PROFILE Lefthand (male): free enneagram test 5 THE INVESTIGATOR Enneagram Type Five The Intense, Cerebral Type: Perceptive, Innovative, Secretive, and Isolated Basic Fear: Being useless, helpless, or incapable Basic Desire: To be capable and competent Enneagram Five with a Four-Wing: "The Iconoclast" Enneagram Five with a Six-Wing: "The Problem Solver" Healthy Levels Level 1(At Their Best): Become visionaries, broadly comprehending the world while penetrating it profoundly. Open-minded, take things in whole, in their true context. Make pioneering discoveries and find entirely new ways of doing and perceiving things. Level 2: Observe everything with extraordinary perceptiveness and insight. Most mentally alert, curious, searching intelligence: nothing escapes their notice. Foresight and prediction. Able to concentrate: become engrossed in what has caught their attention. Level 3: Attain skillful mastery of whatever interests them. Excited by knowledge: often become expert in some field. Innovative and inventive, producing extremely valuable, original works. Highly independent, idiosyncratic, and whimsical. Average Levels Level 4: Begin conceptualizing and fine-tuning everything before acting—working things out in their minds: model building, preparing, practicing, and gathering more resources. Studious, acquiring technique. Become specialized, and often "intellectual," often challenging accepted ways of doing things. Level 5: Increasingly detached as they become involved with complicated ideas or imaginary worlds. Become preoccupied with their visions and interpretations rather than reality. Are fascinated by off-beat, esoteric subjects, even those involving dark and disturbing elements. Detached from the practical world, a "disembodied mind," although high-strung and intense. Level 6: Begin to take an antagonistic stance toward anything which would interfere with their inner world and personal vision. Become provocative and abrasive, with intentionally extreme and radical views. Cynical and argumentative. Unhealthy Levels Level 7: Become reclusive and isolated from reality, eccentric and nihilistic. Highly unstable and fearful of aggressions: they reject and repulse others and all social attachments. Level 8: Get obsessed yet frightened by their threatening ideas, becoming horrified, delirious, and prey to gross distortions and phobias. Level 9: Seeking oblivion, they may commit suicide or have a psychotic break with reality. Deranged, explosively self-destructive, with schizophrenic overtones. Generally corresponds to the Schizoid Avoidant and Schizotypal personality disorders. Key Motivations: Want to possess knowledge, to understand the environment, to have everything figured out as a way of defending the self from threats from the environment. Examples: Albert Einstein, Stephen Hawking, Bill Gates, Georgia O'Keefe, Stanley Kubrick, John Lennon, Lily Tomlin, Gary Larson, Laurie Anderson, Merce Cunningham, Meredith Monk, James Joyce, Björk, Susan Sontag, Emily Dickenson, Agatha Christie, Ursula K. LeGuin, Jane Goodall, Glenn Gould, John Cage, Bobby Fischer, Tim Burton, David Lynch, Stephen King, Clive Barker, Trent Reznor, Friedrich Nietzsche, Vincent Van Gogh, Kurt Cobain, Jodie Foster, and "Fox Mulder" (X Files). I am from the uneducated heartland of the USA among the good Christian folk that show their love with hate. However the bigotry has inspired great music that has come out of the Mid-West. I would like to talk about many thought provoking topics with people on this site. I am also wanting to form a band that is a synthesis of Black Metal/Industrial and other dark genres. So if anyone is residing close and interested contact me. I will explain my religion some considering people are confused about it. Due to my open mind to many religions, etc. My religion is a synthesis, yet circular. I am Transcendent Left Hand Path, Odian, Asa-Tru and influenced by the Fourth Way system. The T.L.H.P. is the path of non-universal union. Unlike the right hand path of devotion that teaches annihilation of the self in order to be absorbed into some so called higher power. Whether that submitted to be: nature, will of god, universe or Tao. Unlikewise, the T.L.H.P. recognizes humans as seperate from the so called higher power by the gift of the Prince of Darkness Promethean fire / conciousness. As a result the Black Magician embraces this gift and takes responsibilty for oneself, soul, evolution of conciousness, etc. T.L.H.P. is a path of liberation rather than devotion. It is centered around the potential, soul and essence development rather than believing there is something outside higher for guidance. The B.M. realizes divinity lies within. The Odian emulates the High Nordic God Odin. Odin sacrificed himself to himself upon the Yggdrasil with his own blade gar, an Odian seeks union with him/herself as Odin did. Rather than worshipping Odin as the Odinist this is obviously LHP centered around the potential, soul and essence. Asa-Tru means loyalty to the AEsir Elder Nordic Gods. It is based upon the Nine Noble Virtues and Six Fold Goal which true men and women live by. It is a religion of action and about the way you live as well as honor the gods, but in the way you live. Asa-Tru Troth celberates the Eight Great Blessing of the Book of Troth as well a others festivites. It is the true religion on all Germanic/Nordic folk. The Fourth Way System teaches humans are mechanical and can do nothing. However through self work this mechanical life can be escaped and one can come to a true, real concious willful existence. It is what Christ truly taught going against mechanicality. A ressurection while still alive form death. True Esoteric Christianity is T.L.H.P. considering Christ went against mechanistic nature!

LIKES VERY FEW PEOPLE The Nine Doors of Midgard Program: a graded curriculum of rune work,occultism, Transcendent Left Hand Path, Gurdjieff, Fourth Way System, Asatru/Odian system of the runes, unorthodox Egyptology, music, study and research into corporate zionist conspiracy, playing guitar, drums, keyboard, Martial Arts/Hakutsuru Kai, philosophy, psychology, I like psychology that has to do with tapping into the human potential and the evolution of consciousness, non conventional archaeology, Knights Templar any kind of secret history. Getting together and playing instruments. People with a strong will too live. People with a will to seek the truth. Books/Authors/Subjects: The Act of Will by Roberto Assagioli as well as his Psychosyhtesis. Personality Types using the Enneagram for self discovery. Edred Thorsson a.k.a. Stephen Edred Flowers writings regarding Northern Tradition and LHP. Peter Ouspensky The Fourth Way, The Psychology of Man's Possible Evolution, Friedrich Nietszche, Timothy Leary, Aliester Crowley, Flow; Optimal Psychology, Nicholas De Vere The Dragon Legacy history of an ancient bloodline, Concentration, Runic Yoga, Runic Divination, Theosophy, Thelema, John Anthony West The Serpent in the Sky: high wisdom of ancient Egypt, Zechariah Sitchin The Twelth Planet, etc. Robert Morningsky, Der Fraternitas Saturni, Stealing the Fire from Heaven by Stephen Mace.

DISLIKES TEXT HERE MOST OF HUMANITY One sided monetheists, Christians, I don't have a problem with Jesus really, just Christians. I don't like Muslims they are racists that want to get rid of white people that make great Norwegian black metal music. Moreover they rape Norwegian and Swedish women and get away with it saying: "They wore skimpy clothes". Well our women are a little more comfortable about not getting raped, so they don't feel the need to wear towels on their faces! the Quran says to kill the Pagans wherever they are found also they must be heavily taxed. Well the basis of the Muslim religion as well as all monotheism is imperialism and the destruction other cultures! I don't like Catholics much either they murdered many of the great Pictish/Scottish peoples, etc. Also the Catholics conspired to kill The Merovingian King Dagobert, so they could set up a false monarchy. Dagobert was not a traitior like the later Merovingian King Clovis that married a Catholic and started killing thge other Gremanic tribes off like the Goths and Burgundians. Last but not least I don't like the materialistic, ZioNatzi, corporate, criminal, tyrant, Jews too name a few: George Bush, Bill/Hillary Clinton, Cheney and most of the American administration and AIPAC they instigate genocide and consider the rest of humanity animals. I understand they created 911 to manipulate Americans into dominating the world for these same bussines madmen. I don't like narrow minded people that label me a Nazi just because I am not afraid to question the hypocrisy of the ZioNatzis/Israel. People that are not open to new ideas and debate, people that judge based upon pistis/physical rather than the way someone lives and approach life. Slave spirited people that just accept the way things are. People in the cycle of work TV, bars and church until they dye. People that use their positions of power and authority in society to exclude and persecute the truly unique individuals that could really make a difference in the world. I don't like people that don't have good reasons for disliking others. I don't like bands that are all portraying themselves as pissed off or fed up with things, yet they cannot really explain it, or have a sense of meaning behind their music and do nothing too change things. I really don't like how the bussines warrrior class runs the Western world. If bussines people run the world they will detroy the enivorment and even the constitution to make a profit, or keep themselves in power. I think the world leaders should be more Tyr like and willing to put their hand into Fenris's mouth for the whole of society if needed. Furthermore the leaders should be like the Sumerian kings not determined by how much wealth and conquest acquired, but by justice brought too the land. The leaders today are hyprocrites! They are obviously the arms of society trying to be the head. The middle of the triangle has by force become the top.

MUSIC Industrial, Black Metal, Viking Metal, Experimental Noise, Thrash Metal/Grindcore, Dark Classical, Immortal Technique, Esham, Some Rap, acid rap, trip hop, neo folk. A few bands include Das Ich, Dimmu Borgir, Disiplin, Satyricon, Asmodeus X, Hanzyl Und Gretyl, Wumpscut, Leather Strip, Dawn of Azazel, Melek Tha, Lolly Pop Lustkill, Skinny Puppy, Ministry, The Electric Hellfire Club, My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult, Wolfen Society, Acheron, The Grey Wolves, RX a.k.a Ritalin, Behemoth, Blood Axis, Fire & Ice, Earthfolk, Verdandi,Bathory, Amon Amarth, The Grey Wolves, Cruxshadows, Bile, Bathory, Danes Law, Marilyn Manson, NIN, Entrhoned, King Diamond/Mercyful Fate, OhGr, Doubting Thomas, Tapeworm, A Perfect Circle, Portishead, Suicide Commando, Razed In Black, Pigface, Nail Bomb, Esham, Bedlam, The Machines of Loving Grace, Radio Wherewolf, Typhon Vortex, Therion, Agathodaimon, Nox Invictus, G.G. Allin, Charles Manson, Dark Funeral, Old Man's Child, Demonoid, Borknagar, Behemoth, Vast, Society 1, Thanatos Eternal, Danzig, Rammstein, Slayer, The Uknown Hinson, Old School Metallica, A Perfect Murder, The Last Step Down, Godflesh, Emperor, Samael, Stonesour, Slipknot, Velvet Acid Christ, Graveland, Wotan, Tool, Nine Inch Nails, Arrogant Worms, Hypocrisy, Mudvayne, Dark Tranquility, Limbonic Art, Morbid Angel, Godhead, Kovenant, Korn, Rage Against the Machine, Psychic TV, Psychonaut 75, Mindless Self Indulgence, Type O Negative, Burzum, Sleep Now Yes, Acid Bath, Marilyn Manson, Demonoid, Old Man's Child, Odhinn,1349, Enslaved, Eye of Odin, Sleipner, Odroerir, Tragic Black, MC Devvo, Eluveitie, Nattefrost, Sig:Ar:Tyr, Gorgoroth, Nachtfalke, Korpiklaani, CeVin Key, Pucsifer.