Sex: female Age: 26 Location: Deadly Denver,
Colorado, United States
Member since: May 15, 2007 Account: Free Account Orientation: Bi-curious Best Friends with:Vampiric_FallenAngel Had sex with:xXRaven_of_FlameXx Occupation: scitsofrenic psychotic stalker
I plan on re-writing my whole profile over and updating everything sometime in this next week or so. Thank you to those of you who actually read my profile.
I live with roommate in Aurora Colorado, and am in the process of obtaining my degree for businesss management. There is alot to tell about me but I will start with the basics and add more throughout my time here. I can be a selfish person, but I am very kind at times. Im not one that likes to be toyed with or have my emotions played with. I like to think Im always right and even when I am wrong I will still argue about it lol. I wont say that if you mess with me I will fuck you up like most others do but I will say that I can back whatever I say up. Im not really afraid of anyone. And Im not like other people that you have met. And you will find that out the more you get to know me and thats if I let you get to know the REAL me.
Yes that is right, I just gave birth to a beautiful baby girl who will be referred to as Lyric my little Vampire Princess, she was born July 6th 2008 at 9:45 pm. She was 6 pounds 4 ounces and 19 inches long. If you are wondering about her biological father .. its a complicated situation right now and I dont really like talking about it. I am a very open person about everything, my life is like an open book, I will answer anything and will do almost anything to have a good time (excluding drugs) Also if I dont like you or have a certain opinion about you I will let you know to your face I will not hide anything from anyone.
I am a bi-polar hypochondriac who suffers from depression, and yet my life is still great, no Im not emo and want to die, though I sometimes wonder what it feels like to die, I would not take my own life for that. I LOVE the taste of blood, so if you are willing to give it up I will take it from you. I really dont care what people think of me though I like to keep up my appearance. I like to make new friends but am not too much of a people person, I can be anti-social at times, but can be nice about it as well, unless you piss me off then I will not hesitate to show a hint of my bad side. I come off very quiet and shy a first, but I have my walls built up, and I tend to set off this vibe where it seems like I am stuck up but Im not. Dont let the first impression of me get the best of you cause I will catch you off guard and be my loud annoying self someday.
I am a gamer girl .. yes thats right people this girl here can get down on some games. Im currently playing Grandia and started playing FF8 again. I love my rpg's the most. I go out have a good time whether it be with friends or just by myself. I wont say the word "Love" unless I truly mean it. I figure that is not a word you just throw around like a ball. I do consider myself a hopeless romantic.
I can honestly say I have been in love 2 times but neither of them worked out. Well 3 times. Im not someone who gives my heart or my love to just anyone. Also I have this thing, if my sister and now my daughter dont like you I wont date you, yes we may stay friends but that is about as far as you will get with me.
Another rule I have is, I will never marry unless someone that I love can supply me with a real, not fake or store bought plastic, but I mean real black rose. I will kiss whoever but only sleep with someone I love. I do enjoy sex but like I said I will only sleep with someone I love.
I have lots of nick names that people call me a few would be, God (I know cliche but eh whatever), Cemetary Nights, Vampiress, Dream is the most common, so if you would like to address me, do it by Dream. I am a night walker, during the day I like to stay in a sleep unless there is something I need to do, but other then that I am basically alive after dusk. I feel more alive, more free, more like myself. If there is anything else you would like to know, feel free to ask questions. Like I said I am an open book.
This is my cult ... I would like anyone to join please read the description before joining. Thank you
I do have a profile here that was meant to be read and made everything pretty clear ... if I get a request from you for being my friend on my messengers I will block you if I dont know you and if you are not in my cult. I do not like to add people onto my messengers if I dont know you or if you havent made the effort to try to know me. I hate people who try to add me just for looks or pictures or whatever else .. you will be blocked on here too if I get those types of request or request to see whatever on webcam. I will say it ONE MORE TIME ... I am a very blunt person ... if I hurt your feelings for something I say or dont like, Im sorry but that is me I will not lie or hold anything back.
Likes
Lets see, First and foremost is my Daughter, I love her with all my heart and you will never know of a greater love. well sometimes lol, hanging out with friends, and do whatever I can to make them laugh. I love surprises. I do enjoy sex, there is nothing wrong with that. I love going to movies.I love show tunes lol. (shut up dont judge me). I love just walking around in the Parks/Cemeteries or hanging out at my house. I also love walking in the rain. I love thunder storms and lightening. Music is a big part of my life. Guys of course and Girls. Long hair, musicians, make-up, photography, cats, and being absolutely random. I love to eat. Cuddling is always nice. I like to bite and also be bitten. I love the taste of blood. And again Im a gamer girl so I love to game it up whenever I can. I pretty much play everyday. a few of my favorites are Final Fantasy, Chrono Trigger, Tetris, Bust a move, and Mario Kart.
Dislikes
My main dislike is a liar, call it a pet peeve if you will. I dont like people who think they are better then other people. I can honestly say, I really dont like most females, especially those who know you are in a relationship and cant respect you!(aka Sluts) I also cant stand people who claim to read profiles but asks you stupid questions to where the answers are on your profile!!!!
I dont like people who judge people in anyway. I dont like to be alone. I dont like showing emotions, or opening up to people. I cant stand people who abuse other people and or kids!! I dont like people labeling me (No Im not goth, punk, emo, skater or anything like that) I am me!! I dont like people who sit there and play head games or toy with peoples emotions. I hate people who throw around the world love like it means absolutely nothing. Drama, I cant stand drama. I especially cant stand those little girls or boys that start drama cause they are bored. I dont like being alone, yet I dont like to be around people too often either. I cant stand people who use abortion as a form of birth control. I dont like feeling bad or having a guilt trip pulled on me. I dont like when people ditch you, especially those who say they will do something or be somewhere and dont go through with what they say. I hate cowards. I dont like it when people cant stand up for them selves. I hate bullies.
Favorite Music
I love listening to almost anything mostly rock and techno/industrial thanks to some people, and I sometimes listen to hip hop and r&b. I also like to play guitar even though I dont know how to, I still try, I also like to play the keyboard I am not good at it but atleast I do know how to play that., well kinda, still learning anyway.
Bands I like though would have to include: Lacuna Coil, Within Temptation, Avril Lavigne, 3 doors down, Pink, VNV nation, Deftones, Alice Cooper, Linkin Park, Korn, Beborn Beton, Alice in Chains,The beatles, Turtles, Three Days Grace, Audioslave, Beborn Beton, Disturbed, Fuel, Stone sour, Statix X, Cradle of Filth, Dir en Grey, Metallica, Marilyn Manson, Ciara, Carrie Underwood, The Used, The Rolling stones, The Red hot Chili Peppers, SOAD, 10 years, Santana, 5 finger Death Punch, DJ Epic, Seether, Smile Empty Soul, Ra, Flyleaf, She wants revenge, Garbage, Placebo, Ladytron, The birthday Massacre, MSI, AFI, Muse, Nickelback, Stone Temple Pilots, Watner Drive
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Such as I am, Shadow Cast, Nemonic, Obsicsion, Relevant, L.I.E.S, Wasting Yesterday, Rightfully Accused, Spools of Dark Thread, Oubliette, Autumn Burn, Iconocaust