I try to be creative and can be very cold at times but only to people I have a distaste for. Many people would use the word distant if asked to describe me, I like to listen and interject only when I have something important to say. I am quiet and I like to be alone a lot but when I leave my cave and speak to others I am not outright disliked. The kind of people I surround myself with are honest and consistent, they know what is right and they have my respect. I have a weakness for intelligent conversation but I like short and humorous letters as well . I would like to meet anyone who wants good conversation or a good friend. It is sometimes hard to be strong all the time but the looks of the people who care about me help me move forward. Anyone can tell you burdens are hard to bear and it seems like I am going to shatter into a million pieces, but then I tell myself that if I look at everything as a burden then it cements the selfishness I feel and will lead my life forever.
Likes
Sweets, nature, jewelry, knives, games, movies, music, sewing, cosplay, stars, mythology, psychology...the usual. I enjoy Art, Music, literature, Television, Movies, games. I have a magpie-like tendency to collect and covet shining objects such as jewelry and crystals. I also have an interest in less gaudy things as well such as Cards, Cd's, DVD's, books, clowns, candles. I draw a lot, and I love to sit and watch the clouds, Rivers, lakes, mountains, they are all so beautiful. They call this the Natural state for a reason I suppose. I have tampered with body art, piercing many things but eventually deciding to give that up. I have the Chinese symbol for love tattooed on my back. I read mostly Darker poetry, more morose books, Macabre movies and music, I find that there is more truth in them but I readily admit that I love all music. It have a theory on the decay of humanity into self induced oblivion and the ultimate end of the world. I like video Games sometimes... Legend of Dragoon, Soul Caliber, Shadow of the Colossus, Monster Hunter, Katamari Damacy and quite a few others but I mostly love GBA games, RPGs like Poke'mon. I have a lot of them. I own Red version, Blue, Yellow, Silver, gold, Sapphire, Ruby, Leaf Green, Fire Red, Diamond, Pearl, Platinum, Heart Gold and Soul Silver, Poke'mon Ranger and Mystery Dungeon Red Rescue Team. I have too much time on my hands. I draw constantly, I can not stress that enough. I prefer portraits and an occasional anime. SHOWS: Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro, Sister Princess, Katekyo Hitman Reborn, Yu YU Hakusho, Poke'mon, Fullmeatal Alchemist, Inuyasha, Yu-Gi-Oh, Ghost in the shell, Fooly Cooly, Big O, Pucca, Naruto, Angel Sanctuary, Ranma 1/2, Bleach, Trigun, Scy-ed, Evangelion, Akira, Hack Sign, Azumanga Daioh, Case Closed, Cowboy Bebop, crest of the stars, Cyborg 009, Digimon, Dragonball Z, Fushigi Yuugi, Karin, Hell Girl (Jigoku Shoujo), Elfen lied, Escaflowne, Sailor Moon, Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Chobits, Fruits Basket, Le Portrait De Petite Cossette, Gundam, gravitation, Grave of the Fireflies, Spirited Away, Howls Moving Castle, Kikis Delivery Service, Princess Mononoke, Gungrave, Lupin the third, My Neighbor Totoro, Nausicaa, Ninja Scroll, Paranoia Agent, Rave Master, Read or Die, Rurouni Kenshin, Saiyuki, Sukisyo, Samurai Shamploo, Shaman king, Tenchi Muyo, Tokyo Mew Mew, Trinity Blood, Witch Hunter Robin, Wolfs Rain, Zatch Bell, Death Note, FAKE, Sister Princess, Ouran High School Host Club, Vampire Hunter D, D N Angel, Blood Plus, and......Hellsing! If you have not surmised as much, Japanese Animation is a passion of mine. Unrelated Shows I embody the same passion for are Futurama, Family Guy, American Dad, The Simpsons, King of the Hill, South Park, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Angel, Supernatural, Iron Chef and Practically all Court shows. Books: Shakespeare, J.K. Rowling, J.R.R. Tolkien, Stephen King, Clive Barker, Richard Laymon, Alexandre Dumas, Edgar Allen Poe, Brothers Grimm, Marquis De Sade, V.C. Andrews, Ernest Hemingway, Charles Dickens,Deltora Quest, Chronicles of Narnia, The dark is rising, Artemis fowl. "Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow-- You are not wrong, who deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day, In a vision, or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream. I stand amid the roar Of a surf- tormented shore, And I hold within my hand Grains of the golden sand-- How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep, While I weep-- while I weep! O God! can I not grasp Them with a tighter clasp? O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream? "
Dislikes
Severe weather, sports channels, total darkness, the sound of a heart beating, the sight of blood that is not my own, marshmallows, crunchy tacos, beans, war games, stereotypes, dumb questions, dunderheads, pompousness, assumptions, crime novels, rap music and jelly beans. I have pet peeves but the most prevalent online is someone writing me a one word letter. Hello or hey are not good conversation starters and if you do not want to start a conversation then shoo. Also I do not like people coming onto me. I talk online to talk online, not to shag you so let us be friends.
Favorite Music
Here are some of my favorite Bands: Nightwish, Ra, Adele, Foo Fighters, Train, Dir en Grey, cradle of filth, nickleback, three doors down, Mozart, Beethoven, Bach, Sarah Brightman, David Bowie, A Perfect Circle, Metallica, Evanescence, Godsmack, Linkin Park, Cascada, Slipknot, Korn, Limp Bizkit, Alanis Morrisette, AFI, HIM, Nirvana, Billy Joel, Three Days Grace, Nirvana, Rob Zombie, The Misfits, Audioslave, 30 Seconds To Mars, Aerosmith, The Beatles, Billy Idol, Groove Coverage, Ace Of Base, Chevelle, Rise Against, George Michaels, Taking Back Sunday, REM, Coheed and Cambria, The Darkness, Blue October, SOAD, Marylin Manson, Pantera, Seether, Shinedown, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Smashing Pumpkins, MCR, Tool, Rolling Stones, Bullet for my Valentine, Opeth, Mudvayne, Static-X, Deftones, Kidney Thieves, Drowning Pool, Trapt...
LOl, The products we have are "End of life" my typing is rough at times.
I forgot to add I think you are not only deserving of a lifetime of kindness, but also have earned it. I hope as we email and talk I can earn your trust.
Alright I really would love to know character you dress up as for cosplay? Also you must be fantastic to win each year. Are there photos online of past winners?
I don't want you to feel obligated or that I want anything in return. But I do get some electronics cheap. Sometimes we have "end of love" or "At risk" product that goes really cheap. Like a digital camera usually for $200 may be $75 or even $50. If you are in need or looking for an item why not get it? The ipad 2 went down $100 so you can pick up a 16 gig wifi for $399. Just something to think about. Please believe me when I say I would never want to do anything to hurt you or to cause any emotional stress.
On the other hand any I can do to bring a smile to your face, make you laugh, , make your day, week, year better. No promises.
I eat out way too much. Big oxymoron getting up at 5am to workout and eating a burger and fries for lunch. I have only 3 months till my Spartan death run. I am feeling stronger and better. Donuts! an other weakness of mine. Have you ever heard of Vodoo Dounts in Portland. They have crazy donuts-TEXASS donut, maple bacon bar, cock and balls, etc. check it out online.
Sarah I have been thinking that you should really pursue your artwork and writing. You are talented more then you know. Maybe someday people will be going to MidSouthCon to see you (they probably do already for your cosplay)
Work was crazy today with the stupid Ipad 3. Very busy plus I had to manage, write up, and yell at the idiot scourge.
I just waited to add that I am sure I would find you enjotable in person too.!
Hope to you don't mind -I am working all weekend so I usually text on my breaks or lunch so you might get some rants and raves. may give you some good reading (maybe not).
MidSouthCon sounds great! I love events like that. Are you going in costume? Do you go alone or with friends? Please s send me some pictures-I would love them. (Better internet there) How do you win free admission plus hotel every year?
So far I feel you express yourself very well. I could easily understand how it can be hard for you to express emotions or to trust someone.
Never leave surrounding states cause you don't want to or the expense?
I am just getting ready to leave work. We have the I pad 3 launch tomorrow. Supposed to be big. I don't have an Ipad yet - maybe in a few months. Are there any electronics you are dying to have? I could send you some if you wanted. No strings attached just saying thanks for writing.
Dinner tonight? no ideas. I live in Puerto Rico for a summer. I ate plenty of Beans and Rice. not too bad.
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