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FluidGuy
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Latest Journal Entry: Is it a surprise? June 05, 2008, 02:52pm
Profile: Hello, my name is Daniel. "I lived half my life before I found out it is a do-it-yourself job". I decided to change my profile a bit. Actually I lived more that half my life before I found out it was a do-it-yourself job. I was 59 when I finally decided to tell my second wife that I was gay, only to have her respond that she new that before we married. I was devastated when she died, but her instructions before she died were to live my life as it was meant to be lived. I did myself a huge disservice by burying myself away when I was 12. I have always had a physically comfortable life, but I have lived in a mental hell, in and out of psychiatrist's offices for most of it. Hopefully, this will answer some peoples questions about me. When I am done with life I will be left with my starting question of "What is the point?" I want there to be a point. I want there to be a reason for why I am going through hell. It is interesting when people on the outside see all the 'things' you have, and say you have a wonderful life. They never bother to go inside to see what is there. The failure is that 'things' have very little to do with happiness, and if they do it is only fleeting. Real happiness comes from within. Unless people look inside they will never see the real you. I got my ears pierced on the 12th of February. This was my act of rebellion against that part of me that has been trying to hold me back all of my life. I am the only one responsible for me. If I am not satisfied with me then it is up to me to make the change, if I can. There are some things I am not able to change, so I have to learn to accept them as they are. Likes: Latte Good friends and good conversation Warm summer's day Driving (car-boat-tractor-plane... anything) Music The touch of a warm body next to me Getting to know who people are inside I have grown to love Vampirefreaks.com     Dislikes: Cars driving below the speed limit People who forget there are other people in the world People who believe they are the center of the universe "I can't abide rude behavior" Life God Favorite Music: The above is what currently brings me to tears. Lion King sound track Moulin Rouge Scheherazade I Will Follow You Into the Dark I Want to Know What Love Is A State of Grace (Exchange) How to Save a Life The Man You Love (Il Divo) After the Gold Rush (K.D.Lang) The Eagle and the Hawk The Prayer (Barclay James Harvest) The Rose (You Want To) Make a Memory Holy Mother I Don't Want To Say Goodbye Poor Man's Moody Blues The First Time Ever I Saw Your Face The Killing of Georgie I Don't Know How to Love Him Annie's Song Unchained Melody Bed of Roses My Heart Will Go On Celestial Soda Pop Homepage: http://www.arisia.com/~fluidguy
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