My nephews and nieces are everything to me. i have 3 nieces, Jacqui is 11, Brooklyn is 7, and Gracie is 1. i have 5 nephews soon to have 6, Josh is 8 almost 9, Jonathan is 6 almost 7, Logan is 4 almost 5, Isaiah is 2, and Holden is due Sept/Oct. 2011.

I love to take pictures. i almost always have a camara with me. but i hate getting my own picture taken. if theres a camera around, im the one holding it.

*****Under Construction******

i hope to have this updated soon.

this needs updated badly, i need to find time first.

this is a box for all my wonderful friends that I LOVE. if you want and think you should be in my loves box... beg, plead, get down on your hands and knees.... or you could just ask me. XD.

Becca
this girl has become as close to me as a sister. we've done some pretty crazy things. i kow you're still and probably always will be afraid of my driving, but i cant think of anyone else crazy enough to go on the talbott road with me. and yes the bloodhound gang is cooler than any pussy band you can come up with. right??

Amanda
i love this girl soooo much..... i think she was supposed to be a blonde.... or maybe she just dosent have a brain , i love you to death, but you have no common sense sometimes. i dont know what i'd do without you. you always find a way to make me smile.

Leah
this girl is so random and sooo of the wall. i love her soooo much. my life must have been so boring before i met her.

A good friend will come bail out of jail when you've messed up, a true friend will be sitting right beside you saying "damn, we fucked up!"
~A T-Shirt

If god and super man had a fight who would win?? hands down superman!! (im not really that dumb i heard it on the ellen show)

I dont understand myself why do i have to keep doing this? is their something wrong with me!
~My Friend Michelle

Everything happens for a reason.

Do they teach lawyers how to apologize?? Because you suck at it!!
~Erin Brockovich (Julia Roberts)

The Pope wears a big funnie hat!!!

Despite everything I still believe people are truly good at heart.
~Anne Frank

Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months.
~Oscar Wilde

If you don't know where you are going, any road will get you there.
~Lewis Carroll

You know more than you think you know, just as you know less than you want to know.
~Oscar Wilde

I can't explain myself, I'm afraid, because I'm not myself, you see.
~Lewis Carroll

"Hey girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with sticklike models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You are good enough, you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 3 or a size 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person, as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true. Hey girls, you are beautiful"
~Gerard Way

Part of me is afraid to get close to people because I'm afraid that they're going to leave.
~Marilyn Manson

"If your not living life on the edge, you're taking up too much space"
~Anonymous

I believe in everything until it is disproven. It all exists, even if its in your mind.
~John Lennon

Only dull people are brilliant at breakfast.
~Oscar Wilde

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you cant have them.
~Unknown

Beauty comes in all sizes, not just a size five.
~Roseanne

A friend helps you up when you fall
but a best friend laughs her ass off caz shes the one who
tripped you in the first place!!

In order for one to enjoy life to the fullest, a certain amount of insanity is required...

grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change...and the shovel to hide the bodies of those people who pissed me off

People said i've changed. well heres the truth... I GREW UP!! i stopped letting people push me around. i learned that you cant always be happy. I Accepted Reality.

sometimes doing the right thing means being thrown in the fire and taking the heat... if just has to feel right in your heart

And now, some quotes my friend beccas page that she dosent know i stole:
Not all who wander are lost.

They say I have ADD, but they just don't understa -
Oh look! A chicken!

If your world doesn't allow you to dream, pack up & move to one where you can.

Your imperfections are what make you beautiful.

Whenever you see darkness, there is an extraordinary opportunity for the light to burn brighter.

The best way to get people to think outside the box is to not create the box in the first place.

Be yourself. If you're just like someone else, what do they need you for?

If only forgetting were as simple as not remembering stuff...

Every new beginning comes from
Some other beginning's end.

..If the music is lost, the life is gone..

Cause I am barely breathing
And I can�t find the air
I don�t know who I�m kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don�t suppose it�s worth the price, worth the price
The price that I would pay
But I�m thinking it over anyway...
~Duncan Sheik "Barely Breathing"

Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
Can't take the person staring back at me
I'm a hazord to myself
~Pink {"Don't Let Me Get Me"}

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive
~Goo Goo Dolls {"Iris"}

All day
Staring at the ceiling making
Friends with shadows on my wall
All night
I'm hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good
For something
~Matchbox 20 {"Unwell"}

Comin' down, the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer?
~Goo Goo Dolls "Black Balloon"

I am a question to the world,
Not an answer to be heard.
All a moment that's held in your arms.
And what do you think you'd ever say?
I don't listen anyway:
You ignore me,
And I'll never be what you want me to be.
~John Rzeznik {"I'm Still Here"}

Comin' down, the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer?
~Goo Goo Dolls ("Black Balloon")

So I walk up on high
And I step to the edge
To see my world below.
And I laugh at myself
As the tears roll down.
'Cause it's the world I know.
It's the world I know.
~Collective Soul {"The World I Know"}

I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind
Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see
~Kansas {"Dust in the Wind"}

I'm so sick and tired of being told whats good for me
People got lots of ideas of who i am supposed to be
Angel carry me, oh so far away may my body never touch the ground
And if i promice you i'll be back someday will you set me free so i can fly away??
~Sugarland "Fly Away"

I live out on the backroads
Where I walk my country mile
And if it's so good in the city
Why don't anybody smile?
~Toby Keith {"It works for me"}

I'm changing lanes
I'm talking on the phone
I'm driving way too fast
And the interstate's jammed with
Gunners like me afraid of coming in last
But somewhere in the race we run
We're coming un done
~Keith Urban {"Days go by"}

This is for my little Jacqui munchkin: Child some day i hope you dance juss like your aunt bugs did!!

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin'
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin'
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to sellin' out reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
~Lee Ann Womack {"I hope you dance"}

Its better to be hated for who you are
Than to be loved for who your not
~Van Zant {"Help Somebody"}

(and a personal favorite from the Wedding Singer)
[light strums on guitar] You/ don't/ know/ how/ much/ I/ need you/ when/ you're/ near/ me/ I/ don't/ feel blue/ when/ we/ kiss/ I know/ you need/ me too/ can't/ believe/ I found/ a love/ quite/ so pure/ and true.

[Goes to hard metal strums]BUT IT ALL WAS BUUULSHIT/ IT WAS A GOD DAMN JOKE/ AND WHEN I THINK OF OL' LINDA/ I HOPE YOU FUCKING CHOKE/ [goes to light strums again]/ I/ think/ you're glad/ with what / you done/ to me/ I lay/ in bed/ all/ day long/ feeling/ melancholy/you've left/ me here/ all alone/ tears running constantly/

[goes to hard strums again]SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE/SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE/ SOMEBODY PLEASE/ PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE/ KILL ME/ I WANT TO DIE/ PUT A BULLET IN MY HEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAD.
Robbie Hart (Adam Sandler)
(havent we all felt this way at least once???)

Bye, bye, its been a sweet love.
Though this feeling I can't change.
But please don't take it badly,
'Cause Lord knows I'm to blame.
But, if I stayed here with you girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you'll never change.
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.
Lord help me, I can't change.
~Lynyrd Skynyrd "Free Bird"

Oh how wrong we were to think
That immortality meant never dying
~My Chemical Romance "Our Lady Of Sorrows"

Walk with me the diamond road
Tell me every story told
Give me something of your soul
That I can hold onto
I want to wake up to the sound of waves
Crashing on a brand new day
Keep the memory of your face
But wipe the pain away
~Sheryl Crow "Diamond Road"

I'd say her values are corrupted
But she's open to change
Then one day she's satisfied
And the next I'll find her crying
And it's nothing she can explain
~The Bangles "If She Knew What She Wants"