First and foremost, Yes I know my profile is very long, but if you actually want to get to know me even a fraction of what I am, then you will take the time to read it. If not, please move on.
I am pro-troop and anti-war of every kind. There has been too much senseless killing. Why can't people just talk about their problems instead of always resorting to violence?!
I was reborn to the mortal realm on the night of August 10th 1991. Under the sign and protection of the Leo. However, to those who know the real me, they address me as Lady Fulgora. I am both a Sanguinary and a psychic vampire. Sanguinary vampires are those who gain energy from the life energy that is found in blood. Most of us will struggle with our cravings and ignore them for fear of misunderstanding. Because of the single-mindedness of today�s society we do not go around attacking people for our cravings. Unlike most Sanguinary vampires, when I do not get the energy I require to survive throughout the said resource of bloods life energy I take it by means of psychic abilities. Psychic or Psi vampires are people who have the ability to drain away energy in all of its forms. To do so enhances their mental and physical energies as normal feeding would to Sanguine Vampires. A Psi-Vampire may or may not be psychic in the normal sense, but this use of the terminology means; the psychic ability to drain another of energy or life forces. It also means such an individual can drain thoughts, emotions, life force, mental and physical strengths. Psi vampires are usually more sensitive to most situations because of their extra energy intake. Meaning when we are around a large group of people, they have an over abundance of energies coming at them in all different ways. What sets me apart from the rest of the Psi vampires is that I feed from other essences of the world aside from humans. For example, when I do not have a human to feed from, I would take it from Gaia, or Earths Spirit. Earth herself is an bountiful source for life energies. Both Psi and Sang part of me feeds in different ways. I, however, never take more then what I actually need to survive.
For the last several years I have done magic and energy workings. Because of that I have successfully done so in protecting myself from others who would wish to harm me. I do not consider myself to be a white or black sorceress. For magic is nor white, black, or gray. The only real determinant of results in magic is the intentions of the caster. If the caster means to help anyone, then the working is loosely defined as white magic. If the caster intends to harm anyone, then the working is loosely defined as black magic. However, in between these two extremes lies the largest and most commonly seen form of magic. This is the magic that comes about when the caster intends to help one person at the expense or harm of another. Such workings are called gray magic. These designations are all loose representations of magical workings because sometimes bad results come from good intentions. I am very strong when it comes to what I will not do. These are such things as casting curses or hexes. If you come to me with requests about magical workings I will not do it. Not only does it go against the Rule of Three, but it will not work for you. For spells, curses and hexes they have to be done by the intender of the spell, hex or curse. Before you ask, no I will not teach you how to perform the spells, hexes or curses.
The last guy to call me normal I bitched slapped him and said "How is that for normal?"
"Normal" what is "normal" but a way you act? A way society wants you to be? A conformist? To blend into exactly the way society says you should be? I am not "normal". For there is no such thing as normal. If you try to act "normal" then you will only make yourself go insane. For what is "insanity" but a way you truly are to yourself. For if you perceive yourself as "insane" are you then in fact "normal" in your own minds eye? "Normal" is only a cycle on a dish washer or washing machine. There is no such thing a "normal" person. For what is "insanity" to some people is but simply "normal" for yourself. Likewise, what is "normal" for some is "insanity" for others. So let's look at the Psychiatric Hospitals and wards, who are we to judge if the "insane" ones aren't the ones in padded rooms, but are in fact the ones wearing the white coats and earning $500 an hour.
I have a very diverse background. If you want more information contact me. The real me cannot be put into words, for it's so complex that you must contact me to truly get to know me for yourself in order to judge for yourself as to who I am. No offense taken. All but maybe 1 or 2 of my swords are functional yes. That is why they are only replica swords. That was the condition by my parents when I first started collecting swords. No real usable ones, only replicas and displays. It's alright. I have no real reason to fight with real swords. More of a hand-to-hand combat person.
You are too concerned with what was and what will be. There's a saying: "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present." I never say never about the future, because no matter how hard we try the future always changes, by the choices we make today. Just like we cannot and should not change our past even given the opportunity because if we change the past then it alters the present and it changes who we truly are for the past has already happened and all we can do is look back on what we did or how we acted or reacted to something and learn from it an move on and when something goes wrong in our present selves, all we can really do is take a step back from reality and observe everything that the life that we live has to offer when we step back we look at everything around us that we were first blind and hesitant about before and see how they really are for what they are for what they really are of what we didn�t see before will only help us see how our present selves are reacting to the changing world that surrounds us once we look at all the possibilities all the choices we can make and all the probable outcomes can we actually make a choice but whatever that choice is we have to be willing to accept the consequences and rewards of that choice we make. At night I�m in a really good mood so I start to sing and that makes me happy. I feel like when I sing I don�t care who hears me I just sing for fun because...I don�t know it puts me at peace with myself.
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. William Shakespeare once wrote, �What�s a name? It is nor hand, nor arm, nor any other part belonging to a person. O, be some other name! That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet.� Everyday I question what kind of person I would be if I was someone else. Everyone wishes they were someone else at one point in their lives. They wish they could be faster, stronger, skinnier, thicker, prettier, tanner, etc. I don�t wish I were anyone but myself right now.
The renowned Clay P. Bedford once wrote, �You can teach a student a lesson for a day, but if you can teach him to learn by creating curiosity, he will continue the learning process as long as he lives.� Tyron Edwards was the author of a great quote such as, "The first step to improvement, whether mental, moral, or religious, is to know ourselves--our weakness, errors, deficiencies, and sins, that, by divine grace, we may overcome and turn from them all.� Part of every human includes those four things. I am no exception. I, like many others, say things about people that have no place. Every woman, whether juvenile or aged has indulges. One of my many little sins includes chocolate. No matter how much of a bad day I�ve had or how bad I have to concentrate, chocolate has always been that one essence that had helped me through. Antoine de Saint-Exup�ry wrote, �The one thing that matters is the effort. It continues, whereas the end to be attained is but an illusion of the climber, as he fares on and on from crest to crest; and once the goal is reached it has no meaning.� Some of my friends think of me as a workaholic. I view myself as a high seeker.
Mary Pickford once said, �Supposing you have tried and failed again and again. You may have a fresh start any moment you choose, for this thing we call "failure" is not the falling down, but the staying down.� Throughout my entire life, I�ve had people who aim to put me down. The people who tried to put me down usually wonder what they too would be like if they were someone else. With my friends behind me, I�ve grown to become a better person over obstacles. Self-Improvement is the name of the game, and the primary objective is to strengthen yourself, not to destroy an opponent.
Likes
Anime...Swords...Music...Hanging With Friends...Reading...I am from PITTSBURGH. I drink pop and eat hoagies. I push a buggie, not a cart when I pick up chipped ham and Jumbo at Giant Eagle. I live by a crick not a creek. Its a jagger bush, not a thorn bush. I sweep instead of vacuum. Sometimes it may be slippy outside. I wear tennis shoes,not sneakers, its gumbands not rubberbands. We drink POP not soda or cola. I emphasize my O's and that is normal. When I walk into a room, I ask what yinz are doin. I eat at Eat 'n Park, not shitty diners. We invented HEINZ ketchup, KLONDIKES, and the great PRIMANTIS sandwich. For fun we can go DAHNTAN (downtown) or hit up SAHSIDE (southside).We hate New England, Baltimore, Kansas City, and Jaromir Jagr. We had Mario on the Pens and was one of the best players in the NHL. I can name all 3 rivers. We bleed black and gold cause we love our STILLERS!, BUCS!, and PENS! .........Oh yeah, KENNYWOOD'S OPEN. My perfect match is a guy who is not afraid to tell me the truth. He has to have manners and respect for me. If a guy has the gull to treat me like an object, something to show off to his friends, he shouldn�t expect me to stay around for long. I don�t wear make up a lot of the time, so if a guy wants someone who doesn�t like a girls natural beauty then I�m not for you. I�m not one of those girly girls, �Oh my God I broke a nail the world is going to end� or �Oh my God I have nothing to wear lets go�shopping!!� Don�t even waste me or your own time. I love the out doors. On the other hand, I do love to be doted upon. I hate it when a guy waits on me hand and foot. I can do things by myself I�m not a child.
Dislikes
People who pry into my past...Those who stare...Drugs of any kind, alcohol of any kind (But I'm fine with it when I am around my friends. I do mind it but I do not judge those who do it)..People who ask me to go on webcam and they do not have one themselves. When people pester me about my religion. Here is my view: I was baptized a Christian (well Presbyterian) but I have never been able to sit though a full church mass I found it dull. I tried Sunday School and asked too many questions to the teacher and the ministers who never could give me answers so I saw no reason to continue going. I believe in Wicca beliefs (the power of energy, chakra, stuff like that) not the Witchcraft (that I don't do) I do mostly energy work and Zen. I also believe in the Egyptian Gods and Goddesses I was never really one for labels so I can't pinpoint what religion I am per say. So that part has always been hard for me. I don't believe that one religion is better then another and I don't believe that one religion is a bad religion and another is the right religion. I believe that if you look at the heart of every religion and non-religious ways the basis is the same thing, there is a higher purpose then the one you live now. I do believe in a Heaven and Hell. I do believe in God, the Devil, Angels, Fallen Angels, Demons, everything in between. I don't believe someone or something can be perfect. I don't believe you have to be in 1 specific area to worship God (or the Devil, depending on your views). If you look at churches they charge you a minimal fee for being there so that place of worship can be. I'm not one for labels so I don't see why I should have to be forced to conform to one way of living or worshipping to than another. If you don't like my views, then don't comment on them.
Favorite Music
Honestly? It depends on my mood. As it stands...98 Degrees, Backstreet Boys, Apocalyptica, disney -_-, skillet, A7X, Basshunter, Beethoven, Black Eyed Peas, Black Sabbath, Bob Carlisle, Blake Shelton, Bosson, Brad Paisley, Brian Adams, Brandy, Bullet For My Valentine, Celine Dion, Chris Daughtry, Danny Elfman (yes the guy from The Nightmare Before Christmas and Corpse Bride), Disturbed, Elliott Yamin, Eminem (very few songs), Evanescence, Flyleaf, Hoobastank, Jake Owens, Jason Aldean, Jason Castro, Bach, Korn, Justin Guarini, Justin Bieber (very little songs), Lacuna Coil, Lady Antebellum, Lady Gaga, Lamb of God, LeAnn Rimes, Linkin Park, Marilyn Manson, Maroon 5, Martina McBride, Metallica, Metro Station, Michael Jackson, Motley Crew, Miley Cyrus (very little songs), Nickelback, Nirvana, Owl City, The Phantom of the Opera, Phil Collins, Plan White T's, poison, Ra, Rascal Flatts, RENT, Repo!: The Genetic Opera, Rise Against, Savage Garden, Selena Gomez, Santana, Skillet, Taylor Swift, Three Days Grace, Trace Adkins, Reba McEntire, Vanessa Mae, The Vines, Young Dubliners, and 3 Doors Down
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