as iv just returned i figure its only right to rewrite my profile, and to up date it to who i am now, not who i was. my name is matthew, matt man or just matt to my friends. im a little strange... make that alot of strange. im pagan by faith and devoted to my ideals. i beleave that every one should be treated as equals and with respect, unless they do somthing to forfit that right. i also beleve that if some one miss treats you for being your self then you should ignore there existence. im kind, open, and friendly. but i am cautios, iv been used to many times in the past, and people still try to use me even now. suffer from depreshion, and i dont meen "im depressed my lifes over and im going to kill my self" i hate it when people do that, being depressed is a horrable and it afects your hole life, not just personal but profesenal as well. and its realy not easy to fix so as a messege to those that "clame" to be depressed for attention GROW UP! depresion is NOT somthing people "do" to get attention! sorry for the rant... now i think iv gone on long enoth so i wont wast any more of your time, if theres any thing else you want to know ask away, i dont bite... also im dysbraxic so please dont have a go at my spelling, im doing the best i can.

I like a lot of things, but as I cant be assed to list them all I'll list the main few Cold, films, Role playing games, LARP, melee weapons, My friends, Music, Cats, late night walks, Tea, Italian food, Reading, Meeting new people, playing fetch with the cat (it cracks me up)

The things I hate in this world are, any forms of discrimination, bullying or needless violence... it pisses me off that there are people who are so sad and have sutch pathetic lives that thay have nothing better to do then make others lives misrable, rapists and paedophiles, guns... if you've got to fight then you fight on equal terms (not point click dead) guns aren't made to fight there made to kill. oh and close minded zealots who do nothing other than force there own beliefs on others...

My top 10 Favourite songs- Theatres Des Vampires - Black Madonna. Mortiis - Marchland. Cradle Of Filth - The Foetus Of A New Day Kicking. Emilie Autumn - Chambermaid. Iorn Maiden - Blood Brothers. Waterproof Blonde - Just Close Your Eyes. Brocas Helm - Cry Of The Banshee. Nightwish - While You're Lips Are Still Red. Korn - Thoughtless. Delain - Frozen