compassionate in helping care for you although I may not like or approve of what you do.

I have acquired a odd set of symptoms over the past few years that have made life a bit more difficult. For a long time they were not holding me back but now my fatigue and other symptoms have started affecting the amount of energy I have throughout the day. This is a great disappointment to me because it holds me back from doing similar things that other young adults are doing. I wish that I can hopefully resolve these symptoms with a diagnosis but so far its been a trip through specialist physicians who can only treat me then we come back to square one and they point me on in another direction that eventually is uneventful and I move on. It is frustrating me more and more as the years pass by. So far its been 8 doctors(not including countless emergency clinicians) , 4 years, 10-15 varying symptoms, 6 new diagnosis' and counting, and yet non of them have attempted to cover the whole issue. And the road continues...
Update (12/21/09): Possible diagnosis: lupus, referral to Rheumatologist for further work up of positive panel tests.
I used to be a member under DrowningFire I doubt anyone remembers or knew me, I tend to keep to myself but I have been on here a slight bit longer than advertised
Likes
corsets, anatomy, microbiology, Maynard James Keenan, music, education, 90's rock, fire, the taste of benedryl, the smell of leather bound books, energy work, glowsticks, asthma medication, philosophy, cars, beta blockers, Andy Leplagua's voice, tortilla chips in chili, Office Supplies, Anti-inflammatory drugs, Thriller/Drama/Action/Mindfuck movies, medical imaging tests, free things from pharmaceutical companies, rolling my windows down in winter, Combichrist concerts, Sunsets, Pain free days, water, the sound of waves crashing on the beach, good friends to have good times with, the few times my arms don't have phlebotomy wounds, new books in pristine condition, Cheezits especially Duos, Alcohol aided sleep, alice in wonderland associated things, full day of happiness or lack or sadness, Quilts, sewing things, being naked, for whatever reason I am extremely comfortable in my own skin, wicked creepy music, temperature between 50-70 degrees, hiking, cats, Vans shoes, Pinstripes, The look of my face without make up before the butterfly rash took over my life, Duct tape, painting, lemons and other fruits, Thigh high stockings/socks, when cats fall asleep in cute positions, Texts From Last Night (I seem to have an obsession with others lives without directly knowing who they are or being a part of their life), Alex Grey, Biomech Tattoos/artwork, The spine tingling feeling of good music
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Dislikes
Slow drivers, twilight fucks(its fine you have an obsession I don't need you to try to force it on me), people who persist in a childhood state intentionally , whether that is maturity level or by how they dress. ie: Hello kitty, extreme color mixtures that cause the eyes to bleed, and extreme amounts of play jewelery is not appealing to other adults. People who have more dislikes than likes.
Favorite Music
Industrial, Metal, Trance, EBM Some Favourites: NIN, KMFDM, Combichrist, Suicide Commando, APC, Rob Zombie, MM, Angelspit, Front 242, Velvet Acid Christ, Psyclon Nine, Aphex Twin, Assemblage 23, KoRn, Deftones, Tool, Funker Voyt, Einsturzende Neubauten, Stabbing Westward, VNV nation, Zeromancer, Orgy, Black Light Burns, Clutch, Puscifer, Radiohead, Tatical Sekt, Rammstien, and tons more.
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