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Lil_Black_Fairy

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Lil_Black_Fairy

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Sex: female
Age: 23
Location: Next to that blinking STAR, NEVERLAND, Austria
Orientation: Bisexual
Status: Slut
Rating: 0.00
Rating points: 0
Member since: June 20, 2006
Last logged in: August 03, 2011, 01:48am
Account Status: Free Account
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Profile:
I n f o

Age: TWENTY-TWO years young.
Sex: *Checks* ....... Female.
Location: Neverland.
Star Sign: Virgo.
Occupation: Fairy Godmother.
Orientation: Dirty Bisexual.
Status: Whoring Around.
C u l t s N a v i g a t i o n
Layout by Lauren
A b o u t





ATTENTION
Please don't waste your time and mine by writing me stupid,
brainless comments like "hi" or "ur fkn hawt".
You can be sure I will not respond to that.







ART is the MAGIC, freed from the LIE of being the TRUTH


INTRODUCTION





{[UPDATED: WEDNESDAY, 22/06/2011]}


B is for how beautiful I am.
I is for how intelligent I am.
T is for how touching I am.
C is for how caring I am.
H stands for how hard I'm going to hit you next time you call me a BITCH!


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ABOUT ME, MYSELF & I





Draw me a Picture, do it with a Twist.
Do it with a Razor and draw it on my Wrist.






My name is ALINA.
At the moment, I intend on living LIFE to the fullest.
Making myself HAPPY is one of my main goals.
Selfish?
Maybe.
But that's how society has shaped me.
Many people perceive me differently.
Some say: "What a CHARMING young woman you are."
Others: "Fuck off you RUDE shit."
All in all, I do not mind what you THINK of me.



I am BRIGHT at times.
And CLUELESS at others.
I am pretty much a LONER.
My PAST has caused this.
No one knows the REAL me.
And I intend to keep it this way.
CLICHE coming up?
Yes.
I would actually not be half the person I am today, without all of my FRIENDS!
Each one has made me HAPPY in some special way.
I would not replace any of you for the worlds weight in GOLD!
I LOVE you all!



Recently, people seem to be CHANGING.
Changing to be COOL or to be UNIQUE.
Stop!
Being unique isn't EVERYTHING, nor is being COOL.
I am just TRUE to myself, if I happen to fall into a category - so be it.
I believe in KARMA.
What goes around, comes around!
I am BISEXUAL.



Not a freak, a weirdo or whatever else you want to call me.
I just like BOTH sexes.
And if you have a problem with this, there is a little X in the corner of this screen calling your name.




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FACT FILE



Although I HATE vain people I am very VAIN myself.
When people first meet me they tend to think I'm a STUCK UP BITCH, but when they get to know me better they see that I'm generally a very nice person.
I get PISSED OFF very easily.
I believe in FATE. There is no such thing as coincidence! I think everything that happens to me happens for a reason.



I'm a very SUPERFICIAL person. I might say the PERSONALITY is also important but yet for me it's all about the LOOKS.
Sometimes I HURT people on purpose.
I get EMBARRASSED very easily!
I eat out of BOREDOM.
The first thing I do when I meet someone new, is look into their EYES and at their HANDS, because I only like a certain eye color and I hate scruffy-looking hands!



I'm terribly LAZY. I put everything off until the very last minute.
I'm a very CLEAN person. Everything in my room has to be NEAT and TIDY and ORGANIZED.
I love the sound it makes when I TAP my nails against glass.
I never ever TALK about what's bugging me. I just keep it all to myself until I EXPLODE.
I smoke cigarettes since I'm 12 years old - and I have absolutely no intention of QUITTING.



I have MOOD SWINGS like a pregnant woman.
People always come to me for ADVICE, because I am a great LISTENER and they can be sure that I won't breath a word to anyone else about what they told me.
First IMPRESSIONS are very important to me. If you make a bad first impression on me, don't bother talking to me again, because you never get a second chance to make a first impression.
I have various PERSONALITY DISORDERS: I have a slight Paranoid, Narcissistic, Avoidant and Dependent Personality Disorder. If you don't know what they are - LOOK THEM UP!



Even though I say otherwise, deep down I'm just a hopeless ROMANTIC.
I tend to break people's HEARTS without even noticing it.
It scares me to death to talk in PUBLIC.
When I move out and get my own apartment, I'm going to have two CATS and I'm going to name them LUNA and ARTEMIS.
I SWEAR almost all the time.



I chew on my LIPS and the insides of my CHEEKS
I am full of CONTRADICTIONS.
I'm such a GIRL sometimes.
I'm not a very SEXUAL person.
If I like a song, I put it on REPEAT and listen to it over and over and over again until I can't stand it anymore.
When the time has come, I want to have two baby girls, which I will name ELENA and ANNA, after two very special women who helped me and whom I respect.
I have no EMOTIONS, just calculated responses and poor imitations of feelings I once knew how to express.
I speak SARCASM. Fluently.



I think SEX is completely OVERRATED!
I'm OVERPUNCTUAL. If I'm meeting with someone I usually get there half an hour too early.
I like to OBSERVE people. When I sit with my friends in a coffehouse I like to watch the people walking by and make up stories about them.
I'm a GOSSIP-WHORE. I want to know everything that's going on with everybody, yet I don't reveal anything concerning myself.
I CRACK my knuckles.
I LOVE MY MOM! Yeah that's right people!



I bite the SKIN around my nails until it bleeds.
I suffer from a mild case of INSOMNIA.
I also suffer from PANIC-ATTACKS.
I love TURBULENCE on a plane!
I believe in SOULMATES. I think that there is one person out there for everybody whom we are DESTINED to meet.
Maybe BLONDES have more fun, but BRUNETTES remember it the next day!



I'm a girl with ABANDONMENT issues.
I have to look away when something EMBARRASSING happens in a movie.
No one will ever know of my PAIN ever again, because telling people what hurt you only gives them ammunition to hurt you even more.
I'm not open to CHANGE, yet I can adapt to it quickly.
I do believe in LOVE, but love doesn t believe in me.



It DOES matter to me what other people think of me even though I say it doesn't.
I'm scared that if I show my REAL me, my friends will not want to be with me anymore.
I have spent my entire life carefully building up WALLS around me.
Sometimes I just like to sit in the middle of my friends, lost in my own thoughts and listen to their VOICES, because that makes me feel like I'm not alone.



I've never been CLOSE to anybody.
I believe I'm BENEATH everybody else.
People keep telling me I need help, but I may be BEYOND help.
I believe that people come into my life for a REASON.
Sometimes I need longer than anybody else to get a JOKE.



I think FRENCH is the most sexual language.
I don't like BRIGHT lights.
I drink two litres of WATER everyday.
I have slight OCD Problems.



When it's cold and snowy outside I love HOT COCO WITH HONEY.
I talk to myself a lot and when I talk to myself I only do it in ENGLISH even though my mother tongue is GERMAN.
When I'm alone I talk back at the TV or the RADIO.
I have so many DVDs and BOOKS I could open my own VIDEO & BOOKSTORE.
People think I'm a very happy person because I smile a lot, but actually I'm just hiding my PAIN.





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MY SCARES



I'm scared of Narrowness.
I'm scared of Spiders.
I'm scared of Confined Spaces.
I'm scared of Clowns.
I'm scared of Undressing in front of Someone.
I'm scared of Speaking in Public.
I'm scared of Puppets.
I'm scared of being Buried Alive.


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THINGS I HAVE TO DO BEFORE I DIE

Have the PERFECT kiss.
Stage Dive.
Get BACKSTAGE and get off with a ROCK STAR.
Learn how to play POKER and then win BIG TIME in the CASINO.
Get up in a HOT AIR BALLOON.
Have a THREESOME.



Ride the world's BIGGEST ROLLERCOASTERS.
BUNGEE JUMP.
Make at least ONE purchase I can't AFFORD.
Join the MILE HIGH CLUB.
Stay in the BEST SUITE in a FIVE STAR Hotel.
Design my own COCKTAIL.



Visit EVERY country.
Throw a DART into a map and TRAVEL to where it lands.
DOODLE over a STAR on the WALK OF FAME.
Shout "DRINKS ARE ON ME" in a Bar.
Learn ASTRONOMY and read the NIGHT SKY.



Get Married UNUSALLY.
Say "DUUH?!" at the altar when the priest asks if I take (insert name here) to be my WIFE/HUSBAND.
Continue my GENE POOL.
Go to a STRIPCLUB.
Smash a VIP SUITE and throw out the TV from the 10TH FLOOR.





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FAQ

WOW YOU'RE SEXY! CAN I HAVE A NUDE PIC?// (SILLY LAUGH) HEY SEXY - YOU WANNA CYBER?
Fuck off you pervy piece of shit!
RATE/COMMENT ME PLEASE??!!
Desperate much? I will rate you if I think you deserve it. And I will comment you because I want to and not because you ask me to do it freak!
CAN I HAVE YOUR MSN/ICQ/WHATEVER?
Do I know you? No? Then piss off!
ARE YOUR LIPS AND TITS REAL??
As real as your ugly face!
PLEASE MAKE ME A SIGN!!
NO! I only make signs for people I like and think deserve it!!!




Extentialism is about being a SAINT without GOD; being your own HERO without all the sanction and support of RELIGION and SOCIETY.





? MY TRUE LOVES ?



I love GREECE! I love the people, the food, the ocean, the scenery.. Simply everything!
I adore Japanese, Chinese, French, Italian and Greek FOOD.
I also adore COOKING all of the above myself for my friends and family.
I love LISA CHAPPELL! She's such a great actress and singer. Her voice is so soothing. It always calms me down right away!



I enjoy just hanging out with my FRIENDS and talking about God and the World!
My PSP. I think I'm a little addicted to it.



I could not live without COFFEE & CIGARETTES.
Nor could I without MUSIC!
My BED - So wonderfully comfy!
I adore SARAH MICHELLE GELLAR. I think she's an amazing actress and very beautiful.



SUMMER - Hanging out in the Park with friends or go swimming!
Audrey Hepburn, Marilyn Monroe, James Dean, Ava Gardner - True ICONS. Back then when Movies were still good.
I'm completely dependent on my MOBILE PHONE. I can't function without it.
HÄAGEN DAZS Ice Cream - Makes it very hard for me to keep my weight.
Lipton ICE TEA!
Watching the MTV European Music Awards.
Also the Eurovision SONG CONTEST is an annual must-see.
Singing under the SHOWER.
COLLIN FARRELL - So gorgeous!



I enjoy READING a lot! Mostly classics like Charles Dickens, Emily Bronte or Oscar Wilde.
Elvis Presley - My MOM always was a big fan of him so I grew up with his music.
I love ART - Classic Art as well as Modern Art. And I love going to MUSEUMS.
I adore STARBUCKS. Actually I am really glad we don't have one here in Graz, because otherwise I would be broke every first week of each month.



I absolutely love Walt DISNEY Movies!!
Sometimes taking a long BUBBLE BATH.
I'm addicted to red NAILPOLISH.
I like going for a walk in fresh SNOW.
I think HELLO KITTY rocks!



CHRISTMAS is my favourite holiday!
I have a passion for MUSICALS & OPERAS.
When it RAINS, I like to crawl into my bed under my covers and just listen to the drip drop against my windows.


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THE MOST IMPORTANT ONES


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MY HEART


SUSI


Apparently you and me are just not meant to be together.
Still you will always hold a very special place in my heart.

I LOVE YOU





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THE BEST FRIEND





LIZ


You are my Sister at Heart!
We've been through so much together. The good, the bad, the beautiful, the ugly.
And even though you sometimes drive me completely insane, or make me want to kill you - I LOVE YOU!



Quote Liz:
If you need someone to talk to, or not to talk but just to sit silent beside you, if you need someone to brighten you up or someone to hug you, or if you need someone to refill your glass to get drunk together - I m always there for you honey.
End Quote.






The worst part of going to sleep when you're BROKEN is knowing, that when you wake up you will still be BROKEN.


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? THE THINGS I LOATHE ?



There is nothing that I hate more than UNPUNCTUALITY!!! At least fucking tell me if you're running late!!
I hate people who act all depressed and think it's extremely "IN" to cut themselves. Stop making a TREND out of a disease you emotional fuckwits!!
I hate CLOWNS! They scare the shit out of me!!!
I detest SMALL TALK! If you don't have anything intelligent to say to me don't say anything at all!



I hate the thought of being buried ALIVE!
I despise people who use the word GAY in a disrespectful way.
I hate the TRAILERS at the movie theatres.
I dislike it when men WHISTLE after me! I'm not a dog you assholes!
I am extremely scared of SPIDERS and all the other little crawling things.



I hate people who claim to be bisexual to get ATTENTION! To all you "bi" girls who say, "Yeah, I will mess around with a girl but will never date one" - That does NOT make you bi, that just makes you a WHORE, and I do not want your skanky selfs here thank you very much!
I don't like those HAUNTED HOUSE rides on fairs. I get extremely frightened.
I'm also not fond of very TINY rooms!
I hate SHALLOW people, and people who know NOTHING about the world that surrounds them!



I hate being alone in the apartment when it's night because I'm afraid of the DARK sometimes.
I loathe DISHONESTY.
I hate People who pretend being something or someone they AREN'T.
I detest FISH (especially TUNA *yuk*).
I can't stand people who think they are better than others just because they have more MONEY.
If you do DRUGS get as far away from me as you can!



I dislike (and also pity) people who don't know where their LIMITS are.
I hate HYPOCRISY.
I hate FAKE Friends.
GIRLY Girls make me want to throw up!
I hate being called HOT or SEXY. I think it's degrading. If you feel the need to call me anything call me BEAUTIFUL!



I hate people who POINT at their wrist while asking for the time. I know where my watch is sunshine, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?
I hate people who say "It's always the LAST place you look". Of course it is. Why the fuck would you keep looking after you've found what you've been looking for?
I hate people who say while watching a movie "Did you SEE that?". No you jerk, I only paid 7 to come to the cinema and stare at the fucking floor.
I hate when you are waiting for the bus and SOMEONE asks "Has the bus come?". If the bus came would I be standing here, asshole?
I hate people who constantly INTERFERE with other people's lives. Ever thought about getting one of your own you freaks?
I hate people who say "Oh you just want to HAVE your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it
I hate people who ask "Can I ASK you a question?". Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya kitten?
I hate when something is 'new and improved!'. DECIDE folks! Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it.
I hate people who say "life is SHORT". Living is the longest DAMN thing anyone ever fucking does!! What can you do that's longer?
I hate people who BOAST and BRAG over themselves! You are nothing SPECIAL after all so piss off!!
I hate people who Type Like This or LyKe ThAt.
I also hate people who can't SPELL correctly or use symbols instead of words! !f u wryte lyke th@t dnt b0therrr 2 c0nt@ct meh!





Be courteous to all, but intimate with a few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your CONFIDENCE.





EAR CANDY





1,2,3,...
30 Seconds To Mars

A
Aimee Mann
Allison Krauss
Amy Whinehouse

B
Ben Lee
Bif Naked
Bush

C
The Cardigans
Carla Bruni
Christina Aguilera
The Clash
The Cliks
Coldplay
Cole Porter
Cradle of Filth

D
Damien Rice
Dave Brubeck
David Guetta
Depeche Mode
Devics
Diplo
Dishwalla
The Ditty Boops
The Dresden Dolls
Duffy

E
The Eames Era
Eisley
Ella Fitzgerald
Elvis Presley
Emilie Autumn
Emilie Simon
Etta James
Eurythmics
Evanescence

F
Fort Minor
Franz Ferdinand
The Fray
Four Star Mary

G
Garbage
Get Set Go
Goldfrapp

H
Helena Paparizou

J
Jem
Jet
Jupiter Rising

K
Katy Perry
Kayliah
Keane
Kemistry
Kinnie Starr
Korn
K's Choice

L
Lady Gaga
Laika
Lea Castel
Lily Allen
Lisa Chappell
Liquido

M
Marcy Playground
Maroon 5
MC Solar
Melissa Etheridge
Mike Doughty
Muse

N
Nellie McKay
Nightwish
Nikka Costa
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana

O
Oasis
The Offspring
One Republic

P
Placebo
Plain White T's
The Postal Service
Psapp

R
Radiohead
Rebecca Lavelle
Red Hot Chili Peppers
R.E.M.
The Rembrandts
Rilo Kiley
Robbie Williams
Roisin Murphy

S
Sarah Brightman
Savage Garden
Sebastien B.
Seven Wiser
Snow Patrol
Sort Sol
Splendid
Subway To Sally
Sunrise Avenue

T
Tegan & Sara
Three Days Grace
Three Doors Down
Thirteen Senses
The Ting Tings
Tito & Tarantula
Twelve Stones

U
U2
Urge Overkill

V
Velvet Chain

W
The White Stripes
Within Temptation





Colour your world with your own COLORS, because to colour with the colours of your neighbour isn't CREATIVE.