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Status: Things gets better or worst dont know what I have to pick
Sex: male Age: 20 Location: In the south end of Montreal,
Quebec, Canada
Member since: November 16, 2009 Account: Free Account Orientation: Bi-curious Status: Single and looking Occupation: Working for a college basketball team
My name is Mathieu (or for the english version Mathew) I live in the typical town of Saint-Bruno, somehow in southern Montreal. But it can be the most lamest place ever. I know its not my way to say it but lets just say that it can a lonely place for me somehow I'm born with AS. If we have to talk about sins, my greatest is Envy. And thats why I can treat people like shit because of it. But dont worry, the only people i can treat like shit are the young people that are more successful in life and in the media, the ones that are bullying me about what I hate, and the ones that fake to be my friend even it mean trying to be nice, and the only real excuse here is that were rememberance, whithout including at least hang out during some moments, and the ones who don't understand my meanings, when some episodes occure, wich it can be my bad, even though I know it can't really be it. I go to Cegep Champlain in Saint-Lambert (its what in general we call it College) Even if i'm in another world and I distanced myself from my friend in the past, I can realise it was a big mistake. But my friends of the moment, I spend my last years of high school are the ones I always wish to see again and again, cuz for the moment in cegep, friends are not yet the moment, as it can be doubtful. My past use to play a great part in me. But since my parents seperated, it somehow turned shitty. Even if means not doing lots of stuff together and that the only visitors who used to come over are only step family people and friends from my brother and sisters (or last but not least my brothers girlfriend) who can make the cup in fill totally. Yeah I can get used to it, because I have achieve some moments with my friends. And of course they are nothing wrong to it, but traumatise can be near me when I think of the remorse I suffer from lonliness, and im obsessed in progressing the moments. And that can include how the family can be acting today (what they're doing these days, what music their listening to and what they're watching on TV). Yeah Im the eldest of four children: a brother and two sisters. I use to make mistake, that are mostly based on prejudices and misunderstanding Im single and it irritates me. Even if i have lots of choice of certain girls, there is one I think of mostly and I think it slipped past me having her in my friends, when we somehow lost contact. And I think that never finding her is what caused the shit, since two years, after my parents seperation. Im in one sense a gothic. But mostly in the music. But the music Im into is the style where the sound can be cool for a not typical night, an adventure, or again when you have a feeling you heard it in video games. And its where it can have a special beat (even if i can be rude about, its not the emo, today teen pop and rap that im talking about).
Likes
Video Games, Bike, Swimming, Books, great girls (2 years to 4 years younger is way pass better but if not, I hope to live with it, if this is a good choice), money, skipping lame family situations when I have the needs, my Ipod, History and Computer class, doing family ONLY stuff together (with the exception of my mom who split up with my dad, or so long so forth (but if she joins us, it's way pass better)), some kind of ultimate event (ex: i'm in the library and all of the sudden, it's some kind of final destination event that happens, well it's suppose to not be good but it's somehow better than nothing), cloudy days after a day or a night of thundershower (means that it's gonna look good later), christmas, religion, music projects, autumn season, 80s and 90s stuff, normal clothes, my grand-parents (seem to have their psychological genes), when the icon ''NEW'' appears in the VF list choice (sorry if i'm not clear but you probably know), chatting on VF, seeing a bad student get tell off by a prep, having short hair, animals,
Dislikes
Someone who is mean, liar, betrayer, or snobbish, hip-hop music, youngsters who succeed in things they shouldn't, when the person to who I sent an e-mail or a phone message doesn't call back (i think she is not interested in responding me back and doesnt make me know), when I fail to have a job, substitute teachers, when there is change I don't agree with, 2000 modernity, people who forget their manners, when the internet doesn't work, rainstorm, school bus, girls who exagerate in a relationship, halloween (disguise, trick-or treat, party...No way, even if I have a girlfriend, she has to understand that these thing dont plug, or else to bad for her), being late for classe, when me and my brother and sisters dont talk when in the same place, lonliness, being the eldest, being single (that word makes me want to :puke), cool fashion, cartoons (getting to old for lots of them), when my favorite band doesn't play in Montreal, ignorance, physical puberty, making hard choices, modern parents, when some VF friends accepts to add me in there friend list but they dont talk to me when I try (purpose or busy?), game shows and Reality TV shows (they are exagerated and totally boring), when my Ipod is freezing, absurdity (ex: I dont know what to say at some friends I have when they come over...godamn if only i can have this advantage), noise that is louder than the maximum volume of my Ipod, when people call me a baby (they are fucking wrong cuz im not really acting like one), when we force me to be positive in situations I know i'll freak out at any moment, Disney subjects (don't know if nuissance and mostly envy is gonna reach me by the guts),
Favorite Music
Alice In Chains, Ariel, Tristania, Lostprophets, Linkin Park, The Subways, Nirvana, The Cranberries, Placebo, Howling Bells, Lacuna Coil, Evanescence, The Raveonettes, Simple Plan, U2, Dishwalla, Muse, Vertical Horizon, Interpol, Faunts, Rise Against, The Kooks, Nightwish, Epica, Mortal Love, No Doubt, Aiden, Within Temptation, The Cult, Flyleaf, After Forever, Silversun Pickups, 12 Stones, Theatre Of Tragedy,
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