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DragonStormGoddess
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Profile: My name is Krystal aka Storm and I have been a member of vf.com since the beginning of the profile version of the site(march 2004, this is my second profile on here). About me, I have long naturally straight dark blonde hair. I have dark blue(sapphire blue) eyes, and I'm a about 5'7". I have this light side/dark side thing going on that you might notice as you read through all of this, but I think the fact that I'm like that makes me very well-balanced(now I sound like food,lol). I hate my mom, and I have a very good reason for it too. Because of her, I cut myself(now past tense, thanks to my ex-bf before he turned into an asshole). I tried and tried to resist the urge but after the first time, I somehow felt better, even though my arm stung a bit when it brushed up against stuff, but I liked the pain I felt when I cut myself. I got a bit of a rush from it, like when riding an awesome roller coaster(it seems scary at first but after the first time you ride it you can't stop riding it). I guess it made me feel better in a way because I was causing my pain instead of that fucking bitch. It's like it relaxed me or something. The first time I did it, I was actually going to kill myself, but my bf at the time (the digital damned on vf) talked me out of it(I was shut back in my room talking on the phone with him), but I was so upset and desperate that I just had to do something so I cut words into my arm 'I WANT TO DIE', stating what it was that I really wanted to do but didn't do. That happened in mid-October 2003. That's not the first time I was going to kill myself though. The first time was when I was 12, and then a few more times within the following year. Then I got my kitty, and I stopped wanting to because I couldn't leave him all alone. I was the one he came to when he was scared, hungry, thirsty, and everything else. For once I felt like I was needed and appreciated. He doesn't even go to anyone else when I'm away at my dad's or somewhere else, he only comes to me, and so there was no way I could betray him and leave him like that. I can't stand the thought of us being separated for any reason. He's been here for me for since right before my 13th birthday, so I will always be here for him. That's why he's the reason that I'm still here. To put it simply, my mom's abusive. She's not abusive physically or sexually, but that doesn't make it any less worse or any easier to deal with. She calls me a slut, a bitch, stupid, retarded, slow, fucked up, and more, hell, she even called me fat when I gained weight from a new medicine that my doctor prescribed even though I was still only half her size. She even took pics of me to show me just how fat I had become. She asked me if I turned stupid when I turned 18, of course I said no, and then she said, "well, I think you did". When I was in third grade and we were teaching my little brother how to use a toilet, he accidently started to slip cuz he was still so little, and I said jokingly "oops, don't fall in" and that instant she slapped me clear across my face, and started screaming "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKING?!?" Ya, I was only 9 then. I hated the days she gave me rides to high school, cuz she would always yell at me the whole way there. I didn't live far from school at all but those rides to school never ended soon enough, especially the day she slapped my face right before I got out of the car. I could feel my cheek turning bright red so I just untucked my hair from behind my ear and hoped that no one noticed. I don't even know how she even managed to slap me with her right hand in the car with me sitting on her right, I have yet to figure out how she could've cuz she got me good. Of course all of that is only a tiny bit of the things she's done and/or said to me. At least I hardly ever have to see her now, since she moved to North Carolina July '06. I'm just lucky to have people in my life that are there to support me and have my back through everything I do no matter how few of them there are, since she's never been there for me and she never will be(I don't care what she says, if she reeaally loved me, she wouldn't treat me the way she does. Actions speak louder than words mother). I'm glad that those people are there and that they care so much. I dont' know what I would do without them. They are always able make me smile and laugh and that helps a lot. That little kitty, who is now 11 years old, is the reason that I'm still here and he is my whole world. His name is Tiger, cuz as far as I'm concerned that's what he is. Got a problem with it? Well then good for you ;p he's my little bitty tiger kitty, so ;p! He's sooo cute! Don't you agree? Anyways, despite what you may be thinking about me from reading this so far, I'm a very laid back, down-to-earth person and I have a really good sense of humor. I'm very easy to get along with and I'm the nicest person in the world so long as you don't fuck me over or hurt me. I love music soooo much(it is my life and I could not live without it), I love dancing and I miss it sooo much, I love to draw and make chainmaille, and listen to music while I do so. And that's about all I can think of right now. Everyone is welcome to IM me on AIM, MSN, and/or Yahoo. Leave comments, say whatever the hell you want, I love to read them. I enjoy feedback, so please leave some, negative, positive, neutral, I don't care, I like it all. (humor me please, lol). Its fun to read ^_^ Click the banner below to show me some love ^_^ 
 Goddess of the Night Beautiful yet a strange darkness and sadness lurk about you.  Dragon Wings  Purple Angel You're a fighter and you know it. If you were an angel, you'd be part of the celestial army. You're tough as nails and definately a go big or go home person. You do everything to the best of your ability. You're not like the gaudian angel where you just protect your friends but you protect everybody. You can't stand to see people suffering and you'd do anything to change that. You're a very fun person as long as people are on your good side and you're very laid back.  SELENE You are Selene. Beautiful, vivacious, fierce, and seductive, Selene vowed she would destroy the Lycans after being led to believe that her family was mercilessly slaughtered by them. So ruthless is she that Selene is a member of the Death Dealers. The Death Dealer's orders: hunt them down and kill them off, one by one.  Dark Sorceress You depict the Dark Sorceress! The evil beauty of the bunch, you use your magic for manipulating minds and preying upon feeble beings. The night is your sanctuary and the moon is your guide.  Lightening Sorceress You depict the Lightening Sorceress! Controlling lightening and using it for weaponry is your main magic. The rain is your sanctuary and the thunder is your guide.  Unicorn You are sweet and forgiving. People love you, there is no doubt about that. Keep it up.  Faery 2 Mischevious, and temperamental, these faeries live alone in the open plains. They are known for their love of games and spirited play. Jumping from plant to plant they spread the seeds of flowers. Their friends are the butterflies and dragonflies that surround them. Their beauty is like that of a flower, blooming in the spring and forever remembered over the long cold winter.
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SHOW YOUR SUPPORT!!!        Likes: Everything that I don't dislike, duh! Not really. I love Star Wars, Harry Potter, LoTR, and The Nightmare Before Christmas, Underworld(both), Terminator 1&2, Halle Berry, Milla Jovovich, Johnny Depp(such a great actor), Tim Burton, and Danny Elfman, Howard Shore, Robert Zemekis. I love dragons, unicorns/pegasuses, snakes, roses(esp. dark blood red roses), and butterflies. I love Corvettes, Legos, drawing, and playing videogames. I love knives, swords, flails, and other weaponry. And I love archery and making chainmaille. I also love storms(lightning, tornadoes, rain, everything about them), blood, pale skin, cemetaries, BDSM, chains/handcuffs, biting, rough sex(most of the time, i like to be romantic too), velvet, leather, vinyl, latex, fishnets, garters, corsets, guys who wear makeup, photography, darkness, quiet, the paranormal, tigers esp.white tigers, butterflies, tattoos, piercings, listening to music, purple, black, red, silver, sapphires, strawberries, Invader Zim, doing peoples make-up and dyeing their hair. I collect Barbie dolls. I also love looking at gruesome/disturbing pics and videos online. My favorite TV shows are House, Nip/Tuck, NCIS, CSI:Crime Scene Investigation, Veronica Mars, Degrassi, South of Nowhere, Most Haunted, Ghost Hunters, Medium, Heroes, So You Think You Can Dance, and Criss Angel's Mindfreak. Everything else I like but forgot to mention. I love animals, they are so much fun, and they are fascinating too.Dislikes: People who think they are better than everyone else, and people that use other people for sex. I hate the so called "Animal Control", what's the point of it? Animal testing, it's cruel(to say the least). I also don't like people who hunt animals just for the sport of it, I only tolerate it if those people at least eat the meat from what they kill. I also dislike fur clothing because animals are killed just to make those clothes, it's sick. I hate close-minded people. I hate sunlight and and being even just a little tan. I hate little emo kids that think they're lonely and depressed when they really have no idea what its like to be that way. I hate posers and people who don't even know me, but call me a poser cuz they think it makes them look cool or something. I also hate people that ask things like "why do goths always talk about how they are so different from everyone else, and claim to have their own style or whatever, if they all dress the same and listen to the same music and like all of the same things?", now maybe it's just me but I think people that ask questions like that are very ignorant, it's quite annoying to say the least. I also hate my mom, so much in fact that many times I used to find myself thinking of different ways to kill her. That's all I can think of off the top of my head right now, there'll most likely be more eventually.Favorite Music: AFI, MSI, Dimmu Borgir, Deadstar Assembly, A7X, Atreyu, Arch Enemy, My Chemical Romance, Nirvana, Billy Idol, Pat Benetar, Alice Cooper, Cinderella, Whitesnake, Twisted Sister, MeatLoaf, Bon Jovi, Scorpions, AC/DC, Black Sabbath, Ozzy, Guns n Roses, Metallica(old), Led Zepplin, Iron Maiden, Def Leppard, Kansas, Aerosmith, Bob Seiger, Cheap Trick, Sisters of Mercy, Eminem, Tech N9ne, Greenday, Muse, Immortal, Tool, Misfits, A Perfect Circle, Linkin Park, System of a Down, Symphony X, Demons and Wizards, Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, Nightwish, Apocalyptica, Emperor, Trivium, Dragonforce, DragonLord, Nile, Dio, Agnostic Front, Helloween, In Flames, Mushroomhead, Disturbed, old Drowning Pool, HIM, some Papa Roach, Krisiun, Slayer, Six Feet Under, Kittie, My Dying Bride, Blind Guardian, Iron Maiden, Dropkick Murphys, Cannibal Corpse, Behemoth, Rotting Christ, Rob Zombie, Sepultura, Borknagar, Scar Culture, Satyricon, some Cradle of Filth, TypeONegative, The Black Dahlia Murder, Morbid Angel, Marilyn Manson, Exodus, Bleeding Through, Amon Amarth, The Haunted, Skinny Puppy, KMFDM, London After Midnight, VNV Nation, Combichrist, Cascada, Assemblage 23, Rabbit in the Moon, Ayria, Ego Likeness, Zeromancer, Infected Mushroom, I:Scintilla, Scooter, De/Vision, Subway to Sally, Gothminister, Corvus Corax, Dope Stars Inc., Emilie Autumn, Bow Ever Down, , The Cruxshadows, Grendel, Switchblade Symphony, Eisbrecher, Celldweller, Genitorturers, Neuroticfish, Carfax Abbey, , Kai Tracid, Paul Oakenfold, Apoptygma Berserk, Skazi, Tapping the Vein, Tanswut, Malice Mizer, T.a.T.u., Jesus on Extasy, Deine Lakaien, In This Moment, Leaves Eyes, Lacrimas Profundere, Zombie Girl, [lid], and a shitload more that I'm too tired to think of right now but that should be more than enough for u to get the picture.    " target="_blank"> My fave song by Megadeth. I fucking love this remake with Cristina Scabia. Homepage: http://www.myspace.com/dragonstormgoddess Link 1: http://dragonstormgoddess.deviantart.com/ Link 2: http://www.youtube.com/user/DragonStormGoddess Link 3: http://www.facebook.com/dragonstormgoddess
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