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Lil_Black_Fairy

On ne voit bien qu'avec le coeur. L'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux.
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Sex: female
Age: 20
Location: Next to that blinking STAR, NEVERLAND, Austria
Orientation: Gay
Rating: 9.92
Rating points: 1320

Member since: June 20, 2006
Last logged in: July 04, 2009, 07:31am
Status: In a relationship
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Latest Journal Entry: YAY! June 15, 2009, 12:53am

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Age: TWENTY years young.
Sex: *Checks* ....... Female.
Location: Neverland.
Star Sign: Virgo.
Occupation: Fairy Godmother.
Orientation: Dirty Asexual Lesbian.
Status: Spoken For. That’s Right Bitches.

ATTENTION
Please don't waste your time and mine by writing me stupid,
brainless comments like "hi" or "ur fkn hawt".
You can be sure I will not respond to that.

ART is the MAGIC, freed from the LIE of being the TRUTH

INTRODUCTION

{[UPDATED: WEDNESDAY, 01/07/2009]}

B is for how beautiful I am.
I is for how intelligent I am.
T is for how touching I am.
C is for how caring I am.
H stands for how hard I'm going to hit you next time you call me a BITCH!

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ABOUT ME, MYSELF & I

Draw me a Picture, do it with a Twist.
Do it with a Razor and draw it on my Wrist.

My name is ALINA.
At the moment, I intend on living LIFE to the fullest.
Making myself HAPPY is one of my main goals.
Selfish?
Maybe.
But that's how society has shaped me.
Many people perceive me differently.
Some say: "What a CHARMING young woman you are."
Others: "Fuck off you RUDE shit."
All in all, I do not mind what you THINK of me.

I am BRIGHT at times.
And CLUELESS at others.
I am pretty much a LONER.
My PAST has caused this.
No one knows the REAL me.
And I intend to keep it this way.
CLICHE coming up?
Yes.
I would actually not be half the person I am today, without all of my FRIENDS!
Each one has made me HAPPY in some special way.
I would not replace any of you for the worlds weight in GOLD!
I LOVE you all!

Recently, people seem to be CHANGING.
Changing to be COOL or to be UNIQUE.
Stop!
Being unique isn't EVERYTHING, nor is being COOL.
I am just TRUE to myself, if I happen to fall into a category - so be it.
I believe in KARMA.
What goes around, comes around!
I am a LESBIAN.

And if you have a problem with this, there is a little X in the corner of this screen calling your name.

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FACT FILE

Favorite Book(s): The Bitchgoddess Notebook & Alice in Wonderland
Favorite Movie(s): Cruel Intentions, Simply Irresistible & The Return
Favorite TV-Series: McLeod's Daughters, Grey's Anatomy, Buffy, The L Word, Gilmore Girls, Friends, The Lost World, Fringe
Favorite Song(s): Virgin State Of Mind (K's Choice), Whiskey Lullaby (Brad Paisly & Allison Krauss), Out Of This World (Bush) & Midnight Bird (Lisa Chappell)
Favorite Country(ies): Greece, Italy, England, France
Favorite Alcoholic Drink(s): White Wine Spritzer
Favorite Non-Alcoholic Drink(s): Latte Macchiato & Ginger Ale
Favorite Meal: Chicken Souvlaki, Lasagne
Favorite Animal/Pet: Kitten
Favorite City(ies): London, Paris, Hamburg, Rome, Venice, Florence
Favorite Flower(s): Roses, Lilies & Orchids

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SOME MORE FACTS ABOUT ME

Although I HATE vain people I am very VAIN myself.
When people first meet me they tend to think I'm a STUCK UP BITCH, but when they get to know me better they see that I'm generally a very nice person.
I get PISSED OFF very easily.
I believe in FATE. There is no such thing as a coincidence! I think everything that happens to me happens for a reason.

I'm a very SUPERFICIAL person. I might say the PERSONALITY is also important but yet for me it's all about the LOOKS.
Sometimes I HURT people on purpose.
I get EMBARRASSED very easily!
I eat out of BOREDOM.
I don't like SEX. It scares me.
The first thing I do when I meet someone new, is look into their EYES and at their HANDS.

I'm terribly LAZY. I put everything off until the very last minute.
I'm a very CLEAN person. Everything in my room has to be NEAT and TIDY.
I love the sound it makes when I TAP my nails against glass.
I never ever TALK about what's bugging me. I just keep it all to myself until I EXPLODE.
I smoke since I'm 12 years old - and I have absolutely no intention of QUITTING.

I have MOOD SWINGS like a pregnant woman.
Although my LOVE LIFE is completely shitty people always come to me for ADVICE.
First IMPRESSIONS are very important to me. If you make a bad first impression on me, don't bother talking to me again, because you never get a second chance to make a first impression.
I have various PERSONALITY DISORDERS: I have a slight Paranoid, Borderline, Narcissistic, Avoidant, Antisocial and Dependent Personality Disorder. If you don't know what they are - LOOK THEM UP!

Even though I say otherwise, deep down I'm just a hopeless ROMANTIC.
I tend to break people's HEARTS without even noticing it.
It scares me to death to talk in PUBLIC.
When I move out and get my own apartment, I'm going to have two CATS and I'm going to name them LUNA and ARTEMIS.
I SWEAR almost all the time.

I chew on my LIPS and the insides of my CHEEKS
I am full of CONTRADICTIONS.
I'm such a GIRL sometimes.
I'm not a very SEXUAL person.
If I like a song, I put it on REPEAT and listen to it over and over and over again until I can't stand it anymore.
When the time has come, I want to have two baby girls, which I will name ELENA and ANNA, after two very special women who helped me and whom I respect.
I have no EMOTIONS, just calculated responses and poor imitations of feelings I once knew how to express.
I speak SARCASM. Fluently.

I think SEX is completely OVERRATED!
I'm OVERPUNCTUAL. If I'm meeting with someone I usually get there half an hour too early.
I like to OBSERVE people. When I sit with my friends in a Café I like to watch the people outside and make up stories about them.
I'm a GOSSIP-WHORE. I want to know everything that's going on with everybody, yet I don't reveal anything concerning myself.
I CRACK my knuckles.
I LOVE MY MOM! Yeah that's right people!

I bite the SKIN around my nails until it bleeds.
I suffer from a mild case of INSOMNIA.
I also suffer from PANIC-ATTACKS.
I love TURBULENCE on a plane!
I believe in SOULMATES. I think that there is one person out there for everybody whom we are DESTINED to meet.
Maybe BLONDES have more fun, but BRUNETTES remember it the next day!

I'm a girl with ABANDONMENT issues.
I'm jealous of my best friend even thought people are always telling me I‘m a BETTER person than she is.
I have to look away when something EMBARRASSING happens in a movie.
No one will ever know of my PAIN ever again, because telling people what hurt you only gives them ammunition to hurt you even more.
I'm not open to CHANGE, yet I can adapt to it quickly.
I feel like my friends have no RESPECT for me at all.
I do believe in LOVE, but love doesn‘t believe in me.

It DOES matter to me what other people think of me even though I say it doesn't.
I'm scared that if I show my REAL me, my friends will not want to be with me anymore.
I have spent my entire life carefully building up WALLS around me.
Sometimes I just like to sit in the middle of my friends, lost in my own thoughts and listen to their VOICES, because that makes me feel like I'm not alone.

I've never been CLOSE to anybody.
I believe I'm BENEATH everybody else.
I'm afraid, that if I fall in love with someone I'm going to lose all my CONTROL.
People keep telling me I need help, but I may be BEYOND help.
I believe that people come into our lifes for a REASON.
Sometimes I need longer than anybody else to get a JOKE.

I should actually have been born in the 18th CENTURY in London or Paris.
I think FRENCH is the most sexual language.
I don't like BRIGHT lights.
I'm BIPOLAR.
I drink two litres of WATER everyday.
I have slight OCD Problems.

When it's cold and snowy outside I love HOT COCO WITH HONEY.
I talk to myself a lot and when I talk to myself I only do it in ENGLISH even though my mother tongue is GERMAN.
When I'm alone I talk back at the TV or the RADIO.
I once bought a pack of SLEEPING PILLS. They are like my SECURITY BLANKET.
I have so many DVDs & BOOKS I could open my own VIDEO-/BOOKSTORE.
When I'm older I want to move to AUSTRALIA and have my own FARM.
People think I'm a very happy person because I smile a lot, but actually I'm just hiding my PAIN.

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MY SCARES

I'm scared of Open High Places.
I'm scared of being in Crowded Places.
I'm scared of Narrowness.
I'm scared of Spiders.
I'm scared of Confined Spaces.
I'm scared of being Locked in an Enclosed Place.
I'm scared of Clowns.
I'm scared of Undressing in front of Someone.
I'm scared of Sex.
I'm scared of Speaking in Public.
I'm scared of Nudity.
I'm scared of Darkness.
I'm scared of Dark Wooded Areas and of Forests at Night.
I'm scared of Falling in Love and Being in Love.
I'm scared of Puppets.
I'm scared of being Buried Alive.

I should be locked up in some mental institution!

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THINGS I HAVE TO DO BEFORE I DIE

Have the PERFECT kiss.
Stage Dive.
Study the KARMA SUTRA & put THEORY into PRACTICE.
Get BACKSTAGE & get off with a ROCK STAR.
Learn how to play POKER & then win BIG TIME in the CASINO.
Get up in a HOT AIR BALLOON.
Have a THREESOME.

Ride the world's BIGGEST ROLLERCOASTERS.
BUNGEE JUMP.
Make at least ONE purchase I can't AFFORD.
Join the MILE HIGH CLUB.
Stay in the BEST SUITE in a FIVE STAR Hotel.
Design my own COCKTAIL.

Visit EVERY country.
Throw a DART into a map & TRAVEL to where it lands.
DOODLE over a STAR on the WALK OF FAME.
Shout "DRINKS ARE ON ME" in a Bar/Pub/Whatever.
Learn ASTRONOMY & read the NIGHT SKY.

Get Married UNUSALLY.
Say "DUUH?!" at the altar when the priest asks if I take (insert name here) to my WIFE.
Continue my GENE POOL.
Go to a STRIPCLUB.
Smash a VIP SUITE & throw out the TV from the 10TH FLOOR.

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FAQ

WOW YOU'RE SEXY! CAN I HAVE A NUDE PIC?// (SILLY LAUGH) HEY SEXY - YOU WANNA CYBER?
Fuck off you pervy piece of shit!
RATE/COMMENT ME PLEASE??!!
Desperate much? I will rate you if I think you deserve it. And I will comment you because I want to and not because you ask me to do it freak!
CAN I HAVE YOUR MSN/ICQ/WHATEVER?
Do I know you? No? Then piss off!
ARE YOUR LIPS AND TITS REAL??
As real as your ugly face!
PLEASE MAKE ME A SIGN!!
NO! I only make signs for people I like and think deserve it!!!

Extentialism is about being a SAINT without GOD; being your own HERO without all the sanction and support of RELIGION and SOCIETY.

♥ MY TRUE LOVES ♥

I love GREECE! I love the people, the food, the ocean, the scenery.. Simply everything!
I adore Japanese, Chinese, French, Italian and Greek FOOD.
I also adore COOKING all of the above myself for my friends and family.
I love LISA CHAPPELL! She's such a great actress and singer. Her voice is so soothing. It always calms me down right away!

I like the colours BLACK & HOT PINK.
I enjoy just hanging out with my FRIENDS and talking about God and the World!
My PSP. I think I'm a little addicted to it.

I could not live without COFFEE & CIGARETTES.
Nor could I without MUSIC!
My BED - So wonderfully comfy!
Watching MOVIES/DVD's before I go to bed.
I adore SARAH MICHELLE GELLAR. I think she's an amazing actress and very beautiful.

SUMMER - Hanging out in the Park with friends or go swimming!
Audrey Hepburn, Marilyn Monroe, James Dean, Ava Gardner - True ICONS. Back then when Movies were still good.
I'm completely dependent on my MOBILE PHONE. I can't function without it.
HÄAGEN DAZS Ice Cream - Makes it very hard for me to try and regain my bikini figure!
Lipton ICE TEA! Especially Mango.
Watching the MTV European Music Awards.
Also the Eurovision SONG CONTEST is an annual event for me.
Singing under the SHOWER.
COLLIN FARRELL - So gorgeous!

I enjoy READING a lot! Mostly classics like Charles Dickens, Emily Bronte or Oscar Wilde.
Elvis Presley - My MOM always was a big fan of him so I grew up with his music.
I love ART - Classic Art as well as Modern Art. And I love going to MUSEUMS.
I adore STARBUCKS. Actually I am really glad we don't have one here in Graz, because otherwise I would be broke every first week of each month.

I absolutely love Walt DISNEY Movies!!
Sometimes taking a long BUBBLE BATH.
I'm addicted to red NAILPOLISH.
I like going for a walk in fresh SNOW.
I think HELLO KITTY rocks!

CHRISTMAS is my favourite holiday!
I have a passion for MUSICALS & OPERAS.
When it RAINS, I like to crawl into my bed under my covers and just listen to the drip drop against my windows.

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MY FRIENDS

These people are very SPECIAL to me!
Each one of them has made me HAPPY in their own way.
When I'm down they PICK ME UP again.
They have always TIME for me.
They are here for me when I NEED them most.
They listen to what I have to SAY.

THANK YOU for always being there for me!
I value your LIFES and HAPPINESS more than I do my own.
I trust you with my HEART and SOUL.
Even though I never show my feelings to you, I would do ANYTHING for you!
You mean the WORLD to me!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

My Everything LIZ

You are my Sister at Heart!
We've been through so much together. The good, the bad, the beautiful, the ugly.
And even though you sometimes drive me completely insane, or make me want to kill you, or make me feel miserable - I LOVE YOU!

My best Friend NICOLAS

My Opera Star.
Always in love with some cute Ballerina or Singer.
You're amazing!!
And you're going to be a wonderful opera director someday!
I Love You!

My Crazy Stud NICO

You‘re completely bonkers!
And fucking awesome.
I Love You!

My Cutie JASI

The smart Chick.
You're going to take over the World someday!
I Love You!

My Sweetie MARI

We know each other since almost 13 years now.
You are such a sweet girl!
I'm so happy to be able to call you my friend!
I Love You!

My Bitch JULIA

We’ve not known each other for that long yet, but I already think of you as very close friend.
I love spending time with you.
You always make me laugh and I thank you for that!
I Love You

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MY HEART

SUSI

14/06/2009
Why take the smooth course when the rocky path is so much more exciting.
We had a rather - let‘s say - interesting start.
But I‘m glad we FINALLY made it.
You make me so happy!

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WONDERFUL PEOPLE HERE ON VF

The beautiful CARI
-PikaPrincess-

The lovely CHRIS
Chris_Cullen

The smexy INGA
ingajd

The cute JENN
Night_Terrors

The gorgeous MELISSA
ToxicCoatedRainbows

The marvellous MIKA
MikaKai__x

The sweet MOE
BleedingLick

The dorky NIKKI
dorkysmurf

The amazing NIKKI
graveyard_dreamer

The caring NIKKI
walk_the____x

The fabulous SABY
69EyesHimEvanescence

The worst part of going to sleep when you're BROKEN is knowing, that when you wake up you will still be BROKEN.

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♣ THE THINGS I LOATHE ♣

There is nothing that I hate more than UNPUNCTUALITY!!! At least fucking tell me if you're running late!!
I hate people who act all depressed and think it's extremely "IN" to cut themselves. Stop making a TREND out of a disease you emotional fuckwits!!
I hate CLOWNS! They scare the shit out of me!!!
I detest SMALL TALK! If you don't have anything intelligent to say to me don't say anything at all!

I hate the thought of being buried ALIVE!
I despise people who use the word GAY in a disrespectful way.
I hate the TRAILERS at the movie theatres.
I dislike it when men WHISTLE after me! I'm not a dog you assholes!
I am extremely scared of SPIDERS and all the other little crawling things.

I hate people who claim to be bisexual to get ATTENTION! To all you "bi" girls who say, "Yeah, I will totally mess around with a girl but will never date one." - That does NOT make you bi, it makes you a WHORE, and I do not want your skanky self’s here thank you very much!
I don't like those HAUNTED HOUSE rides on fairs. I get extremely frightened.
I'm also not fond of very TINY rooms!
I hate SHALLOW people, and people who know NOTHING about the world that surrounds them!

I hate being alone in the apartment when it's night because I'm afraid of the DARK.
I loathe DISHONESTY.
I hate People who pretend being something or someone they AREN'T.
I detest FISH (especially TUNA *yuk*).
I can't stand people who think they are better than others just because they have more MONEY.
If you do DRUGS get as far away from me as you can!

I dislike (and also pity) people who don't know where their LIMITS are.
I hate HYPOCRISY.
I hate FAKE Friends.
GIRLY Girls make me want to throw up!
I hate being called HOT or SEXY. I think it's degrading. If you feel the need to call me anything call me BEAUTIFUL!

I hate people who POINT at their wrist while asking for the time. I know where my watch is sunshine, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?
I hate people who say "It's always the LAST place you look". Of course it is. Why the fuck would you keep looking after you've found what you've been looking for?
I hate people who say while watching a movie "Did you SEE that?". No you jerk, I only paid 7€ to come to the cinema and stare at the fucking floor.
I hate when you are waiting for the bus and SOMEONE asks "Has the bus come?". If the bus came would I be standing here, asshole?
I hate people who constantly INTERFERE with other people's lives. Ever thought about getting one of your own you freaks?
I hate people who say "Oh you just want to HAVE your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it
I hate people who ask "Can I ASK you a question?". Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya kitten?
I hate when something is 'new and improved!'. DECIDE folks! Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it.
I hate people who say "life is SHORT". Living is the longest DAMN thing anyone ever fucking does!! What can you do that's longer?
I hate people who BOAST and BRAG over themselves! You are nothing SPECIAL after all so piss off!!
I hate people who Type Like This or LyKe ThAt.
I also hate people who can't SPELL correctly or use symbols instead of words! !f u wryte lyke th@t dnt b0therrr 2 c0nt@ct meh!

Be courteous to all, but intimate with a few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your CONFIDENCE.

EAR CANDY

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30 Seconds To Mars

A
Aimee Mann
Allison Krauss
Amy Whinehouse

B
Ben Lee
Bif Naked
Bush

C
The Cardigans
Carla Bruni
Christina Aguilera
The Clash
The Cliks
Coldplay
Cole Porter
Cradle of Filth

D
Damien Rice
Dave Brubeck
David Guetta
Depeche Mode
Devics
Diplo
Dishwalla
The Ditty Boops
The Dresden Dolls
Duffy

E
The Eames Era
Eisley
Ella Fitzgerald
Elvis Presley
Emilie Autumn
Etta James
Eurythmics
Evanescence

F
Fort Minor
Franz Ferdinand
The Fray
Four Star Mary

G
Garbage
Get Set Go
Goldfrapp

H
Helena Paparizou

J
Jem
Jet
Jupiter Rising

K
Katy Perry
Kayliah
Keane
Kemistry
Kinnie Starr
Korn
K's Choice

L
Lady Gaga
Laika
Lea Castel
Lisa Chappell
Liquido

M
Marcy Playground
Maroon 5
MC Solar
Mike Doughty
Muse

N
Nellie McKay
Nightwish
Nikka Costa
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana

O
Oasis
The Offspring
One Republic

P
Placebo
Plain White T's
The Postal Service
Psapp

R
Radiohead
Rebecca Lavelle
Red Hot Chili Peppers
R.E.M.
The Rembrandts
Rilo Kiley
Robbie Williams

S
Sarah Brightman
Savage Garden
Seven Wiser
Snow Patrol
Sort Sol
Splendid
Subway To Sally
Sunrise Avenue

T
Tegan & Sara
Three Days Grace
Three Doors Down
Thirteen Senses
The Ting Tings
Tito & Tarantula
Twelve Stones

U
U2
Urge Overkill

V
Velvet Chain

W
The White Stripes
Within Temptation

Colour your world with your own COLORS, because to colour with the colours of your neighbour isn't CREATIVE.

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