My name is Kella && this is my NEW account. I used to be Miss_QueenCunt. I'M TAKEN BY MY WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND DAVE MARTIN! I'm confused 99.5% of the time. I live for the ideals not the reality.
I am the child who pulled away. The one who fought to change. The one who endured relentless torture. And now all those people who did, said, thought, and did those horrible things want to be my friend. They want to dress like me. They compliment me. They smile at me. They wish me a good morning. And it's quite hilarious, because I kept my pride. I never have put someone down because I was jealous. And if you are from the town of Sumiton/Dora and have the nerve to say you were never jealous of my abiltiy to decipher myself from all of you peons. Your lying. You and your "Godly" ways are a load of bull. I am so sick of seeing these young girls attending church, not because they would like to. Most reasons being their parents make them, it's a social event, or their "boyfriend" goes there. I will admit I do not attend church. But at least I know where my soul is. And at least I know I never changed with the passing of the crowds.
I can recall standing in front my families two bedroom house waiting for the school bus. A tiny girl with a simple smile, all because she is alive and well. Backpack on and umbrella in hand she would step on the bus with a grin. Living life to the fullest. Now that girl sits here recalling those days. And you know what im crying. Not because it's sad. Because I made it. No more two bedroom house. No more worries about money. But you know something I would trade our million dollar house, horses, barn, and cars just to be a little girl again. Pure innocence. no evil.
I thank my family for trying to force me into the "good child ways". Why you ask? Because it made me who I am today. It caused me to stray into who I am now. Which I appreciate oh so much. And to be honest I am happy.Happier than I've ever been. I am Happier than I could ever Imagine myself being in a million years. We fight for what we believe in, but we won't fight for what others believe in Unless we have the same view on the topic. So why shun those who see things another way then you. Everyone is diffrent. BUT alas we're all the same. I breath You breath I eat you eat. I sleep You sleep. I think you think. I care you care We all dream about the future.
Never let go of the ones you love. They are what creates, morphs and alters you into a better person. Just keep fighting and never give up.
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Call me picky, but I'm not fond of conversing with people who type "u" as a substitute for "you", along with all the other abbreviations. Come on, it's two extra letters. No one's that lazy, not even me. It's not even cool anymore. I am occasionally fun, although being around me is like walking on eggshells.
I'M NOT FOND OF lies. bigamy. immaturity. lazy spelling. internet acronyms such as "asl". sleeping with the television left on. most television programs. noisy eaters. noisy breathers. alcohol. music that is anything similar to "fields of the nephilim". my laziness. unintelligence. people falling asleep before me. onion. cooked vegetables. vivisection. the entire concept of "pro life". romance films [i get jealous of them]. teen movies. people who describe literary works as "dust collectors". and a whole lot more!
ON V-FREAKS: To be honest, I rarely even look at people's profiles before accepting their request to be my friend, and much of the time no correspondence is exchanged at all. :(. But, I ALWAYS READ AND RESPOND TO PRIVATE MESSAGES and they're the best way to get to know me, so I really appreciate being messaged when someone adds me. You instantly go on my shitlist if your top-8 consists of nothing but half-dressed supposedly "hot" girls, or if you're keyboard-challenged and type in a bunch of abbreviations, or if your profile consists of hundreds of epilepsy-inducing graphics. It's also pretty disrespecful to ask me to get naked for you or other such lewd things when my profile clearly states that I'm in a relationship. Other than that, I'll talk to anyone who takes the time to add/message me. Call me temperamental for talking more about who I don't want to meet, but I wouldn't mention it if it wasn't an issue.
IN REAL LIFE: I need female friends. Being surrounded by testosterone really isn't all it's cracked up to be; and unfortunately I can't drag my boyfriend to various coffee shops and markets and clothing stores every afternoon. I miss the girly sleepovers and makeovers and hairdos of highschool, and there seems to be a shortage of geeky girls studying IT. VF is clearly the next best thing to actually being social. That said, if I detect a spark in you [and you're not one of the dorks noted above] I'll be happy to pursue a friendship of sorts with you.
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