Sex: male Age: 28 Location: Queens,
New York, United States Status: In a relationship
Member since: August 17, 2005 Last logged in: Invisible
Occupation: Self Employed Account Status: Free Account
Profile:
[The Insane]
When they said I'd go nowhere, I didn't get bitter..
When I saw they were not there, Hell that was just better...
When they judged me by looks and by clothes and by hair, and mocked all my interests I didn't get bitter...
When I couldn't fit in... I didn't complain....
I was treated like nothing.... my pain gained them fame...
So when I lost my temper... and played my own game....
Why was it that I was considered insane....
[About This Profile]
This profile has no purpose, no direction, just random stabs at what I believe should be here... I am nothing... no one.... without success.... without purpose... I keep getting asked to place a picture here, I prefer to remain faceless.... I will give a picture if asked but will not place it here... regardless of how I'm seen, positive or negative.. I'd be judged rather people get to know the each other personally or move on, there's endless more to flirt with, or swoon over on this site....
Likes:
[In people]
Open minded / Non Judemental People , Those who are real and true to themselves.
[Other Likes]
Music, Anime, Hugs , Support From Others , Computer Games, Computers themselves, Pretty much anything Electrical, Rain, Night, This website , DDR (Memory And Game) ,PDA's, Being understood without over explaining ... Multiplayer Games including: RagnarokOnline , Lineage 2, Everquest, Everquest 2, Neverwinter Nights (Favorite by far), Baldurs Gate, Homeworld , Runes of magic , S4 league , .. and far more
Dislikes:
Close minded, judgmental People , Racists, Egotists, Superficials, Those who believe they have the right to tell others what to do, Attention-whores , People who view this profile but never comment (which is most likely you). People who Spell-check/Grammar-Check others , People who are always happy for absolutely no reason and try to tell you everything is cheery and good 24/7, People I haven't met yet (though .... sometimes ...it changes afterwars).
Favorite Music:
Far too long to list, so lets just go with whats off the top of my Head.
- Ayria - Favorite: My Revenge On The World
- Ms.Jane - Favorite: Fine Night Tonight
- Acid Bath - Favorite: Graveflower
- Slipknot - Favorite: Everything
- H.I.M - Favorite: Join Me
- Nickle Back - Favorite: Everything
- Stained - Favorite: Everything
- Evanescence - Favorite: Everybody's Fool
- Gorillaz - Favorite: Everything
- Frou Frou - Favorite: Let Go
- Lincoln Park - Favorite: Everything
- Chombicrist - Favorite: Absolutely Everything
- God Module - Favorite: False Pretense
God Module - False Pretense
v Youtube video composed by me, bleach fans lemme know if you like it.
- (I took each of these only once, for deeper insight you could say.Not really big on tests but they've somehow become part of my page, not at random or for fun, but from curiosity....) -
You scored as Slightly Suicidal. Warning, you need help! Check the newspaper for local therapists and discard your house of any mirrors, razor blades, ropes, or anything that could cause your death! Seriously, get some help soon before you end up dead, or in jail, or an insane asylum. Please, for the sake of us all!
Your element is Ice. This element may seem a little odd, but this is a side-effect from when the element of Water gets too hurt. Once you were a content soul, and happy with life. But then something happened. Not necessarily on one day, it probably happened gradually over time. You lost your will to care and became even more reserved from the world. People had hurt you in ways you do not want to remember and now you isolate yourself from them. You have turned into an outsider and probably dress more in black than you used to. Your depression is eating you up and tearing you apart and the worst part is that no one is willing to help, or so it seems. In school you are often by yourself or one single friend and you rarely seem to be truly happy anymore. Your sad, distant eyes and constant frown seems glued to your face and you need a saviour from this world. You may turn to music for understanding and sing/scream along in the lyrics to get rid of some pain. You are not very open about your problems to your family/friends, and wish that they would just notice it and make it go away. Rate and message!
You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know how you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.
Explanation: As a person you are dissapointed with life. You have not so many interests anymore and has become depressed. Of course you can be happy, but your happiness subsides quickly and don't last very long. You isloate yourself from people since you think they would only hurt you, but some part just wants someone equal who understands the pain. When you transform it gives you freedom and you can be anything but yourself. You often pity yourself but don't let people come near and know what's going on with you. But the thought of opening up and risking being betrayed is too strong and intimidating to even try. Negative aspects: You carry much hate to the world and yourself and in the long run this could lead to dangerous thoughts (suicide/cutting/killing) though the last one is least likeable since you would probably just have too much guilt.
About Transformation: Unlike everyone else you can change your body materia and transform into anything (e.g. an animal). This can be used in good purposes for infiltrating evil headcuarters or adjust your physical abilities by transforming and therefor do better in battle. If turned to the evil side, a transfomer could manipulate the "good guys" by looking like their loved ones and break them down.
You are a Pisces, the kindest sign of the zodiac. You are sympathetic, sensitive, impressionable, compassionate, forgiving, imaginative, a dreamer, romantic, tolerant, and funny. Of all the animals in the world you are most like two fish, you swim in the watery depths of feeling and knowledge. And about those TWO fish, you have two choises in how to live your life 1)you can try to swim upstream(which is the harder way but life is full of challenges, plus the rewards are much sweeter) or 2) you can just "float" along the bottem of the river(which is when you take the EASY way, which has more, can i say, BORING! results.
-your colors are blue ,pale green, and tuquoise, the color and light of the sea in which you dwell
-your metal is platinum
-your precious stone is aquamarine(imagine that, aqua AND marine)
-your day of the week is friday
-the part of the body that you rule is you feet, weird isn't is,i mean, seeing as you're a FISH!!
-your element is, wait for it...., WATER *me:wow didn't see that one comming*
-the planet that you are ruled by is neptune, named after the greek god Posiden(AKA Neptune). Posiden is the god of all things water.
-your true love comes form a cancer, taurus, or your own pisces
The one known only as Jet, awsome friend, owner and designer of Vampirefreaks.com, when no one else cared and I didnt have any friends or know anyone, Jet would come by and hang out, helped me see Cybertron and VF as a real home, and got me to stay long enough to eventually meet people. Wanted to help his dream of uniting the subculture communities come true someday..
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The_World_Is_Mine
Someone who's needed to be added to this list for far too long, a good friend to me for a several years regardless of very different lives her living so far away. Always tried her best to be supportive , even though I was overly distant and paranoid, which I do apologise for.
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Raven
The Very First person I met on this site, First to welcome me in, and continued my friend since day one, No way to say thank you enough for that Raven.
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Nos4ratu
The person who introduced me to Vampirefreaks, my entire gothic life was spent in friends houses , small clubs and arcades until he pointed me in this direction. Awsome guy, life of the party, and often just plain crazy.
Wonderful and Creative poet hard to understand at times but she always is there, her and her brother, and their unbearably cool dance moves, completely changing the scene at ay of the vampirefreaks.com events.She'll always be loved by all.
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DeathBed
The most creative of Vampirefreaks Members, plain and simple.Supporting the site and the events even before he was of legal age. No one else has the heart and dept of this guy... at a young age, an accident caused his heart to stop, was declared dead for almost 2 minutes, until for some reason his heart started beating again, he was on his Deathbed, and returned.... hence this name was born...
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Casper
The Formely known most popular existing Vampirefreas.com member in New York, Attended every single club event and rave the site has ever hosted, even presented his own television show about subculture life and kept the spirit moving wherever he went, until unfortunately he had to move out of state... His efforts wont ever be forgotten though.. at least not by me... and I'll just have to find someone else to play PSP games with =P ....
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My Mental Hell
Super intelligent girl and the coolest site admin on VF, met her for the first time at Frequency 2, glad to call her a friend.
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