this is all about me. i'm crazy, i'm fun, i'm his, not yours. i'm sexy, i'm smart, he's mine, not yours. i like things wild and i like things colorful, sometimes i'm the oposite. sometimes i want things calm and quiet sometimes i just want to be alone. there's not one moment where he's not on my mind. there's not one moment where he leaves my heart. i make typos you won't even believe. i know i'm not perfect but neither are you. i don't stuff my bra, you're jealous they're real. trust me, i wish i HAD to stuff my bra. you want these? take them. they're yours to keep. ♥ i can be confusing at times, sometimes it's on purpose. i know i hate to be confused, and sometimes i get jealous. i overreact about some things, but hey, it's just my personality. i can be a bish, you should know if you're my friend, but if you're my enemy sometimes i don't let that side of me show. i hate when people talk about me behind my back but please, i probably do it to them too. ;) i treat people the way they treat me. oh yeah, bytheway, let me drop everything and work on your problems. and yes, i even have a t-shirt that says that. i'm a evil yet cute little kitty to people, even my dad thinks i'm a kitty. my style is wikid. i don't care what you say about it. yes it sometimes gets me down, but i'll just be right back up again. want to know why? YOUR WORDS DON'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME. if you're going to put me down, take into consideration that i don't pay attention to people like you. i have bad listening skills sometimes. my mind wanders and i never can seem to find it. i just wait for it to come back to me. i like to daydream. i have the most CRAZIEST thoughts you will ever know. probably because i'm the craziest person you know. i have alot of friends, some are my brothers and sisters. i think poorly of myself at times, but hey, who doesn't? i know i'm not ugly but i'm not beautiful either. if i had to save one person in my life i'm not gonna lie, it wouldn't be anyone. everyone would be dead by the time i could make up my mind. i burp a lot because hey, better out than in. same goes to farting, haha. i'm not a girly girl but i can have my moments, right? i like shoes... :] haha. my favorite cousin is my little Alyssa. i can tell she looks up to me. she always has.. plus i can't get over the fact that she thinks my boyfriend is hot, LOL. well yeah, i've typed enough. thanks for reading. :]



OK, just because I'm bored and I feel really wierd right now, I'm going to write about who I've met in my life.. a certain kid that's changed my life, improved me in many ways, helped me see the light, woke me up from the nightmare I was creating for myself.. I know for a fact that if it weren't for him I would still be hanging on to my past, all my trust issues, everything that was devouring me for 2 to 3 years. If we're on the phone and and there's an awkward silence, yes a gay baby is born, but also I'm still smiling.. that doesn't usually happen. I find myself smiling for no reason quite often since I've met him. It's all so new to me.. i've never smiled for no reason. I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, all my bad years, all my bad decisions, everything that's just bad, it's like he swept it away... and he didn't even do anything, that's the weird part, lol. he's the first guy i've fully trusted with my heart in awhile.. and it would kill me to have that trust taken away. i know i've got myself into this pretty deep.. and it's gonna be hard to get back out, but maybe i don't want to...I try to not talk about him as much but somehow I end up not shutting up about him when I start.. it's kinda funny. I know a lot of people think we're a cute couple, and I agree, without a doubt i know we're a cute couple.. but I think we're pretty wikid sweet too. ;) I'm not calling this love yet.. I'm still not sure. The truth is, I just want to live while I've got the love. He's had my heart since the day I met him and I wouldn't want it any other way.. except maybe to get to see him more, that would be nice. But i know he's thinking of me.. and I know when he dreams.. once every 3 months, he dreams of me. (xP) Basically what I'm trying to say is.. Cory, thank you for noticing someone like me and choosing me out of 6.5 billion people.