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6'2", 275-300 lbs, long brown hair, brown eyes basicly the rant below here is about how the world sucks and growing up blows i dont know what i should say, growing up is hard because of what you cant see coming at you and because of that you can get so confused and lose sight of who you are. all this is further complicated by the conflicting ideals of who you are and who you think you will become. our personal internal war between emotions and logic, compassion and survival, and this coflict is only worsend by others as we all go through this, and to think otherwise is a lonely depressive ordeal. I am lost in my life. I havent worked in six months, or done anything with my life, except write, get utterly stoned, have a few drinks, and think about life, what I want and dream about, and trying to find love for myself, for the saying its better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all, but I disagree, for out of love came self disgust, and out of that loss came the realisation that i wasnt happy, and I could never be happy, for I will only be happily content when the world is perfect, when men dont beat women, when kids dont laugh at the pain and discomfort of one another, when wars are decided over hot chocalate, when gangs dont exist, when people stop killing each other, where religion dosnt cause hate, and it is because of these reasons why I can never be happy, because I will never be able to change the world in this day and age, everything is just a placebo and there is no real solution to the problem because we are the problem, as we are a corrupt and mutated virus, and nothing more. for the world will never stop asking for blood, so my heart will never beat. call me a pessamist, call me what ever you want, but this is still the bittr truth, and only when the whole world wakes up to this fact will things change, but we are all slaves of our own devices and they keep us in a deep slumber, so if you want to pray for something the next time your lying in bed, pray the world wakes up from the illusion that we all create.
Likes
Music,music,music, video games, and did i mention music the goal of my life is to acquire a recording studio and fill it with music equiment and I like to cuddle despite being a total beast
Dislikes
I HATE POSERS/TWO FACED BITCHES/LIARS/CHEATERS/THIEFS so if you fall under one of these catagories please by all means FUCK OFF/GO FUCK YOUR SELF
Favorite Music
I listen to just about everything as long as its not about jacking cars and beating women, but I do prefer something thats sounds like heaven and makes you feel like hell, an elegant kiss before making you bleed Killswitch Engage, Pantera, Otep, Old Korn, Slipknot, Mudvayne, Hell Yeah, Damage Plan, Opeth, NIN, Slayer, Black Label Socitey, Lamb Of God, Devil Driver, Type O-Negative I also greatly enjoy blues, rock, and softer music like seal, collective soul, robbin trower, moody blues, and many more
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