Yeah, I'm premium. I can see you looking at me. Please have decency to talk to me if you view my profile. I'm not mean or anything. Sooo, come on, just say hello. (:
Hey. We'll start with my name, sound good? I'm Cecilia. No, that isn't my "real" name, but call me that. I'm sixteen years old as of March 6th. I may be young, but I'm highly mature for my age. I get that from everyone, so don't be surprised if we talk and you forget I'm only a teenager. No, I'm not just saying that.
I'm happily taken, by Dakota Dale. Please have the decency and respect to not hit on me. (:
I highly respect myself. I think all girls should respect themselves and not throw themselves out at people. Apparently, not many females agree, as you see half naked thirteen year olds on this website, along with many others. People don't have much self respect anymore, and that won't get half of you very far in life. Good luck trying to get anyone to take you seriously at all.
I have the most amazing son in the world. He has four legs, whiskers, and a fuzzy tail. His meows melt my heart and I'd do anything for him. His name is Lola. (:
I have ten piercings at the moment. 4 lobes, cartilage, tragus, industrial [2], Monroe, and my bellybutton. I will have many more the second I turn 18. Body modifications fascinate me. I love tattoos and piercings. I already have my first tattoo planned out.
Music definitely is not my life, but it defines me. Musical lyrics say the words that we can't say ourselves. It definitely is a major part of my life. I don't think I could live in a world without music.
I do not drink. I do not party. I do not smoke or engage myself in any form of drug. Yeah, that may lower my respect for you, but that does not mean I will judge you or shun you. A lot of my good friends take part in that, and I realize that they are not bad people because of their choices. I just will not. My body and health is more important than that.
This leads me to my next point, I give up on the human race. My generation and the generations close to mine have completely bottomed out. Nobody respects anything anymore, they expect to be treated perfectly and get the best. They lie, cheat, steal, and fake. People do not change. They are not trustworthy. They do not keep secrets or listen when you need something. People use the word 'love' like it doesn't have any meaning anymore, but nobody 'hates' because it's wrong, although both those words are sacred. People take advantage of everything they are given. They are not grateful for anything they have. They expect it. Too many people are spoiled beyond belief and think they are something special. News flash, you are the same as everyone else. I have given up on the human race. There is nothing you can say to hurt me anymore.
I'm really complex, and I think wayy too much. I'm too nice for my own good, and give out chances like they're candy. I let everyone in and I trust a lot of people at the get go. I get slapped in the face from it, too. Everybody takes advantage of me because of it, and I'm learning how to say 'no.' I'm starting to figure out who I can trust and who I can't. It's been a hard time, but it's worth it.
I don't get along with many people. I get annoyed easily, and drama pisses me off. I hate wasting time being mad at people when there is nothing you can do about it. Shit happens, a lot, and to everybody. You have to learn to deal with it, grow up, and move on or else you'll get absolutely nowhere in life. You can't dwell in the past. It already happened and you can't change it. So take chances, and live life to the fullest because with every 60 seconds, that's one minute you'll never get back. Fuck regrets, they just hold you back. Fuck relationships, you'll probably just get hurt. Fuck bitches, they'll get what they deserve. Go on with your life and do what makes you happy, because that's all you can do for you. Let everything else fall into place.
I highly believe in God. He is my Savior and I will forever trust in Him. He has majorly impacted my life and saved me from some really scary situations. No, I may not be the best Christian, but I try and I'm learning.
I'm a spoiled brat. I throw a fit when I don't get my way. I'm selfish, bitchy, and I complain way too much. I work on these things. I push people away. I feel as if I have convinced myself that I don't deserve to be happy, so I just push people away until they leave. It's a very bad habit, but I've gotten better; I'm still trying. I work at everything until I think it's perfect. I have made many mistakes in my life, and that will never change. I will never be perfect, and neither will you. I'm okay with that, because I know I'm a work in progress and I have a long way to go.
I have an obsession with Ford. My Mustang is my baby. I have had her over a year and she has been through hell and back. That is the toughest car I have ever been in, and I will never get rid of her. My boyfriend has an F-150, and I love going out at night and driving around with the windows down. Mudding is a must. I love getting down and dirty, but the nights I can dress up and feel important are also the best.
Yes, I am a normal girl. I like going out with my friends. I enjoy sitting at home on occasion and watching movies all day. I get on Facebook on a normal basis. I text a lot. I have my iPod with me almost 24/7. I sing in the shower. I love unconditionally. and even though I'm used to it, the past still hurts sometimes. Face it, girls are the same, for the most part. Yeah, everyone is unique in their own way, but we all have our similarities.
I absolutely love candles. I almost always have one burning in my room. I love my room smelling delicious. I also almost always have my toenails painted. No, people usually don't see them, but I do. (: I can't stand not having them painted, but I honestly don't care about my fingernails. Makes sense, right?
This novel can't fully define me. Yeah, you read a lot about me, but that's only a glimpse into my life. Trust me, there is a lot that I would never put in these paragraphs. So, get to know me before you judge me from what I put on here. I really think I'm nice. So yeah, I guess I'll talk to you later then. (:

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Are you emo/scene?
Nope. (:
I personally hate lables and think they are stupid, and I haate it when people lable themselves.

Where do you get your piercings?
Altered Images in Vincennes. I love them.♥

Do you have a boyfriend?
Yes.♥

What do you make up do you use?
Hard Candy brand, Dior, Dollar store, and Icing products.

Are you really sixteen?
Yes. My birthday is March 6th.

Are you a natural blonde? Your roots are brown.
I actually am. I was born with white hair and over the years it has gotten darker due to my mom having dark hair and dying it so often. But I keep it blonde.

What's your cats name?
His name is Lola. Yes he. I thought he was a girl when I first found him, but he is definitely a boy. He was used to the name, so we kept it.

How many piercings do you have?
10 total. Four in lobes, one in cartilage, my industrial (2), my lip, tragus and my belly button. I want to get more.

Why is your name Cecicyanide? That's not your real name.
My spanish name is Cecilia. Therefore, I use it online. I don't want some creeper looking me up. (:

Where do you live?
Southern Illinois. Not Chicago.

Will you come see me?
More than likely, NO.
Don't even ask.

Cam?
*block.*

You're sexy. I'll buy you premium in return for something else. (;
I have yearly premium, and I can buy it all myself. Fuck off.

Will you make me a layout?
Yes (: Just tell me how you want it, what colors, etc.

Why are you such a bitch?
I'm sorry you feel that way. I'm sure if you look at how you have recently treated me, then there's probably a reason why I have acted the way I have.


Have any more? Just ask. (:

driving. Lola. friends. piercings. coke. ice cream. music. zebra print. yellow. twix. make up. spiderman. cherries. bracelets. pens. dogs. playstation. sleeping. swimming. hats. texts. movies. sneezing. transformers. old cars. dirtbikes and four wheelers. jet skiing.

cigarettes. alcohol. asthma. sex. blood. flat soda. sickness. pain. silence. seafood. sluts. yawning. meanness. being mad. crying. insomnia. throwing up. mean dogs. septum piercings. soggy chips. soggy food. chew. cold food. smarties. Ben Graham.

Hey there(: Guess who it is hacking? That'd be Ceci's twin sister. Also known as Lexi. Anyway... there is just soo much to say about this lovely girl. She's beyond gorgeous, smart, very mature, AND super duper nice. Seriously, she's like the sweetest person I know. No joke. Cecilia is one of my favorite peoples on this earth, and if something is to happen to her, well, you don't wanna know the consequences. At the end of the day, she's pretty much the one I know I can talk to about anything and will understand. I can't wait to travel the world with you girl! If any of you have any sense, you will just drop a comment for her. If you don't, I promise you'll be missin' out! I love you so much Ceci♥ Love, Lexi