Latest Journal Entry:No Friends June 27, 2012, 06:18am
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Quiet. Shy. Moody. Mysterious. Elitist [according to some]. Weird. I come off as a snob sometimes because of those traits. Whether it's on purpose or not, it's just how it is. Hopeless romantic. Intelligent. Stubborn. Selfish. I have a tendency to shut people out; I have my reasons for that. I also seem to have trouble expressing my emotions to people. When you meet me, expect to see nothing. They say the window to our soul is our eyes; most of the time you will not be able to read me through mine. I have been working through all that in the past year. I do not mean to sound pretentious, but if you take the time to get to know me, then perhaps I will slowly let you in. Only then will you be able to see who I am. I will let you know though, once that happens, I am pretty easy to get along with and very few things will offend me.
I cherish the few friends I have and I can be one of the best friends you will ever have. Loyal. When I love, I love deeply and with all my heart and soul. I defend my family and friends with all that I can; that's just how I've always been.
I say what is on my mind and I stand up for myself, even if it means being shunned by people. With that said, I'm not one of those "I'll kick your ass", "I don't give a shit what people think of me" or, "I do what I want" type of people. As long as I still have respect for myself at the end of the day, I know I have acted accordingly.
Most of the time, I prefer to be alone and be left alone. No one will ever truly know me completely; some say they are waiting to meet another side of me that they know is there. I do act differently with certain people; I won't go Jekyll and Hyde on you, because I only have one personality, but depending on who you are, you will see different traits of it.
In the end though, do we really ever know one another?
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