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We Laugh And Scream And Sing   Timothy Ryan Timothy Ryan, I love you so much =),
You are everything to me.
I really have no idea what on earth I would do without you.
I never thought I'd fall in love again,
And I never thought I'd need someone the way I need you.
Its not even just a want or a desire,
Its a necessity to have you in my life.
Hearing you say, "I love you" is the most amazing sound in the world.
I love what we have, how different it is,
I promise to never let it fade.
I love how we're on the same page and we can talk about anything,
I promise to never shut you out,
I love how we are with each other,
How we can laugh and joke with no hard feelings,
I promise to never take it too seriously.
I love that tone in your voice when you tell me you love me,
I can just hear how genuine it is.
I promise I'll mean it every time I say it back.
I love that feeling I get when I look at you,
Its like falling in love for the first time over and over again,
I absolutely love falling asleep talking to you each night,
And waking up every morning to say good morning to you.
I promise you'll always be the last thought in my head when I fall asleep,
And my first thought in the morning.
I love when you hold my hand,
It gives me butterflies each and every time,
I love it when you call me from work just to tell me you miss me,
I love that concerned look on your face when you ask if I've eaten anything today,
I love that you're always making sure I'm ok,
I promise I will always take care of myself while I have you,
I love that you love me, and that you need me as badly as I need you,
I promise I will always need you as badly as the first day I fell in love with you.
I love your personality, your smile, your laugh, your eyes,
I love how sweet you are and how real we are with each other,
I love how you always talk sense into me when I'm in one of my funks,
I love that I know I can talk to you about absolutely anything,
And that you're always there for me, no matter what.
I promise I will always be there for you when you need me, no matter what.
I love you so much my darling, I cannot wait to have our life together =).
I promise it will be amazing :P.
I love you.
((<3))  Lukabear R.I.P
July 15, 1988 - November 25 2008
Luka, I can honestly say you were one of my very best friends. I can't believe you're gone, I'm still going through denial. I can't believe I'll never get to talk to you again, joke with you, make up silly nicknames for each other with you. You'll always be one of the most important people on earth to me. I miss you so bad. I feel as if I'll never be able to smile again. I wish I could talk with you one last time, let you know how much you truly mean to me. Admit to you my silly little juvenile crush I used to have on you. You were such a beautiful person to me, I miss you everyday. RIP dear friend. "I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart you know that I'm with you all along Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight" *** Dearest Luka, Did you ever see me or could you even see at all, I looked at your cold white face, so still, so empty, Yet I knew you were at rest, Much more comforted than I, What else could I find to replace who you were, It was the carefree unrestricted love that you never meant to give, You never had the choice, It was your innocence, It was part of who you were, It was the comfort of a friend.. R.I.P Oh Luka, your profile has finally been deleted, Oh God. I don't know, my heart feels so heavy, like I can barely breathe. You will always be Number 2 on my Top, I'll never touch that spot I swear. I miss you so much, I don't even know what to do with myself right now. Its so sad how the world just moves on, just forgets completely about people like yourself. I swear to you I will never forget, I will always remember, cherish, and love the time I did have conversing with you. You never leave my thoughts Luka, not even for a second. You're always there in the back of my mind. I will love you always and forever, I promise you my Luka Bear, R.I.P Beloved. *** Dear Luka, Its been a whole year already.. I can't even believe it. This week has been one of the hardest weeks of my life. I keep crying for what appears to be no apparent reason, but I know its because of you. I miss you still, more than you can ever imagine. Sometimes life doesn't even feel like worth living knowing that I'll never talk to you again, laugh with you, smile with you. Part of me is still in denial hoping one day that you'll magically appear back in my life, just as you were. But, I know you are at peace, I can feel it, but it doesn't make it any easier having you gone. I wish I could tell you one last time, how much I care about you, how much you mean to me, what a better person you made me; but I can't so I will continue to endlessly write you these letters, comforting myself in some way pretending that you can read them, and that you know how I feel. I love you dear friend, I will never forget you. Rest in peace my dear </3<p> "Our hearts are heavy and light, We laugh and scream and sing, Our hearts are heavy and light" *** Dear Luka, Beau put how I feel into words,
I hear this song and I can't help but think of you,
I miss you.
Tonight is gone
They tell you it's your time
But I won't let them take you from me
And I'll never get far from you
(I'll never get far from you)
We all feel the same
(Can't stop this suffering in my head)
Can't turn this one around If I could pull you from wreckage
We'd be all fine, oh lord
Don't tell me this is happening
If I could hold you for a second
We'd be all right, oh lord
Don't tell me this is happening So when does it start getting better
So far from home
The lights are fading out
Just leave us all behind If I could pull you from wreckage
We'd be all fine, oh lord
Don't tell me this is happening
If I could hold you for a second
We'd be all right, oh lord
Don't tell me this is happening Ohhhh
I never should have let you go
Until I'll be with you
I'm dying on my own If I could pull you from wreckage
We'd be all fine, oh lord
Don't tell me this is happening
If I could hold you for a second
We'd be all right, oh lord
Don't tell me this is happening And I know
I'm not the only one
Dont' tell me this is happening
And I know, I'm not the only one
Don't tell me this is happening
Don't tell me this is happening TUNES.  If Your Stomach Feels Weak,
Then My Work Here Is Done Bands I've seen so far: August Burns Red (x2),
Emery (x2),
Bring Me The Horizon,
The Devil Wears Prada (x2),
Anberlin,
Pillar,
Angels And Airwaves,
Forever The Sickest Kids,
We The Kings,
Gone By Daylight,
Rookie of the Year,
The After Party,
Action On The Radio,
The Amber Fashion,
Family Force 5 (x2),
Hawk Nelson (x6),
Thousand Foot Krutch,
Audio Adrenaline,
Cobra Starship,
Katy Perry,
Alesana,
Reliant K,
MxPx,
Skillet,
Toby Mac,
Run Kid Run,
Leeland,
Stellar Kart,
Flatfoot 56,
This Beautiful Republic,
Second Adam,
Story Of The Year,
From First To Last (x2),
A Day To Remember,
Scary Kids Scaring Kids,
All Time Low,
Senses Fail,
UNDEROATH!! (x3),
To Speak Of Wolves,
blessthefall,
Chiodos,
Escape the Fate,
Saosin,
Gallows,
Therefore I am,
The Color Of Violence,
Burden of a Day,
Attack Attack,
GREELEY ESTATES!!! ..and these are my bands.. # ?
-30 Seconds To Mars
-10 Years
-36 Crazy Fists A ?
-A Thorn For Every Heart
-Arsonists Get All The Girls
-As I Lay Dying
-Alkaline Trio
-Aiden
-At the Drive-In
-Armor For Sleep
-Alesana
-Advent
-A Burning Water
-A Change of Pace
-A Static Lullaby
-Acceptance
-Amber Pacific
-Anadivine
-Anberlin
-A Fire Inside(AFI)
-August Burns Red
-Alexisonfire
-Avenged Sevenfold
-Atreyu
-Andover
-Across Five Aprils
-A Verse Unsung
-A SkyLit Drive
-Adelphi
-Afilio
-As Cities Burn
-Andrewlandon
-Above this Fire
-A Second Thought
-A Heartwell Ending
-Akissforjersey
-A Day To Remember
-As Blood Runs Black
-Archers New Rival
-A Cutthroat Kiss
-A Day In The Life B ?
-Ballroom Fire
-Bullet For My Valentine
-Bleeding Through
-Brand New
-Becoming The Archetype
-Black Lungs
-Bedlight for Blue Eyes
-Beloved
-Between the Buried and Me
-Bleed the Dream
-Boys Night Out
-Billy Talent
-Blindside
-Bayside
-Blessthefall
-Bring Me The Horizon
-Bright Eyes
-Burden Of A Day
-Botch
-Born For Battle
-Best Kept Secret
-Braid
-Breathe Carolina C ?
-Circa Survive
-Crash Romeo
-Chiodos
-Circle Takes The Square
-Cancer Bats
-Camp Kill Yourself(CKY)
-Chasing Victory
-Copeland
-Converge
-Chaplan
-Catherine
-Choke
-Callahan
-Capn' Jazz D ?
-Days Away
-Dead Poetic
-Dear Whoever
-Drop Dead, Gorgeous
-Demon Hunter
-Dear Tragedy
-Deathblow
-Death Of Eighty
-Deathcab For Cutie
-Dead and Divine
-Dr. Acula
-Dying Fetus E ?
-Evergreen Terrace
-Emery
-Eighteen Visions
-Emanuel
-Everytime I Die
-Escape The Fate
-Enter Shikari
-Emarosa
-Evaline F ?
-Finch
-Funeral For A Friend
-From First To Last
-Fear Before The March Of Flames
-From Autumn to Ashes
-Further Seems Forever
-From Grace
-Funeral Diner
-Flee The Seen
-Flyleaf
-From Graves Of Valor
-Farewell To Freeway G ?
-Go:Audio
-Glasseater
-Glassjaw
-Gloria
-Ghost Of A Fallen Age
-Grade
-Grace Gale
-Greeley Estates H ?
-Halifax
-Haste The Day
-He Is Legend
-Hidden in Plain View
-Home Grown
-Hawthorne Heights
-Hit The Lights
-Hellogoodbye
-Hot Cross
-His Infernal Majesty
-Heavy Heavy Low Low
-Hedley
-HORSE the Band I ?
-I Am Ghost
-It Dies Today
-I Killed The Prom Queen
-I Am The Avalanche
-Ice Nine Kills
-Idiot Pilot J ?
-June
-Just Surrender
-Job For a Cowboy
-Jack Off Jill
-Joshua Fit for Battle K ?
-Keep and Confess
-Killswitch Engage
-Kittie
-Kill Hannah
-Knives Exchanging Hands
-Kalmah
-Kids In The Way
-Karate High School L ?
-Lorene Drive
-Lost In Prague
-LoveHateHero
-Lost Prophets
-Lit
-Lydia
-Lights Below
-Last Chance Diary M ?
-Matchbook Romance
-Moneen
-My American Heart
-Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster
-Mindless Self Indulgence(MSI)
-MewithoutYou
-Mest
-Memphis May Fire
-My Hero Is Me
-Madina Lake
-Means
-Misery Signals
-Metro Station
-Medic Droid N ?
-Number One Fan
-Norma Jean
-Neon Blonde
-Neil Perry
-NothingLeft
-Ninjas Of The High Seas O ?
-Of Mice And Men
-On The Last Day
-Off Like A Prom Dress
-Only A Hero
-Open The Skies
-Of Angels
-Operation M.D. P ?
-Planes Mistaken for Stars
-Poison the Well
-Project 86
-Private Drive
-Plans For Revenge
-Paramore
-Protest The Hero
-Paris On A Good Day
-Piebald Q ?
-Quiet Drive R ?
-Roses Are Red
-Refused
-Run Kid Run
-Rise Against
-Royden
-Rory S ?
-So They Say
-Spitalfield
-Sullivan
-Suicide City
-Saosin
-Silverstein
-Story Of The Year
-Senses Fail
-Scary Kids Scaring Kids
-Start Trouble
-Silversun Pickups
-Sunny Day Real Estate
-Sydney
-Sparks The Rescue
-Somerset
-Say Anything
-Saetia
-Silence Curse
-Scapegoat
-Sky Eats Airplane
-Shotgun Rules
-Straylight Run T ?
-The Academy Is...
-The Audition
-The Early November
-The Fall of Troy
-The Hurt Process
-The Juliana Theory
-This Day & Age
-Tokyo Rose
-The Devil Wears Prada
-This Runs Through
-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
-The Payback
-Typecast-Laguna
-Through The Eyes Of The Dead
-The Dillinger Escape Plan
-The Number Twelve Looks Like You
-The Black Dahlia Murder
-Thursday
-Thrice
-Taking Back Sunday
-The Used
-The Bled
-Throwdown
-The Getup Kids
-The Honorary Title
-The New Amsterdams
-The Rocket Summer
-The Blood Brothers
-Throw The Fight
-The Fragile Campaign
-The Receiving End Of Sirens
-The Sleeping
-Thirty Nights of Violence
-The Hottness
-The Morning Of
-The Bleeding Alarm
-The Human Abstract
-The Almost
-Ten Second Epic
-The Riviera Heist
-The Promise Ring
-The Holly Springs Disaster
-The Beverly Secret
-The Highter U ?
-UnderOath
-Unearth V ?
-Veda
-Valencia
-Vendetta Red
-Verus The Mirror
-Vanna W ?
-Write This Down
-Waking Ashland
-With Broken Wings
-Wow, Owls! Y ?
-Your Name In Vain
-Yesterdays Rising
-Yearling Z ?
-Zao
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