76c5 Ashlahrs at Vampirefreaks.com [Premium Member]

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Name Ashley
Age 16
Gender Female
Location Not-So-Silent Hill, CA
Status In a relationship with my RPs
Occupation Professional Badass
Sexuality Reedussexual
Religion Normanism
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I am a complex person. There is a lot about myself that I don't know yet. But at the same time, there are a lot of things of which I am certain. I know I care about people, and that I would do almost anything for my friends. For years, I have been a shoulder to cry on without asking for anyone to listen to me. I am very indecisive about a lot of things. Also, I hate talking about myself, and I don't like to bitch about my problems.

I want to be a psychologist. It's part of who I am. I have yet to turn someone away if they need to talk. I have talked to people from the fact that they had been disowned to the fact that their dog bit them. Something I am proud of is the fact that I have talked over fifteen different people down from suicide, some of them I have had to more than once. No, I'm not happy that I had to do it. But I am happy that I helped them. People say I'm wiser than I should be for a fifteen year old, and I just take it as a compliment. My friend, Onic, has told me a few times that I'm like his older sister and younger sister at the same time.

I was originally forced to join this site from an old friend who ended up almost making an account for me. I never logged back in for the first two weeks before I got curious and went poking around. It only took a day or two before roleplay found me. All of my roleplay related things are all linked on the right side of my profile if you'd like to take a lot. I get that there are people that hate roleplayers and roleplaying but if you don't hate on me, I won't hate on you... I'm pretty levelheaded if you respect me.

The list of things that I like is a very long and extensive one. I consider myself to be pretty versatile. I'm a roleplaying addict, which is why my characters and my roleplays are linked at the bottom of my profile. My writing "career" extends beyond roleplays and into stories and poetry. I have a couple of legitimate stories that are just starting out, which I will gladly talk about if you ask, as well as an extensive collection of my poetry scattered about my computer and my house in various notebooks. My style of writing poetry has evolved a lot over the years, but my writing style continues to be the same. People tell me that they can tell just by reading things written by me that I'm the one who wrote them because my voice shines through. While I'm self conscious of my writing, I'm always glad for feedback to continue to improve myself.

Even though I'm a member of VampireFreaks, I'm not actually goth at all. In fact, I lean more towards the nerd-gamer category. I enjoy RPGs and even tabletop games like Settlers of Catan. I have consoles that range from Dreamcast to Playstation 3 and games that range from Super Mario Bros. 2 to Dragon Age: Origins. However, even the nerd label isn't perfect for me.

I am a proud resident of the San Francisco bay area. That means I am a huge sports fan. Well, a fan of all the sports that matter, i.e. baseball, ice hockey, and football. I am a very very very big fan of the San Francisco Giants followed by being fans of the San Jose Sharks and the San Francisco 49ers. My love of the Giants kind of rules my social life sometimes, and during baseball season I go to every home game that's on a Tuesday without fail. I go to many other games too, but those are routine.
As far as the things I don't like, that list is kind of just as long but for different reasons. I have very distinct members in my family who are very controlling and hypocritical. I was influenced by these people a lot when I was younger, and it's people like them who I don't appreciate in the world. People who blatantly disrespect me or, even worse, my dad, have a very skewed perspective of the world as he is the most important person in my entire life. Without him, I would not only be who I am today but I would also not have the friendships I have today. There are people who disrespect everything he's ever done for my sister and I, and it's the most backwards arguments I've ever seen.

If you want a list of some of the more minor things in my life, then you will get: Spiders, Clowns, Sushi, and people who think they're better than others when they really aren't. Spiders and clowns are definite things I'm afraid of. If it has more than four legs, odds are I'm going to be scared of it. Clowns... Well, I'm not even sure what caused that phobia to begin with but I'm utterly terrified of them.

Even if you don't agree with everything I agree with, or like the things I don't like, I will love to talk to you. I can get along incredibly well with people who don't believe what I believe because I tend to look passed it. If you're willing to work with me, I can work with you. That being said, I don't like it when people bullshit me. So if you don't mean something, then don't say it. I'd rather you be upfront and kind of a jerk than lie and bullshit.
So I have a very wide range of things I like. It would actually be easier to list the music I didn't like than to list the music I do like. I will do my best to sum up the contents of my iPod though. This won't be alphabetically done, and I apologize for that.

⊕Hollywood Undead
⊕Deuce
⊕Green Day
⊕Blink 182
⊕Sum 41
⊕Aerosmith
⊕Guns 'N' Roses
Led Zeppelin
⊕Linkin Park
⊕Dead by Sunrise
⊕Yelawolf
⊕Tech N9ne
⊕Breathe Carolina
⊕Johnny Cash
⊕Luke Bryan
⊕Trace Adkins
⊕Toby Keith
⊕Queen
⊕Dj S3rl
⊕Lonely Island
⊕Papa Roach
⊕The Celtic Pub Rock genre
⊕Skillet
⊕Otep
⊕Eminem
⊕D-12
⊕Dr. Dre
⊕Panic! at the Disco
⊕More to Come!
This Girl
is my brother Daryl Dixon. Not only is she badass and wonderful but she's the first person I'd go to if there was a zombie outbreak tomorrow. And she's totally damn sexy, but that is beside the point.

She is easily one of my favorite people to talk to on the entire planet, not just online. We click on so many different levels from our love of Boondock Saints to adding random Rs in words where there isn't an extra R. I talk to her every hour of every day, with the exceptions of the few hours a day we're actually asleep, and each time I do I love her that much more.

With this chick, I have experienced more "feelz" through RP than I ever thought I could. I can be crying from one Darmen post and then laughing my ass off at a Murcy post in only ten minutes difference. My RPing skill level was mediocre at best, but through her I have gained a better vocabulary as well as more thoroughly developed characters. She brings out the better writer in me, and I continually strive to reach the level she's on and the standard she made me set for myself.

This is nowhere near finished because there are too many amazing things to say, so if you're reading this I suggest you check back in a little bit to continue to read my praises about my brother, Daryl Fuckin' Dixon and one of my best friends McKensie Kickass Irving.



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