Hi, I'm Nikki. . If your looking for a picture perfect story of a girl I advise you close this book. I'm a picky, stubborn, overthinking, argumentive, grudge holding, immature, hopeless, dreaming romantic. I'm too young to know half the stuff about me and I'm too old to hold onto the dreams I pursue. I'm less than half the girl I want to be and I'm growing tired of being a disappointment. I cry way more than I should and give out fake smiles like candy on halloween. I have alot of "aquaintances" and very few friends. I'm fairly cheerful when I choose to be, but I do sometimes like to just stay quiet and drop my walls. I have alot of little things that annoy me and I tend to randomly snap out in an angry manner. I'm not very good at getting to know people and I'm terrible at holding onto things I love. I'm overly clumsy. I struggle with showing emotions. I hold onto my pride a little to much and I have a hard time letting go and giving in. There are times where I can be found in the grass just sitting in the rain, it washes away all the wrongs I have done and the wrongs done to me. I do not find myself to be complex or deep but I am a puzzle to put together. I cannot say whether or not I am worth the effor because that isn't my place, but I can say that I truly wish for someone to just break me down and look at the girl underneath.

Music,Friends,Guitar,Sketching,Art,Tim Burton,The Latency.Etc.

Miley Cyrus. People Who Think Their Opinion is The Only One That Matters. People Who Aren't Who They Say They Are. Etc.

The Latency, Mariana's Trench, Hedley,outRAGEus!, Owl City, brokeNCYDE, All Time Low, Cobra Starship, Lost Prophets, Stephen Jerzak, Justin Jerzak, Adam Chojnacki, Josh Golden, Hit The Lights, Armor For Sleep, Chase Coy/Dear Juliet, Bring Me The Horizon, Secondhand Serenade, A Sunset Diary, Forever With Diamonds, The Follow Through, BoysLikeGirls, Hello Hollywood, Mayday Parade, NeverShoutNever!, Romance On A Rocketship, Set It Off, Simple Plan, Thrill The Mayfly, Etc.Etc.