My name is Ashlea [Ash-lee]. I consider myself to be a complicated person who just appears simple. My life is unimpressive and unamusing. I live in an arrogant town swarming with bold, insolent, and snobbish people. Sadly, some of these traits I have taken on. Furthermore, My age is not important, I'm tired of people judging me by my age, but if you must know, I am legally an adult in my country. I dropped out of high school because of a severe anxiety attack and now I am completely disappointed within myself for not being as strong as I use to be, I'm trying to get my life on track, but it seems to be that every step I take forward I throw myself two steps back, I'm a self saboteur.
I think far to much about everything in this world, so much that I begin to scare myself. Unaswered questions crowd my head and slowly drive me insane.
I'm shy, timid, and self-conscious about myself. But I do tend to be loud around the ones that know me well. I like to over analyse everything. I'm likely to ascend to the most severe dramatic and negative eventuality I can conceivably think of before taking part in anything. I can't help but be a pessimist.
I don't have to prove myself to 13-16 year olds who think they are beauty "elitists" nor do I care if you disagree with my views, because I don't give a shit about yours. At least I have intelligence and personality to back up my looks.
I don't care what you think of me, just know that I laugh at your petty insults and will forever remember you as the scum that you are.
I get a lot of people saying that my profile is too negative, well that's just too bad isn't it?.
my life consists of; erotic fiction, my dog, asian movies, music, anime, asian horrors, friends, collecting stupid things, internet, family, sleeping & worrying.
sites; myspace | deviantart | youtube
infatuation; victory6, geisha, animals, music, life, friends, family, love, dirty minds, laptop, ipod, xbox360, PS2, tattoos, coca cola, late nights, bed, jim beam, BOOST, spring, hello kitty, coffee, iced tea, HUNGRY JACKS, diet coke, chocolate and peanut butter ice cream, burlesque, bonfires, relaxing, goodhairdays, perfectmakeup, $$$, fastinternet, glasses, piercings, art, showers, cuddles, sourworms, fashion magazines, oversized bags, cardigans, french undies, staying in, mum, dad, brother, irish & scottish accents, hair dye, long scarves, vintage, movies, uggies, tim tams, pizza, antiques, toesocks, roses, basenji dogs, pin ups, ebay, hairextensions, boys, myspace, VAMPIREFREAKS,
anime; Cardcaptor Sakura; Dragonball; Fruits Basket; Loveless; Lucky Star; Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya; Ouran High School Host Club; Pokémon; Great Teacher Onizuka; Azumanga Daioh; Devil May Cry; Gakuen Heaven; Happy Lesson; Love Hina; Elfen Lied; Sailor Moon; Vampire Hunter D; Ghost in the Shell; Yu-Gi-Oh!
movies; Moon Child, House of Flying Daggers, The Hand That Rocks The Cradle, Silent Hill, Land of the Dead, Dawn of the Dead, Shaun of the Dead, Hot Fuzz, The Eye, Road to Perdition, Dark Water, The Host, Death Note, Twister, Forest Gump, All Quiet on the Western Front, Breaker Morant, Holes, Aladdin, Hercules, Tarzan, Girl Interrupted, Batman - Dark Night, I Am Legend, Independence Day, Fifth Element, Resident Evil, Resident Evil - Apocalypse, Resident Evil - Extinction, Shine, Liar Liar, The Mask, Me, Myself & Irene, The Number 23, Jay & Silent Bob, Zoolander.
Turkish perverts, people who shit list themselves, animal cruelty, hypocrites, fake people, spiders, moths, war, zombies, politics, over the top fan girls, fakes, Miley Cyrus/ High school Musical /Jonas Brothers all SUCK, Chris Crocker, immature bitches on this site.. they know who they are.
Emetophobia — fear of vomiting.
Arachnophobia — fear of spiders.
Necrophobia — fear of death, the dead.
Glossophobia — fear of speaking in public.
main genres: jrock, krock, jpop, kpop, jtek, para para, 70s, 80s, 90s, hardstyle, hardhouse, happyhardcore, hardtechno, bass, techno, electro.
V6, Arashi, Hinoi Team, Gackt, Alice Nine, NEWS, Perfume, HYDE, hide, X-Japan, Para Para Queen, Gyaruru, DJ Satomi, AKB48, DJ Sisen, Miyavi, Morning Musume, The Gazette, Aural Vampire, L'arc~en~Ciel, LM.C, Arashi, Girugamesh, Plastic Tree, Malice Mizer, Fahrenheit, The Pillows, D’espairsRay, Combichrist, The Birthday Massacre, Outerspace Overdose, Caramell, Scooter, Bitch Brigade, Pearl Jam, AFI, Daft Punk, Head Automatica, The Offspring, Queen, Meatloaf, Roxette, Cyndi Lauper, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Shakira, The Offspring, Shania Twain, Cascada, Zombie Girl, Emilie Autumn, Ayria, HelloGoodbye, The Used, Slipknot, Busted, Blink 182, Linkin Park, Nickleback, HIM, Evanescence, A1, Murderdolls, Ramstein, Groove Coverage.
